lalala...sorry arh, people, will try to blog more in the next two weekends.
yar, just to update you guys on what I have been doing so far.
erm, last week I went for cell meeting with ah ma. yar, then before FOA performance the whole batch of us, actually only 7 of us went sakae. erm yar, then met ee vien at city hall! haha, lalala, finally got to meet her. then went for HMP concert.
immediately after that weekend, I went for band presentation on tuesday. yar, heard the top bands play. met sharon and went home with her. after that, nothing exciting happen lar. oh yar, elections on 22/7. passed down and everything marked an end.
on the 23rd, did flag day in the morning, went for cell meeting and then went to z-pop concert. shall blog more about all these next time.
24th was a great day, had batch lunch, yar and ate and ate... lalala, and that was practically my whole weekend gone. didn't go for tuition, so I will have to make up another day.
erm, next week gonna be at home for around 5-6 days. shall blog again next time. oh yar, and I think most probably I will upload more photos online. yar, that's all, gotta go now! tataa!
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Sunday, July 17, 2005
There can be miracles, when you believe...
wOw, it's all over.
yup, all of it ended last night.
If you want to know what I feel right now, I can tell you that I don't even feel anything. I don't know, maybe I had expected it, but I still can't believe that it actually ended so soon. Yar, I didn't want it to end so fast, I didn't let go on purpose right? I don't know... I don't know anything.
I was just holding a stand about 3 secs before the curtain was open. just enough time to place my music and to adjust my posture. well, and the lights came on. it was misty somehow, and I thought maybe this was a dream. nothing seemed real until we stood up. audience cheered loudly, but it didn't make me feel that I am actually on stage. ms chong started to conduct. and we played.
all throughout 7th night I was thinking of things that happened in band for the past 2 years, or rather the past 4 years. Its unbelievable that I can still remember the feeling I had during my sec 2 art's fest. everything was different by then. I know that we have to look forward in life, which is why I always look in front, staring at her baton all the time. I played my solo while thinking of all these, the first few notes sounded rather ok, but I think I ended that phrase very badly. maybe I just want another chance to play it, but I soon realise that its impossible.
Yihuang and Yanzhen's solo came. I played that part rather well, coz I realise that all the notes actually came out and I had a lot of breath. It sounded quite well overall, I think, the middle part was filled with a lot of emotions. probably everybody was recollecting some of their memories in band. actually, it was a very interesting journey to me. well, after all the hard work, I won't say its wasted, but I won't say its very rewarding either. Mixed feelings, all the goods and bads, all the emotional roller-coaster and most importantly all the people that I met. I will never forget what I have learned and the friends that I met.
Tempo Primo was rather tight. It was as if we are trying very hard not to let go. all the way until the melody. this time the melody was very expressive. everybody sounds like they are really warmed up and they just played like those super pro people. I guess this is because everybody was playing through their hearts. Indeed, it was very touching. and then the slow part came in, it kind of melted my heart and I finally start to cry. sound quite loser, but to be very frank, after the sax and eupho solo I was trying very hard to hold my tears. yar, vivian and magaret's solo, sounded like a prelude to the ending. loud and clear, very majestic. yar, and the brillante part came in.
The last 40-50 bars, it was certainly wonderful. everything was in place and the band just pumped in as much emotions as they could. that was real good music. really. the last few bars passed too quickly for me to think about it. and the last note just sounded like the best chord on earth. it was well-supported, balanced and sounded very solid. a very warm applause was heard after that. I knew that I had tear marks on my face.. It was the best 7th night of July that I have ever heard of. WONDERFUL, that's the word I want to say.
yup, shall continue about when you believe the next time I blog. have to prepare to go back le. tataa!
wOw, it's all over.
yup, all of it ended last night.
If you want to know what I feel right now, I can tell you that I don't even feel anything. I don't know, maybe I had expected it, but I still can't believe that it actually ended so soon. Yar, I didn't want it to end so fast, I didn't let go on purpose right? I don't know... I don't know anything.
