hello everybody out there, i hope you guys are mugging and working hard for your EOYs. well, me being me, still slacking and blogging at this time deserve a stab on my back and die.

you know what?! the hostel's wireless is ready now, that's why you see me online more frequently nowadays. maybe its a good news afterall, as compared to those other things that is happening around me.

yar, many things've happened. i don't know what to say about all those things but i simply feel sick of life! yar, sick of it as in wanting to die at any point of time. life just suck for me, i guess that's the conclusion of the day yar.

tiffany left Nanyang, so my section is left with me and eugenia. sad to say, but i really don't think it makes any difference anymore. i mean like after my parents have made the 'pact' with me, i couldn't be bothered about anything other than my studies now. however, my passion and feelings for band cannot just hide under my skin, i am worried. in front of my parents, i can just say that i am not gonna care anymore, but the more i say, the more worried i get. SYF's next year. look at eugenia's standard, look at the section's standard, most importantly, look at my standard. it's no longer about getting a gold or not, it's about can i even participate in the next SYF.