haha...erm...just went out with ZJ yesterday...haha...went to coro for dinner...haha...had a great long chat with her...dunno leh...nowadays damn sianz...in skool oso dunno do what lor...the claz watching Lord Of The Rings 2 now...haha...dunno lar...haha...i think i siao siao liao...haha...
anyway...i dun feel like goin to cairns ler...haven pack finish yet...just washed all my clothes...haha...met lisa on the way to laundry yesterday...haiz..she seems to be so sad...got the sad face lar...haha...dunno ler...that's just what i think...anyway...haha...
oh...yesterday we were on our way to coro...den while goin down the bloody bridge...den saw the stoopid SC...haha...she with her baggy pants...damn farnie...haha...think she super lor...can study, take care of band and still haf a cheerful and carefree life...she very zai...haha
erm...not goin for the whole band prac today...goin for only a few minutes...my mum can kill me one lor...haha...anyway...so sorry to tiff...had sth on yesterday...den carn take her junior band song...so sorry to her...erm...hope that she can practise well and not get scoldings from our beloved SL...haha...she scold damn scary lar...so hope you do not get tortured...haha...
erm...think i gonna miss band...haha...anyway...kae lar...shall stop here...if not den this blog very long oridi...haha...anyway...my sch's log-in account is EXPIRED...think it's sth wrong one...i just used yesterday...nvm...kayz...buaizzz...*muacks*
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
haha...now skool is so boring...dunno lar...skool is no longer nice to me lor...failed my exams like nobody's business...haiz...sometimes quite shi bai...haha...erm...erm...haha...now in the classroom listening to jolin's song...quite nice lar...feeling damn sianz now...
haha...failed my hist and sci...gonna resit for my science lor...i dun care...i must do betta in sci...haha...must work extremely hard...haha...den probably kena kill by my mother 1st lar...if she knows my results...haha...
erm...start to think that band is tiring nowadays...kinda sick of it...very very tired lor...like yesterday...talk on the phone till i sleep...haha...sommor the thing is that i carn really stand it liao...carn take it anymore...it's takin up a lot of my time...den make my studies drop like nobody's business oso....haha...
anyway...had a 2 hr phone talk last night...tt's why suddenly felt enlightened....haha...so weird...den see right...i dunno what's the prob with me lor...just splurt out everything her...haha...den kena talk by her...haha...den got to realise that i have low self-esteem...haha...i think so too...haha...
just now talked to dear ky...haha...started askin her whether i am hungry or not...haha...haha...see rite...sometimes i really think that lotsa pple know me better than i noe myself lor...come to think of it...i really dun understand myself one lor...haha...maybe i really very very shi bai lar...haha...
den last night began to think abt lotsa stuff...argh...realise that i really need to do lotsa stuff...haha...needa pack my bag to go to cairns...haha...gonna pack tonight...haha...den gonna wahs laundry...haha...goin on thursday night...leavin at eight plus...haha...
oh yar...today is busy...haha...wash laundry...iron my clothes...pack the bloody bag...go and take tiff for her score...practise and polish up my skills...haha...oh yar...gotta oil my instru oso...haha...i dun think i am bringing back my scores to practise ler...erm...think my mum wun like it...
anyway...i carn attend band prac tml, sat and mon...sad...not that i dun feel like goin...haha...see...no choice...my mum picking me up at ard five tml...den i only come back on monday night...haha...erm...i think i am a big big slacker lor...haha...oh yar...they say they one 85%attendence for holiday pracs lor...erm...which i think i will be attending for all practises lar...haha...den i goin back home only on the 14th of december...haha...late lor...unlike my roommates...they can go back in november...