I was just holding a stand about 3 secs before the curtain was open. just enough time to place my music and to adjust my posture. well, and the lights came on. it was misty somehow, and I thought maybe this was a dream. nothing seemed real until we stood up. audience cheered loudly, but it didn't make me feel that I am actually on stage. ms chong started to conduct. and we played.
all throughout 7th night I was thinking of things that happened in band for the past 2 years, or rather the past 4 years. Its unbelievable that I can still remember the feeling I had during my sec 2 art's fest. everything was different by then. I know that we have to look forward in life, which is why I always look in front, staring at her baton all the time. I played my solo while thinking of all these, the first few notes sounded rather ok, but I think I ended that phrase very badly. maybe I just want another chance to play it, but I soon realise that its impossible.
Yihuang and Yanzhen's solo came. I played that part rather well, coz I realise that all the notes actually came out and I had a lot of breath. It sounded quite well overall, I think, the middle part was filled with a lot of emotions. probably everybody was recollecting some of their memories in band. actually, it was a very interesting journey to me. well, after all the hard work, I won't say its wasted, but I won't say its very rewarding either. Mixed feelings, all the goods and bads, all the emotional roller-coaster and most importantly all the people that I met. I will never forget what I have learned and the friends that I met.
Tempo Primo was rather tight. It was as if we are trying very hard not to let go. all the way until the melody. this time the melody was very expressive. everybody sounds like they are really warmed up and they just played like those super pro people. I guess this is because everybody was playing through their hearts. Indeed, it was very touching. and then the slow part came in, it kind of melted my heart and I finally start to cry. sound quite loser, but to be very frank, after the sax and eupho solo I was trying very hard to hold my tears. yar, vivian and magaret's solo, sounded like a prelude to the ending. loud and clear, very majestic. yar, and the brillante part came in.
The last 40-50 bars, it was certainly wonderful. everything was in place and the band just pumped in as much emotions as they could. that was real good music. really. the last few bars passed too quickly for me to think about it. and the last note just sounded like the best chord on earth. it was well-supported, balanced and sounded very solid. a very warm applause was heard after that. I knew that I had tear marks on my face.. It was the best 7th night of July that I have ever heard of. WONDERFUL, that's the word I want to say.
yup, shall continue about when you believe the next time I blog. have to prepare to go back le. tataa!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
wOw
youth day just passed. well, this year I enjoyed a lot during youth day fun fair. firstly, my class set up a pasar malam games stall. yar, didn't earn much, but we ourselves enjoyed very very much. I was vey impressed by the way we tended our stall and gave out prizes. haha, it was really funny. erm, yar, the whole thing was alright except that weiting got hit by the softball bat, the sponge one larh. aiyo, then her skin went red. so sad, how can anybody just hurt her like that? haiyo...
throughout the fun fair it was almost all the same, got food,drinks, services and games. I did my hair and my hand. yunxi helped me do my hair with this thread thingy, very nice, but it got loose yesterday, so it just fell off. as for my hand, Ivy helped me with it. yar, very very nice colour combination, but it is also dropping le. haha, she helped me do a butterfly thingy with glitter. yeah, must thank her a lot, coz I think that the way she did it was very nice. anyway, yar, my 8 dollars just went away by doing hair and hand, and one nachos and one drink. oh yar, I bouht stickers too! haha, the hamtaro one, very cute!!! gave libing and choonyee one each, yar, and that's how I spent my 8 dollars.
hmm, don't know what to say le lerh, post again next time lar, haha, tataa!
youth day just passed. well, this year I enjoyed a lot during youth day fun fair. firstly, my class set up a pasar malam games stall. yar, didn't earn much, but we ourselves enjoyed very very much. I was vey impressed by the way we tended our stall and gave out prizes. haha, it was really funny. erm, yar, the whole thing was alright except that weiting got hit by the softball bat, the sponge one larh. aiyo, then her skin went red. so sad, how can anybody just hurt her like that? haiyo...
