How to make a wYwY

Ingredients: 5 parts mercy 1 part self-sufficiency 1 part energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

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well, i just got this from yanyun's blog. maybe it's true, i dunno. haha, it's fun though.let's try another one...

How to make a Wy Quin

Ingredients: 1 part anger 5 parts crazyiness 3 parts mercy

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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ok...shall not play around anymore. haha, bye!

something bad has just happened.i recieved my letter.my s'ship will NOT be renewed.

i don't think i am feeling anything now, i mean, what's the point of holding on to some facts and never accept it, right? the thing i should do now is to finish my holiday homework and to enjoy the last few days of my holidays. i should prepare for a new semester as a self-paying student in ny. yar, i am staying, but i'll have to quit band. nvm, quitting band isn't that bad either, as long as it can help me in my studies.

yining, you're right, 5 years down the road i'll probably forget the fact that i was a tuba player in nanyang concert band. the band will still go on without me, so what's there that is holding me back?

however, on second thought, the thing that i could not let go is my passion for band and my heart that is in it. well, i think as long as i can still hear it play national anthem well and go for it's concert, i think that's enough already.

at this point of time, i really think that i should concentrate in my studies and get through my 'O' levels, that's the main aim for me studying in s'pore. whether i am a bander or not, i don't think that makes a difference anymore.

well, after changing my mind set, i think i should start working towords my final goal already.

i don't know why i typed this, but i think all these are what i should do know. so, what's there to be sad about, right?

haha, tml is band outing liao, i should be happy and excited now...

ok, shall stop here and keep on going liao. hope i can finish all my homework by today. good luck to me and everybody that is doing their homework now! bye!

i've been missing band for a very long period.guess many has actually forgotten me already.that's good, because i am gonna leave band soon. don't ask me why, my results are just that bad...

basses, i am really sorry. i hope one of you all can actually take up the duty as a SL and bring the section to greater heights. you guys are gonna have juniors next year, so please make use of your time this year and practise hard. i would like you guys to prove your standards during all performances and concerts. in particularly, i hope that you guys can keep up with the band, don't drag the band's standard down. i've spent most of my efforts in this section, don't let me down, kae?

judy and yining are not going for band practise anymore, i carn go anymore also, i guess basses will resume its status as the smallest section in the band. however, small doesn't mean that it could not be heard. the basses must maintain their standards and prove to others that we are important. jia you!!!

i don't wanna make anybody feel sad or anything. i just don't wanna leave the band without telling you guys anything. to some of you that does not understand anything, please don't bother understanding it. i'll tell you when i think i should tell you. to those that knows about it, i am sorry to say that what i've been telling you guys might be true. well, be prepared for the worst, that's what i've to say.

pple that doesn't understand this entry, don't bother about it, it's not sth important, it's just sth about me that you'll soon know.

ok, shall stop here, update another time.

i am very bored now...very very bored...i have no mood for anything...no mood...

haiz...why am i leading such a sad life??? i dunno, maybe you can answer that for me. haha, what rubbish, there are a lot of things in life that we must go and find it. like finding the answer to why am i me??? haha...i think the only thing that i can do now is to crap...haha...

i wanna remain in nanyang, not because i love that school, nobody says that i love that school, nor i hate that school. there are some things in nanyang that i carn find elsewhere, things like nycb,2/1'03,3/12'04...i really dun wanna leave, but can i not leave???*sighz*

anyway...i've completed almost 2/3 of my holiday homework. started my revision long time ago. can you believe that my parents actually made me study for at least 6 hrs a day, throughout the whole holiday??? and the thing is i actually did that for the past five days.OMG, such a great achievement.

haha, actually suppo to do work now, but somehow anyhow i am very bored, really dun feel like seeing books. and thus *poof* here am i trying to waste my time. i think i am really out of my mind. haiz...sianz...sianz...SIANZZZZZZ...

anyway, i dun like myself anymore, i start to realize that i'm actually nothing, no one, not important...haiz...i dun like myself!!! suddenly i feel that this world is so dry, so dead...haiz...what's the problem with me ar???

anyway, probably i dun feel like myself because i did not go for band today. i really wanna go, but i carn, so sad. i wonder how's my section getting along.i really miss band, the music and the people.

ok, hafta go now...i dunno why i'm publishing such a saddist post, but i guess since i've created it, why delete it, rite???

ok, really gotta go, bye!