*dor says hi*
dotx...haha...also hor...SC tell me to take good care of my studies and scholarship...haha...later i get kicked out...haha...actually i dun mind being kicked out of skool lor...i carn bear to leave band only...haha...also har...Aud leaving nxt year...sad sad sad...aiyo...try imagining someone that knows you inside out leaving lor...haha...erm...guess that's life lar...it goes on...haha...just hafta accept it...haha...
doinx...now the first half havin speech trainin...the claz damn quiet...haha...carn wait for skool to end...den i start my busy schedule...haha...anyway...i think this entry is damn long liao...shall blog again when i come online lar...which is i dunno when...haha...kayz...buaizzz...muacks!
haha...failed my hist and sci...gonna resit for my science lor...i dun care...i must do betta in sci...haha...must work extremely hard...haha...den probably kena kill by my mother 1st lar...if she knows my results...haha...
erm...start to think that band is tiring nowadays...kinda sick of it...very very tired lor...like yesterday...talk on the phone till i sleep...haha...sommor the thing is that i carn really stand it liao...carn take it anymore...it's takin up a lot of my time...den make my studies drop like nobody's business oso....haha...
anyway...had a 2 hr phone talk last night...tt's why suddenly felt enlightened....haha...so weird...den see right...i dunno what's the prob with me lor...just splurt out everything her...haha...den kena talk by her...haha...den got to realise that i have low self-esteem...haha...i think so too...haha...
just now talked to dear ky...haha...started askin her whether i am hungry or not...haha...haha...see rite...sometimes i really think that lotsa pple know me better than i noe myself lor...come to think of it...i really dun understand myself one lor...haha...maybe i really very very shi bai lar...haha...
den last night began to think abt lotsa stuff...argh...realise that i really need to do lotsa stuff...haha...needa pack my bag to go to cairns...haha...gonna pack tonight...haha...den gonna wahs laundry...haha...goin on thursday night...leavin at eight plus...haha...
oh yar...today is busy...haha...wash laundry...iron my clothes...pack the bloody bag...go and take tiff for her score...practise and polish up my skills...haha...oh yar...gotta oil my instru oso...haha...i dun think i am bringing back my scores to practise ler...erm...think my mum wun like it...
anyway...i carn attend band prac tml, sat and mon...sad...not that i dun feel like goin...haha...see...no choice...my mum picking me up at ard five tml...den i only come back on monday night...haha...erm...i think i am a big big slacker lor...haha...oh yar...they say they one 85%attendence for holiday pracs lor...erm...which i think i will be attending for all practises lar...haha...den i goin back home only on the 14th of december...haha...late lor...unlike my roommates...they can go back in november...
*dor says hi*
dotx...haha...also hor...SC tell me to take good care of my studies and scholarship...haha...later i get kicked out...haha...actually i dun mind being kicked out of skool lor...i carn bear to leave band only...haha...also har...Aud leaving nxt year...sad sad sad...aiyo...try imagining someone that knows you inside out leaving lor...haha...erm...guess that's life lar...it goes on...haha...just hafta accept it...haha...
doinx...now the first half havin speech trainin...the claz damn quiet...haha...carn wait for skool to end...den i start my busy schedule...haha...anyway...i think this entry is damn long liao...shall blog again when i come online lar...which is i dunno when...haha...kayz...buaizzz...muacks!
Sunday, October 19, 2003
erm...kinda funny to blog twice a day...haha...i like it mar...erm...nothin to say ler...brendon just went out...so lonely in the hse now...haha...saw keng shung and wy yeen just now...so cool...haha...they seem so stress...unlike me that just finish my exams...
still haven go for my swim yet...haha...allowed to go only when brendon comes back...haiz...celine is sleepin now...so nobody to play with...sianz...
thinking of band again...really wanna go for practise now...haha...kinda sad oso lar...my SL is not back yet...haha...bet she's on the way back...haha...think she'll scold me if she gets to know what happened lor...i quite the shi bai lar...haha...
anyway...think i goin to die for concert this year...first song oridi can kill me lor...luckily i am so smart to stagger breath...then can slack a bit...haha...den second song got my solo...erm...a bit only what...third song is saxaphonia...erm...that one dunno what to say abt it lar...still ok lor...forth song got duet...with my dear SL sommor...haiz...can die for first half oridi...haha...