throughout the fun fair it was almost all the same, got food,drinks, services and games. I did my hair and my hand. yunxi helped me do my hair with this thread thingy, very nice, but it got loose yesterday, so it just fell off. as for my hand, Ivy helped me with it. yar, very very nice colour combination, but it is also dropping le. haha, she helped me do a butterfly thingy with glitter. yeah, must thank her a lot, coz I think that the way she did it was very nice. anyway, yar, my 8 dollars just went away by doing hair and hand, and one nachos and one drink. oh yar, I bouht stickers too! haha, the hamtaro one, very cute!!! gave libing and choonyee one each, yar, and that's how I spent my 8 dollars.
hmm, don't know what to say le lerh, post again next time lar, haha, tataa!
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Happy Birthday, Kylie! My apologies, forgot your exact birthday. haha, but anyway, ya lar, still wish you happy birthday. how was the surprises? actually I didn't really prepare it for you lar, ah ma and yx did most of the work. well, I got prepare your present, but forgot to bring it out, give it to you on monday can? haha, lala, hope you really enjoyed your birthday. Things that does not matter to you, please don't go and think about them, if not it will make you feel bad.
yar, this week quite meaningful lerh. I did most of my work and handed them in on time. not very bad sia! haha, actually this week only got 3 school days lar, coz TML is youth day fun fair! haha, I am so excited over it. well, the sad thing about this fun fair is that I forgot to bring a camera. and this is going to be my last youth day in NY. sad right? I knew it. my class setting up a games stall. shall not disclose anymore about it, if not nobody come tml.
Oh yar, as usual, they are going to let us have our body arts on for the next whole week! woohoo, maybe this year I will go and do something nice, since for the past few years I have been saving and saving. haha, let me think, nails? I don't think so lar, maybe do something that can stay one, such as tatoo or maybe some henna. haha, might do my hair tml, shall think about it tonight. lalala, anyway its prep now and I am down here don't know doing what larh. haha, tml will be an exciting day!
oh yar, went to band this week. I finally thought of what to give eug as passing down present le!!! yay, finally another big problem solved. well, I dare to assure that eug will love this present! lalala, but it will take quite some time lar. oh yar, must tell dad that I got arts fest and passing down for the next 2 saturdays. yar, quite happy that aud is coming for arts fest! like finally we can meet. haha, miss her a lot and I hope that she will be going for band presentation, coz me, zj and yx will be there. yar, if I am not wrong, it should be about 1 and a 1/2 years ago that the four of us went out together. yar, so better treasure this opportunity before I go away.
haha, nowadays I go band and play play only one. maybe its wrong lar, in the eyes of some people. but I think this might give me a better memory of band and also marks off my band life nicely. Band, what a wonderful thing, too bad I can enjoy it to the fullest. I will always remember in my heart that I was once a bander. even if I know that I have made some mistakes, I do not regret putting in my efforts there, because now I know why I use to love band so much le. haha, sounds so sad. should only talk about it after pass down. still, I love basses!
haha, this week actually very guai1 lar, I was paying attention to what the teachers have been saying, and tried to do my best. maybe I still owe some work, but I think the situation will be changed soon. haha, veyr funny, today I passed up one compo to cai, owed since last term, and she marked and gave it back to me in about 10 minutes. the most funny thing is, I got 49 marks for that! like wOw right? still can't believe that she likes my writing style that much, but she just told me to keep up the work and produce more good compos. aiya, hack her lorh, doesn't she know that inspiration only come when a person is feeling good? haha, bet she is still trying to figure it out lar.
