haha...at home slackin now...my mum is snooring loudly beside me...haha...my bro is playing FFX...so sian...

had my tuition this mornin...it was horrible...i din absorb much...was tryin to keep myself awake most the time...i think the teacher din realise...he just went on and on tryin to interest me...but i just kept quiet and nodded my head from time to time...haha...doink...i am a very shi bai student...it's good that i realise it lor...haha...

anyway...just saw a horoscope thingy...damn zai lor...it states that i will have good wealth and health nxt year...and asked me not to be proud...doink...my dad's was horrible...my mum's was alright...my bro's one is farnie...it says that rabbits are wise but can be cheated sometimes...haha...

my mum bought me a necklace from korea...the star necklace that appeared in winter sonata...got crystal bits one lor...damn chio...haha...i love it so much...den my mum went to the place where they shoot the movie...bleah...i shud haf gone there lor...bleah...

oh yar...anyway...i very cam ler...hafta wake up damn early on fri...so that i will not be late for band...argh...hate this kinda lifestyle...can torture me to death lor...argh...anyway...i dun like to be late...even if i late oso carn blame me lor...hu noes the causeway traffic on fri morn...doinks...

haha...had korean bbq for dinner laz nite...shiok...haha...my dad says that he will bring us there again nxt time...haha...anyway...made cookies...lotsa cookies...thinking whether shud bring to school or not...haha...gonna make agar-agar tml...haha...so fun at home...den i can do lotsa stuff with my mum...haha...she say we gonna bake butter cookies...one day...haha...

anyway...must remind myself to call yining and tiff tml...haha...must make sure that they are comin so that i can call the instructor...bleah...how i wish dear SL come back...she's in korea now...bleah...she enjoy lar...just dump everythin to me and leave carefreely lor...argh...i really carn believe that i miss her...i really miss her a lot...please...come back...i dun think i can live without her lor...i miss her a lot...i noe i haf been a bad junior...but dun ignore me ler...come back...the section needs you...pplleeaassee......

haiz...still carn accept the fact that i am goin thailand alone...haiz...like what can i do lor...i am only a soft player in the section and i dun think i will benefit much from the trip...sad...moreover the pieces can kill me one...i dun like being alone ler...why must my section be like this...do i really hafta be alone???i dun think that's the way lor...arh...luckily got bass trombone player...if not i think i can die...the whole bass line only got like 3 pple goin...the loud ones are not goin...sad...is that what they haf to do to me???

doink...so sad...by the way...the section is left with me and yining only...i wonder if kiaying and tiff is comin back...i wish they would be back...how will they know that the section needs them desperately ar...if i can i would do anything to let them come back lor...

anyway...tryin to write MD now...using a siao machine...tilt a bit then gone case liao...bringing it to thailand...haha...think that's the only thing that will accompany me lor...oh yar...oso not forgettin the sec 2s...haha...at least not the whole world is tryin to abandone me lar...haha...i siao siao today...

anyway...think this entry is very long...and i realise that i forgot to blog about 2/1 again...haha...i miss you guys...guess you guys had a great time in chalet...haha...by the way...2004 class allocation comin out on friday...haha...wish that can see moz of you nxt year...haha...

anyway...i changin tagboard...changin to chatterbox...gonna get it done real soon...haha...kaez...shall stop here...buaizzz...muacks...

haha...noe sth...i just got to know that i got into comb 3, taking elect english literature and pure history...argh...not satisfied...shall work extremely hard next year...gotta get at least 5 A1s for my 'O's

bleah...tiff cheated my money...she din appear during band!!!so angry...anyway...i still manage to survive the whole band prac...haha...ran trough the concert pieces...haha...quite happy lar...noe sth...i played all the solos...haha...and i am the only player today lor...so i played exceptionally loud lor...at least that's what i think...aa...kae...i need to go...so shall update another time!!!

buaizzz...muacks...

haha...at my uncle's hse again...haha...

so bored...carn stand it...erm...what can i do???when i am like broke like nobody's business lor...anyway...my parents went to korea...so i am stayin here for FIVE days...argh...carn stand it...they get to enjoy while i kena tortured down ere...noe sth...i woke up at 6 plus just to report for band at 9 today...smart rite...haiz...why is my uncle's hse all the way down in PASIR RIS...argh...so frustrating...haha...not gonna blog very long...my bro wanna use the com later...haha...erm...got a very long entry in construction...haha...should be up soon...erm...kae lar...just wanna reply some of ur tags in this entry...haha...

anyway...erm...dunno what to say first...kae i shall blog abt 2/1...haha...noe y i dun wanna blog abt it???b'coz i hate that empty feeling in my heart once i start thinking abt it...so sad kaez...oh yar...by the way...i dun think i can go for the chalet...erm...got band on tues...and my beloved junior not attending...so i must go and ceng1 the section...erm...anyway...my parents also dun allow me to stay overnight...they claim that i haven even spend time with the family...haiz...so so so sorry...anyway...the comb results out that day i will be in sch attending band prac...haha...guess what...i think i probably get into some slackiest class lor...haha...erm...will miss 2/1 a lot...hope to see some of you guys in sch during the hols...eh...to the kong family:remember the family meeting on the first day of sch hor...usual bench...haha...

erm...i am trying as far as possible to update my blog regularly...erm...budden you guys should understand my schedule lar...erm...yar...guess that's abt it...anyway...haha...HAPPIE HOLIDAYS!!!

erm...think i'll stop here...if not later i carn wake up on time for band tml...believe it or not...i hafta wake up at 5:45 tml in order to take the very first shuttle...sad...haha...buaizzz...erm...remember...i still haf a long long entry comin up...haha...muacks...

Ps:eh...i dun like the empty rottin feelin ler...i really dun like it...guess that's what i am experiencing now lor...haha...