heyo! Gong Xi Fa Cai...
haha, i'm actually very happy today. First is because i went to ride a horse today! Wow, that was definately a wonderful experience man. haha, then it ran and ran and stuff lar, so i was happily enjoying my time spent there. haha... so happy. Yar, so i took many pictures and stuff.
oh anyway, i think i've been slacking damn lot these days. hope i would still fit into the whatever life that is waiting for me from next sednesday onwords. haiz, so not looking forward to school reopen lar...
newae, i very very sian now, coz my house is left with my family and my grandparents only. this is because all my uncles and people all go somewhere else liao... so sian sian and more sian...
ya lar, i guess i go and sleep liao. haha sleep again? of course, so that i can accumulate some sleep before that kind of life start again.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
well, just had a very enjoyable chat with my 'long-time-no-see' friends. yeah, and i feel damn great now... haha, you are right, we shud be seeing each other now... so that it's easier to talk. i mean like now... when i need you guys beside me...
on a starry starry night, many fire works were blasting in the dark skies. *pop* *pop* *pop* and so all these colourful sparkles together with all the sound effects covered the original darkness and quietness during the night.
wow, i feel poetic now...but anyway...shall blog again in the morning. coz i'm going to eat and eat again! tataa...
well, just had a very enjoyable chat with my 'long-time-no-see' friends. yeah, and i feel damn great now... haha, you are right, we shud be seeing each other now... so that it's easier to talk. i mean like now... when i need you guys beside me...
on a starry starry night, many fire works were blasting in the dark skies. *pop* *pop* *pop* and so all these colourful sparkles together with all the sound effects covered the original darkness and quietness during the night.
wow, i feel poetic now...but anyway...shall blog again in the morning. coz i'm going to eat and eat again! tataa...
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
heyoz, hello to alll out there who are still sleeping or studying. haha, i'm slacking at home now and probably you guys are still writing the chun1 lian2 out there at the quadrangle. well, being a very bad gal, i obviously carn stop mentioning the fact that i'm enjoying new year back at home now...
hee...enough of mentioning the same old thing again and again...well, blogging this week seems to be the easiest thing i can do during chinese new year. haha, coz now i can get access to my bro's comp and that i can get online nywhere anytime at home. yar, actually its quite boring lar, during chinese new year, so you guys out there must always come online to talk to me! haha, very demanding rite? but nevermind lar, being me myself, this is just me!
i think i start to talk crap liao, maybe becoz i'm still half awake and stuff like this. and at this point of time can you just believe that my cousin bro is watching teen titans? ok, later i'll have to watch PPG with his sister, what a boring thing to do during new year (not about the PPG but the fact that i'm watching cartoon like don't know how many hours a day...).
kaez, i think i better siam now if not my cousins will start to crash my bro's comp. newaez, happy new year to you once again.
hee...enough of mentioning the same old thing again and again...well, blogging this week seems to be the easiest thing i can do during chinese new year. haha, coz now i can get access to my bro's comp and that i can get online nywhere anytime at home. yar, actually its quite boring lar, during chinese new year, so you guys out there must always come online to talk to me! haha, very demanding rite? but nevermind lar, being me myself, this is just me!
i think i start to talk crap liao, maybe becoz i'm still half awake and stuff like this. and at this point of time can you just believe that my cousin bro is watching teen titans? ok, later i'll have to watch PPG with his sister, what a boring thing to do during new year (not about the PPG but the fact that i'm watching cartoon like don't know how many hours a day...).
kaez, i think i better siam now if not my cousins will start to crash my bro's comp. newaez, happy new year to you once again.
Monday, February 07, 2005
harlowz the world, i'm very very happy yet sad today...
first is becoz kiaying came back to ny. let me tell you what i did...i practically screamed during lit...and then the whole claz looked at me with their eyes poppin out. haha, so farnie... okiez, anyway...just as i said in the last post that i miss my seniors, the *poof* kiaying appeared in school. isn't that just surprising?
ok...i guess the impt thing in this post is that I'M BACK AT HOME! yar,as stated.i'm back home for new year. well, a bit sad lar, coz i neva join the batch party... very baddie rite? but nvm lar, sometimes family is just more important than any other thing...
newaez, i gave pple pineapple tarts today, like feeding some er4 gui3, coz everybody kept asking for more... i guess i do until too nice oridi lar...haha, just carn stop praising myself today! but it's just the truth lar...
ok larhz, don't know what to write. can post again tml, since my hse got wireless now...hee...
gtg liao...bye! gong xi fa cai! wan shi ru yi!