I bought "Mr.Fighting" OST le! haha, quite nice, bought the one with all the MVs. haha. realise that Xie Zhi is veyr veyr very very shuai! haha, and Stephen Fung is very shuai also! lalala, better stop talking about all these shuai ge le, if not later I will go crazy again. well, don't know what to type le lar, blog agin during the weekend! tataa!
yar, this week quite meaningful lerh. I did most of my work and handed them in on time. not very bad sia! haha, actually this week only got 3 school days lar, coz TML is youth day fun fair! haha, I am so excited over it. well, the sad thing about this fun fair is that I forgot to bring a camera. and this is going to be my last youth day in NY. sad right? I knew it. my class setting up a games stall. shall not disclose anymore about it, if not nobody come tml.
Oh yar, as usual, they are going to let us have our body arts on for the next whole week! woohoo, maybe this year I will go and do something nice, since for the past few years I have been saving and saving. haha, let me think, nails? I don't think so lar, maybe do something that can stay one, such as tatoo or maybe some henna. haha, might do my hair tml, shall think about it tonight. lalala, anyway its prep now and I am down here don't know doing what larh. haha, tml will be an exciting day!
oh yar, went to band this week. I finally thought of what to give eug as passing down present le!!! yay, finally another big problem solved. well, I dare to assure that eug will love this present! lalala, but it will take quite some time lar. oh yar, must tell dad that I got arts fest and passing down for the next 2 saturdays. yar, quite happy that aud is coming for arts fest! like finally we can meet. haha, miss her a lot and I hope that she will be going for band presentation, coz me, zj and yx will be there. yar, if I am not wrong, it should be about 1 and a 1/2 years ago that the four of us went out together. yar, so better treasure this opportunity before I go away.
haha, nowadays I go band and play play only one. maybe its wrong lar, in the eyes of some people. but I think this might give me a better memory of band and also marks off my band life nicely. Band, what a wonderful thing, too bad I can enjoy it to the fullest. I will always remember in my heart that I was once a bander. even if I know that I have made some mistakes, I do not regret putting in my efforts there, because now I know why I use to love band so much le. haha, sounds so sad. should only talk about it after pass down. still, I love basses!
haha, this week actually very guai1 lar, I was paying attention to what the teachers have been saying, and tried to do my best. maybe I still owe some work, but I think the situation will be changed soon. haha, veyr funny, today I passed up one compo to cai, owed since last term, and she marked and gave it back to me in about 10 minutes. the most funny thing is, I got 49 marks for that! like wOw right? still can't believe that she likes my writing style that much, but she just told me to keep up the work and produce more good compos. aiya, hack her lorh, doesn't she know that inspiration only come when a person is feeling good? haha, bet she is still trying to figure it out lar.
I bought "Mr.Fighting" OST le! haha, quite nice, bought the one with all the MVs. haha. realise that Xie Zhi is veyr veyr very very shuai! haha, and Stephen Fung is very shuai also! lalala, better stop talking about all these shuai ge le, if not later I will go crazy again. well, don't know what to type le lar, blog agin during the weekend! tataa!
Monday, July 04, 2005
ahahahahahahahaha...feels kind of farnie to blog twice a day, but because blogging is a healthy activity, I should do it more often.
well, just finished watching Initial D for the third time, and it still impresses me yar. haha, I think it is more original to watch it in cantonese, because the fun in the language cannot be translated mar. anyway, rotted in City Square for quite a few hours. saw many posers walking around as well as a lot of Foon Yew students dating. haha, I realise that the people that attend school in JB are less than those that ponteng. so farnie...
anyway, I haven't done my homework yet, die die also must do yar... hee, its quite farnie lar, to realise that its actually less than 2 weeks away from FOA. well, it will be my last performance, and I haven't got tix for aud and ee vien yet. Night tickets are all sold out, how? aiyo, veyr veyr the troublesome lerh. haiz, don't think about it lar, I feel like going for the Wasbe Art's Fest. suppose to be nice yar, but I don't think I will have the time to go. so sad...
