lalala...prelims are approaching. wells, I don't think that I am ready for it. Whatever it is, I still have to take it larh... so sianz...

well, I am like here to blog again after donkey years. I bet my blog is frozen until like don't know what like that larh. Oh yar, this post is also to tell all of you that enjoys reading my blog that I will not be blogging for the next couple of weeks. maybe until Sept hols or after my prelims ba, coz I cannot afford not to spend time mugging.

haha, so how's life? mine is not like say very good larh, I bet many of you all out there must be shocked to know that I have actually sat down and study. haha, actually me myself also don't believe larh...hahaha...

erm yar, in the hostel's lau pok com lab now. sometimes I really wonder how can the borders in this freaking hostel survive with this kind of connection speed. haha, at first I thought of changing my template, but then I realise that by the time I change arrh, maybe prelims already passed le. haha, yar, don't laugh, its that slow.

erm, so shall change template after prelims. wOw, there are actually many things waiting for me to do after prelims larh, like to sleep and to live a LIFE. yar, there are more things waiting for me after Os. haha, going taiwan straight after that, then come for grad night. after that going Italy, then move house. haha, what a busy life.

I am actually not very sure of where I am going to study lar, but one thing for sure, I am not going to take As. I think that taking As is committing suicide larh, like you study so much and in the end you don't use everything that you study. haha, don't know larh, I want to do Hotel and tourism management, so maybe go poly or college lorh.

so sad, shall blog again next time lar, now suddenly mental block, don't know what to say le, bye!

Oh yar by the way, happy PRELIMS!

woohoo...lalala, I am like finally back! Yay, yar, actually I am going back today, but anyhow, I think I have just wasted completely my 5 days holiday. Yar, did nothing much, slacked around, finished those essential homework and yar, watched a lot of TV.

hrm...let me think, if I did not remember wrongly, I haven blog about when you believe during arts' fest right? well, shall talk about it now...

Everything happens, only when you believe...
I will never forget this part of the performance. because this was my last chance playing on stage, well, not exactly the last chance larh, but at least its my last time playing on stage as a nycb member.

It was full house that night. I know that even if I don't really get many attention from the audience, I will still play my best. As a performer, I think this is a very important thing. I am not really deprived for attention, but I think people ought to realise that there are actually a basses section. even though our existence is always neglected by everybody, I am actually quite used to it lar, haiz, what's the point of talking about it now leh?

anyway, I think we are a loud band, and if everybody aspires to play loudly, then choir can all go and knock themselves on the wall. poor people, being drowned by us, yar... so poor thing, but nevermind, since its the finale then we can all sing as loud as we want lar.

cannot stand it le, tears rolled down my chin, very touched by the music, and also cannot bear to imagine that this is my last time playing. so sad! well, everything have to end, its just a matter of how much you've put in and how much memory you've taken away with you. I know that I have taken many memories, both happy and sad ones, its definately a great experience, because I understood many things along the way.

finally, everything ended with a high note. the audience were rather satisfied I think. erm, everybody is walking now, I wonder what did they take away with them. probably they would think that it is just another performance. I know that it is not true for me, I enjoyed it very much, really. Hey eugenia and tiffany, thanks for accompanying me all the way, I know that I have been a bad senior, thanks for understanding and forgiving me. Thank you so much.

Audrey came for the performance. yar, and I really can't stop crying. stood on stage and cry and cry. many of my friends and people that I know came. They said that it was a great performance, I know that too, and I thank the band for putting up such a wonderful performance. the road back to band room was probably the most relaxed one, since I know very clearly that I might not walk that road again with my instrument. my instrument was not that heavy after all, haha, for once.

well, now, it has ended. Thank you everybody, thank you so much!

I think I talk a lot of rubbish, but anyway, still got a lot of things to talk about next time. tataa!