hope that my roommates can see this concert...budden the carn...i noe that...erm...still...hope that lotsa pple will come and support me...even though i think not much pple can see my face during the concert lar...still it's better than laz year where nobody came to see me wat...haha...
i think i siao siao oridi...haha...spent quite a lot nowadays...gotta lock myself up within the sch and my room to prevent me from spending so much...haha...oh yar...band room goin to be opened everyday ler...meaning that i can go and practise everyday...haha...can work harder oridi...
my parents are goin on holiday without me and my brother...unfair right...nvm...i'll make sure that i will enjoy myself during the hols...haha...i can only go home on the 14th of december due to my packed schedule...den 2 weeks later come back...haha...crap lar...nvm...i bet i can haf real fun during the hols...haha...
neways...still thinking abt sth that i thought would never come to me...haiz...shall really go and think carefully liao...haha...erm...once again...i am lost at words...some stuff just clogged up my mind...sianz...haiz...chao liao...buaizzz...muacks...
still haven go for my swim yet...haha...allowed to go only when brendon comes back...haiz...celine is sleepin now...so nobody to play with...sianz...
thinking of band again...really wanna go for practise now...haha...kinda sad oso lar...my SL is not back yet...haha...bet she's on the way back...haha...think she'll scold me if she gets to know what happened lor...i quite the shi bai lar...haha...
anyway...think i goin to die for concert this year...first song oridi can kill me lor...luckily i am so smart to stagger breath...then can slack a bit...haha...den second song got my solo...erm...a bit only what...third song is saxaphonia...erm...that one dunno what to say abt it lar...still ok lor...forth song got duet...with my dear SL sommor...haiz...can die for first half oridi...haha...
hope that my roommates can see this concert...budden the carn...i noe that...erm...still...hope that lotsa pple will come and support me...even though i think not much pple can see my face during the concert lar...still it's better than laz year where nobody came to see me wat...haha...
i think i siao siao oridi...haha...spent quite a lot nowadays...gotta lock myself up within the sch and my room to prevent me from spending so much...haha...oh yar...band room goin to be opened everyday ler...meaning that i can go and practise everyday...haha...can work harder oridi...
my parents are goin on holiday without me and my brother...unfair right...nvm...i'll make sure that i will enjoy myself during the hols...haha...i can only go home on the 14th of december due to my packed schedule...den 2 weeks later come back...haha...crap lar...nvm...i bet i can haf real fun during the hols...haha...
neways...still thinking abt sth that i thought would never come to me...haiz...shall really go and think carefully liao...haha...erm...once again...i am lost at words...some stuff just clogged up my mind...sianz...haiz...chao liao...buaizzz...muacks...
haiz...erm...quite sian now lar...haha...just blogged laz nigt...den blog today...i think i siao siao oridi...anyway...erm...dunno what to say ler...haiz...blame some pple that cheated me lar...say wanna go escape with me one...den now dun wanna go liao...they siao siao one lar...
anyway...what do you expect me to say har???erm...dunno what to say lar...dun wanna think abt it now...ok lar...i go for a swim liao...buaizzz...muacks!!!
anyway...what do you expect me to say har???erm...dunno what to say lar...dun wanna think abt it now...ok lar...i go for a swim liao...buaizzz...muacks!!!
erm...erm...kinda long neva blog oridi...haha...this time i am in my uncles hse...enjoying myself...haha...farnie...hahaha...so farnie...
today i had band prac...haha...budden escaped halfway...coz need to attend to some family matter...just heard from aud that they played satchmo and elvis after i've left...phiu...both oso i wanna die one...luckily i went off...haha...poor YN hafta play solo parts...which i think she din play...haha...nvm lar...anything...those are judy's solo by the way...haha...