Tuition yesterday was very farnie. I learnt about many new things. yar, new things such as factor and remainder theorem. haha, cannot believe it that I actually forgot how to do this chapter. nothing appears in my mind when I tried to attempt the past year questions. haha, and so my teacher had to teach me all over again. Physics was alright, now that I have read through the textbook, I finally understand the nuclear reaction thingy. haha, feel so proud of it!
lala, tml I am going to be absent from 1250 onwards. haha, got the whatever EL base-line thingy. happy and sad lar, happy because I get to miss lessons and skip band prac. but sad because I am one of the most unfortunate ones to be picked and I don't get to play 7th night. haha, actually nowadays going for band prac is just a waste of my time, I mean like there is no point for me to practise EOY concert pieces since I am very sure not performing for the concert. well, even though we still run through 7th night, but I seriously think that I am wasting my time sitting down there and play some pieces that I don't bloody like lorh. haiz, luckily all of these are going to end soon. I can't wait for passing down, just want to get it over and done with.
Aiya, sometimes I really feel that me in band = nothing at all. yar, whatever it is, I won't forget those days that we had together. well, everything changes over time lar, so its not anybody's fault yar. I was reading back some entries in the past, re-experiencing the emotional roller-coaster that I have been through for all these years. well, enjoyable, at least it made me learnt something ultimately.
haha, I guess I can memorise Initial D's script le. haha, I kept repeating the scenes with Ivy, yar, and we laughed like mad lar. haha, anyway I hope she had a great time today. seriously speaking, this was my first time bringing a best friend of mine to walk in City Square lerh. haha, had genki sushi for lunch, quite cheap lar. the neo-print in CS is rather exp. very dumb lar, because even if the currency value is different, they are still charging higher than sg. daylight robbery meh? haha.
kae, veyr hungry for the whole day, shall go blog surfing le, bye bye.
Ps: GO AND WATCH INITIAL D!!! *I am crazy!*
well, just finished watching Initial D for the third time, and it still impresses me yar. haha, I think it is more original to watch it in cantonese, because the fun in the language cannot be translated mar. anyway, rotted in City Square for quite a few hours. saw many posers walking around as well as a lot of Foon Yew students dating. haha, I realise that the people that attend school in JB are less than those that ponteng. so farnie...
anyway, I haven't done my homework yet, die die also must do yar... hee, its quite farnie lar, to realise that its actually less than 2 weeks away from FOA. well, it will be my last performance, and I haven't got tix for aud and ee vien yet. Night tickets are all sold out, how? aiyo, veyr veyr the troublesome lerh. haiz, don't think about it lar, I feel like going for the Wasbe Art's Fest. suppose to be nice yar, but I don't think I will have the time to go. so sad...
Tuition yesterday was very farnie. I learnt about many new things. yar, new things such as factor and remainder theorem. haha, cannot believe it that I actually forgot how to do this chapter. nothing appears in my mind when I tried to attempt the past year questions. haha, and so my teacher had to teach me all over again. Physics was alright, now that I have read through the textbook, I finally understand the nuclear reaction thingy. haha, feel so proud of it!
lala, tml I am going to be absent from 1250 onwards. haha, got the whatever EL base-line thingy. happy and sad lar, happy because I get to miss lessons and skip band prac. but sad because I am one of the most unfortunate ones to be picked and I don't get to play 7th night. haha, actually nowadays going for band prac is just a waste of my time, I mean like there is no point for me to practise EOY concert pieces since I am very sure not performing for the concert. well, even though we still run through 7th night, but I seriously think that I am wasting my time sitting down there and play some pieces that I don't bloody like lorh. haiz, luckily all of these are going to end soon. I can't wait for passing down, just want to get it over and done with.
Aiya, sometimes I really feel that me in band = nothing at all. yar, whatever it is, I won't forget those days that we had together. well, everything changes over time lar, so its not anybody's fault yar. I was reading back some entries in the past, re-experiencing the emotional roller-coaster that I have been through for all these years. well, enjoyable, at least it made me learnt something ultimately.
haha, I guess I can memorise Initial D's script le. haha, I kept repeating the scenes with Ivy, yar, and we laughed like mad lar. haha, anyway I hope she had a great time today. seriously speaking, this was my first time bringing a best friend of mine to walk in City Square lerh. haha, had genki sushi for lunch, quite cheap lar. the neo-print in CS is rather exp. very dumb lar, because even if the currency value is different, they are still charging higher than sg. daylight robbery meh? haha.
kae, veyr hungry for the whole day, shall go blog surfing le, bye bye.
