can anybody please tell me what to do???
my parents are telling me now that if i want to study in singapore, there is one condition where by i must obey, and that is not to join band as my CCA. i mean like what the hell, if i don't join band then i might as well come back and study in malaysia right???
i don't think my parents actually understand me, by quitting band it's like taking my soul away, and i'll be left with only an empty shell.i really don't want to leave band, i don't want to, not because of anything else but my passion for band.if it wasn't because of band, i would have quitted nanyang a thousand years ago.
i am very lost now...feeling damn helpless...i don't want anything to happen, i hope and pray that everything can remain the way it is, but deep in my heart i know that its quite impossible...i've in my whole fifteen years never experience anything like this before...feeling that my life are in the hands of others...
very very puzzled now...guess i have no mood talking about anything now...bye...
Monday, May 31, 2004
Monday, May 03, 2004
what will you do if you are forced to let go of certain things in life???
haha...harlows everybody...i am at home now...gonna eat dinner soon,den going back to the hostel later...
well, i have been bucking up lately...hope that my results will show...hope that everything will pass soon...i dunno whether i'll stand or fall after this storm...
anyway, the basses section is still in a great mess now...i dunno lar...just washed an instrument that day...it was a though job in general...haha...but we still manage to do it...the water was black lor...disgusting...poor eugenia has got to use that instrument...haiz...
yar...as i've said in front, i need to buck up in my studies...so i might not be able to attend every band practise liao...i know that it's wrong lar, and also my section will not make it...but it will be a short period only...so guess you guys hafta excuse me lor...it's better for me to skip a few than not going anymore right???
sorry ar...gotta go liao...daddy's back...need to eat dinner now...update another day!!!
buaizzz...muacks...love and kisses to everyone...haha...
haha...harlows everybody...i am at home now...gonna eat dinner soon,den going back to the hostel later...
well, i have been bucking up lately...hope that my results will show...hope that everything will pass soon...i dunno whether i'll stand or fall after this storm...
anyway, the basses section is still in a great mess now...i dunno lar...just washed an instrument that day...it was a though job in general...haha...but we still manage to do it...the water was black lor...disgusting...poor eugenia has got to use that instrument...haiz...
yar...as i've said in front, i need to buck up in my studies...so i might not be able to attend every band practise liao...i know that it's wrong lar, and also my section will not make it...but it will be a short period only...so guess you guys hafta excuse me lor...it's better for me to skip a few than not going anymore right???
sorry ar...gotta go liao...daddy's back...need to eat dinner now...update another day!!!
buaizzz...muacks...love and kisses to everyone...haha...