the sad thing is that i played persis and to tame the unknown and saxaphonia today...then played judy's solo in to tame the unknown...realizing that how important judy is...haa...coz my playing sucks totally...erm...what to do???i am such a terrible junior lor...haiz...played like shit...haiz...sommor judy leaving next year liao...i can cry one lor...
ouch...got myself sun-burnt...pain lor...haiz...a bit the sad right...went to sentosa for one night...just went back to the hostel yesterday...feeling horrible...sad lar...erm...den very very pain lor...today sommor aud poke my back so hard...can scream one lor...aiyo...extremely pain...even till now...haiz...den during band i said that i got sun-burnt...then some smart pple still dare to laugh one...slap them inside out upside down lor...they really deserve this man...
just gotta know that somebody cheated me...they not goin to play with me liao...so sad...tml gonna swim a lot...den go shopping...haha...den go back to the hostel with my bro accompanying me...haha...haha...haha...i think i am CRAZY...nvm...i like it this way...haha...
erm...now thinkng abt quite a lotsa things...haiz...goin to cairns on thursday...shud be happy one lor...dunno why i dun feel like goin liao...aiya...dunno what am i doin nowadays...haha...probably too much books that clogged up my brain lor...
haha...now can finally concentrate on my studies since it's after exams...haha...happie...wish to put in lotsa effort to make the upcomin concert a good one...wanna show tha i can do it...yay...haha...so gotta buck up...haha...concert is on the 13th of december...haha...straight after comin back from thailand...erm...erm...
dunno what to say ler...haha...hope that i can get good grades for EOY...haha...no fails please...haha...
to nic: just wanna tell you that i dunno what you mean...so i shall think abt it...
haha...tokin kinda much crap...anyways...*yawnx*good night everybody...haha...the stars on the sky is for everyone tonight...sparkling dreams...haha...*siao*...muacks...buaizzz...
today i had band prac...haha...budden escaped halfway...coz need to attend to some family matter...just heard from aud that they played satchmo and elvis after i've left...phiu...both oso i wanna die one...luckily i went off...haha...poor YN hafta play solo parts...which i think she din play...haha...nvm lar...anything...those are judy's solo by the way...haha...
the sad thing is that i played persis and to tame the unknown and saxaphonia today...then played judy's solo in to tame the unknown...realizing that how important judy is...haa...coz my playing sucks totally...erm...what to do???i am such a terrible junior lor...haiz...played like shit...haiz...sommor judy leaving next year liao...i can cry one lor...
ouch...got myself sun-burnt...pain lor...haiz...a bit the sad right...went to sentosa for one night...just went back to the hostel yesterday...feeling horrible...sad lar...erm...den very very pain lor...today sommor aud poke my back so hard...can scream one lor...aiyo...extremely pain...even till now...haiz...den during band i said that i got sun-burnt...then some smart pple still dare to laugh one...slap them inside out upside down lor...they really deserve this man...
just gotta know that somebody cheated me...they not goin to play with me liao...so sad...tml gonna swim a lot...den go shopping...haha...den go back to the hostel with my bro accompanying me...haha...haha...haha...i think i am CRAZY...nvm...i like it this way...haha...
erm...now thinkng abt quite a lotsa things...haiz...goin to cairns on thursday...shud be happy one lor...dunno why i dun feel like goin liao...aiya...dunno what am i doin nowadays...haha...probably too much books that clogged up my brain lor...
haha...now can finally concentrate on my studies since it's after exams...haha...happie...wish to put in lotsa effort to make the upcomin concert a good one...wanna show tha i can do it...yay...haha...so gotta buck up...haha...concert is on the 13th of december...haha...straight after comin back from thailand...erm...erm...
dunno what to say ler...haha...hope that i can get good grades for EOY...haha...no fails please...haha...
to nic: just wanna tell you that i dunno what you mean...so i shall think abt it...
haha...tokin kinda much crap...anyways...*yawnx*good night everybody...haha...the stars on the sky is for everyone tonight...sparkling dreams...haha...*siao*...muacks...buaizzz...