Ps: GO AND WATCH INITIAL D!!! *I am crazy!*
ello. haha, its near ten in the morning and yet I am down here blogging. Today is youth day, got no school, oh yar, its Kylie's birthday today. Hey, Happy birthday! must Cheer up lar, whatever it is, nothing bad will stay with you forever.
kae, anyway, I am at home now. later going to pick up Ivy from the check point and bring her to watch Initial D! haha, this will be the third time that I am going to watch it. yar, felt that it was very very nice, so decided to go and support them. I want to buy their OST and some other stuff. haha, provided I am financially sponsered larh.
well, just finished my picture description. still go one more paper 1 to go. well, I guess I will do it at night. kae, I MUST do it. lalala, quite regretful for not completing all my work during the long hols. but not quite regretful because at least I have spent quality time with my family. haha, don't quite know what I have done, but I would say that it was a very meaningful hols.
aiya, one thing to note, MY BROTHER has got a CAR!!! oh well, kind of expected, but I didn't think that he would take such a long time to choose the right car. and finally, my parents were like 'take it or leave it' that kind of attitude, and so he took the deal rightaway. maybe my parents are being too nice with him lar, I don't know, they just tend to give the best to us. yar, so my bro has got a 2nd hand Perodua Kembara. yar, blue in colour. and I still don't understand why is my bro so picky? he's just like a girl, or if not, like a tai tai.
back to school, go scolded this week. I guess EL dept must be very angry at my class lar, coz we don't do work and stuff. but seriously I think they have mistakes also. well, at least CL department is nicer. the HOD came to talk to us and I realise that she's such a nice teacher! not to say that cai's very bad, but she's a bit naggy and that's all. yar, so after these nagging sessions I have decided to be a good girl and finish my homework from now onwards. yar, even if it will take a longer time, I will still finish it.
hehey, gotta go out soon. eh paiseh arh, I still haven't got the time to do the template, shall do it the next time yar? kae lar, bye bye. happy youth day!
kae, anyway, I am at home now. later going to pick up Ivy from the check point and bring her to watch Initial D! haha, this will be the third time that I am going to watch it. yar, felt that it was very very nice, so decided to go and support them. I want to buy their OST and some other stuff. haha, provided I am financially sponsered larh.
well, just finished my picture description. still go one more paper 1 to go. well, I guess I will do it at night. kae, I MUST do it. lalala, quite regretful for not completing all my work during the long hols. but not quite regretful because at least I have spent quality time with my family. haha, don't quite know what I have done, but I would say that it was a very meaningful hols.
aiya, one thing to note, MY BROTHER has got a CAR!!! oh well, kind of expected, but I didn't think that he would take such a long time to choose the right car. and finally, my parents were like 'take it or leave it' that kind of attitude, and so he took the deal rightaway. maybe my parents are being too nice with him lar, I don't know, they just tend to give the best to us. yar, so my bro has got a 2nd hand Perodua Kembara. yar, blue in colour. and I still don't understand why is my bro so picky? he's just like a girl, or if not, like a tai tai.
back to school, go scolded this week. I guess EL dept must be very angry at my class lar, coz we don't do work and stuff. but seriously I think they have mistakes also. well, at least CL department is nicer. the HOD came to talk to us and I realise that she's such a nice teacher! not to say that cai's very bad, but she's a bit naggy and that's all. yar, so after these nagging sessions I have decided to be a good girl and finish my homework from now onwards. yar, even if it will take a longer time, I will still finish it.
hehey, gotta go out soon. eh paiseh arh, I still haven't got the time to do the template, shall do it the next time yar? kae lar, bye bye. happy youth day!