first is becoz kiaying came back to ny. let me tell you what i did...i practically screamed during lit...and then the whole claz looked at me with their eyes poppin out. haha, so farnie... okiez, anyway...just as i said in the last post that i miss my seniors, the *poof* kiaying appeared in school. isn't that just surprising?
ok...i guess the impt thing in this post is that I'M BACK AT HOME! yar,as stated.i'm back home for new year. well, a bit sad lar, coz i neva join the batch party... very baddie rite? but nvm lar, sometimes family is just more important than any other thing...
newaez, i gave pple pineapple tarts today, like feeding some er4 gui3, coz everybody kept asking for more... i guess i do until too nice oridi lar...haha, just carn stop praising myself today! but it's just the truth lar...
ok larhz, don't know what to write. can post again tml, since my hse got wireless now...hee...
gtg liao...bye! gong xi fa cai! wan shi ru yi!
Friday, February 04, 2005
Harlowz, I think I haven been updating my blog recently, turning cold liao...pai seh lar, people busy mar...
Haha, finally I finished my tests liaoz...den now got the CNY mood...quite surprising to think that i've actually survived through 6 tests this week arhz...*phew*...almost died...but luckily haven lar...
newaez, it has been a very busy week. in fact, i was busy dealing with my work, tests and also band practise. i think this year i've changed a lot, and it's changing for good. guess my parents must be quite satisfied lar, me listening to their advice all the time and being such a good daughter...but deep down in my heart, i'm sad.
First let me tell you why I'm sad. I miss my seniors a lot! yar, that's very very true. I guess last year if it wasn't for them, I would have opted to get out of NY. I wouldn't have survived through last year... but it's a fact that they've left. what more can I say? Nothing will happen when I say I miss them right? Well, guess sometimes you just have to let it go...
Apart from my seniors, I guess I'm sad because I feel so not like myself anymore. This year I've been studying like mad, not enjoying what I do, purely trying to appease my parents. This is so not like me, I hate myself now. I know what I like, but I can live the way I like, because it's no longer up to me. I promised my parents, if I try very hard and I showed improvements in my results, they would consider letting me play for SYF this year. For this, I really tried very very hard. Sometimes I guess some people really need to understand this point. You can't be following your heart all the times, that's not possible in this world!
Well, to those that wants to know why I never play for NYCB's annual concert last year, there were many complicated reasons behind and I don't think you would understand. It's not anybody else's fault, so please do not get the wrong idea. what I am sure is that if it wasn't because of my playfulness and immature, things would not become like this. So, as conclusion, it's all my fault!
Yar, as I said, I don't feel like myself anymore. No longer the playful one, but one that tries to be good. I don't know whether I can make it but I really hope I can. For my section, I will try my best. Let the past be part of memory, for the future can never be like the past. I hope for all the best for me and also for all of you who are reading this now. Happy Chinese New year to all out there!
Haha, finally I finished my tests liaoz...den now got the CNY mood...quite surprising to think that i've actually survived through 6 tests this week arhz...*phew*...almost died...but luckily haven lar...
newaez, it has been a very busy week. in fact, i was busy dealing with my work, tests and also band practise. i think this year i've changed a lot, and it's changing for good. guess my parents must be quite satisfied lar, me listening to their advice all the time and being such a good daughter...but deep down in my heart, i'm sad.
First let me tell you why I'm sad. I miss my seniors a lot! yar, that's very very true. I guess last year if it wasn't for them, I would have opted to get out of NY. I wouldn't have survived through last year... but it's a fact that they've left. what more can I say? Nothing will happen when I say I miss them right? Well, guess sometimes you just have to let it go...
Apart from my seniors, I guess I'm sad because I feel so not like myself anymore. This year I've been studying like mad, not enjoying what I do, purely trying to appease my parents. This is so not like me, I hate myself now. I know what I like, but I can live the way I like, because it's no longer up to me. I promised my parents, if I try very hard and I showed improvements in my results, they would consider letting me play for SYF this year. For this, I really tried very very hard. Sometimes I guess some people really need to understand this point. You can't be following your heart all the times, that's not possible in this world!
Well, to those that wants to know why I never play for NYCB's annual concert last year, there were many complicated reasons behind and I don't think you would understand. It's not anybody else's fault, so please do not get the wrong idea. what I am sure is that if it wasn't because of my playfulness and immature, things would not become like this. So, as conclusion, it's all my fault!
Yar, as I said, I don't feel like myself anymore. No longer the playful one, but one that tries to be good. I don't know whether I can make it but I really hope I can. For my section, I will try my best. Let the past be part of memory, for the future can never be like the past. I hope for all the best for me and also for all of you who are reading this now. Happy Chinese New year to all out there!