heyhey! haha, just finish watching TV. yar, erm, not slack larh. yar, not slack larh...

haha, today had HCL paper. and I think somehow I screwed it up AGAIN! yar, ever since prelims I screwed up my HCL, I think I will screw up this time round too! I know that its bad to think like that, but I can't help myself. its just a feeling that keeps sticking out of my thoughts. and I can't stop it, really. Anyway, I think Paper 2 is very xuan2. yar, very very xuan2.

orh, then arh, I think I can go and write ou xiang ju le! haha, because practically my whole compo is an ou xiang ju larh, just scrap off the love part then everything else remains. the kind that like after accident, then realise that the blood type is different, then reveals the real identity. yar, I think next time if hotels don't want me arh, I can go and work for TV stations. confirm won't die of hunger one. haha...

yar, the time management today was not bad larh. managed to write 5 and 7 pages for my ying yong wen and zuo wen respectively. yar, er, then people say I siao. yar, I think I am siao too! but anyway, I just feel like writing marh, and since I have the thing to write, then I just write lorh. yar, then the answer booklet is so damn thick larh. at first I thought I might finish the paper, then I realise that a bit more then I will finish le. but too bad, time's up, and so I ended my story. wrote si han and the question 3 larh, the thing about bu shi li suo dang ran de. yar, then like that lorh, write until like I fighting some war like that...

and arh, I want to ask if anybody knows any way to cure sweaty palms? yar, because I sweat a lot, then very uncomfortable. yar, must tell me ok? at least I will consider trying it out if it works. yar, really can't stand it lar. the answer booklet today almost wet le, yar, and luckily they use good quality paper, if not die le. haha, so sad, I guess cambridge is so going to need a hair dryer to dry my script while it is on its way back to england. yar, and luckily that HCL is marked locally, so at least just let it expose to sunlight then can le. haha...

erm, very sian now, yar, just now watched superfunkies. yar, the superstar show. then I feel like going stamford road to the whatever cozy canopy place. yar, then can watch movie and eat. so shuang, actually quite cheap lar, 10 bucks for watching movies for 3 hours leh, not bad wo... yar, then I feel like having camp fire. yar, and I feel like going to shop. wOw, so many things that I feel like doing lo, but anyway, after Os larh, I am going to use my time wisely. yar, and do all the stuff that I want to do.

hrm, talking about stuff that I want to do arh, I feel like learning guitar and saxaphone leh. yar, I think these two instruments very cool, then very jazzy. yar, I am a bit into jazz piano nowadays. yar, trying to expose myself into more variety of music. yar, so now jazz. erm, I think need a bit of time to find courses ya, then must continue my piano also. hrm, after Os I will be a bit the busy.

okae, I think I cannot waste time anymore. 930 ord, and the bloody bell went off again. yar, oh I didn't tell you right? haha, paper 2 today I was left with approx 45 mins larh. then I stare and stare at the entry prood. yar, then *poof*, I came out with my revision timetable. yar, sort of larh, so now have to go and study le!

ps, got headaches leh, aiyo, why???

haha, tataa!

I screwed up my physics practical.
Yar, and that's the kind of feeling that I have been getting since thursday.

hrm, actually arh, I very the no confidence in this physics practical larh. so I don't think I will do well. Unlike chemistry that day, physics practical might be a paper that will drag my results down. Never mind about it already lar, I will just try my best in paper1 and 2.

Kk, enough about all the sadness. erm, today is not don't feel like studying. yar, felt like blog-ing since the morning. yar... not I slack wor... haha...

erm, suddenly feel that its a happy thing to go home. yar, sat at the canteen doing a maths during lunch. saw many many people moving luggages and stuff lar. suddenly I feel like going home immediately. yar, that's how I feel. erm, I think maybe every year when I go home, I laughed too much at those taking exams. and now I am the one taking all the exams larh! haha, this is what we call retribution. yar, that what its called.

erm, sometimes I wonder what do people treat me as. yar, I know most of the people that I treat them nicely one will treat me nicely also. but somehow I don't think all of them are. yar, then I wonder, what am I to them? haha, quite funny larh, but suddenly feel like knowing only. yar, not like I am trying to say somebody treating me not nice lar, just wondering only!

haha, erm, today during lunch I did a lot of a maths. yar, and it blasted my brain cells into tiny bits. yar, and now actually even though I feel smarter, somehow I feel tired after solving approx. 10 questions. yar, I hope I don't feel like that during Os, because vien says that Os must chiong one. yar, and I am like tired. so I cannot be like that. yar...

oh, and then right, today I saw JUDY! haha, so happy, I think I very very long time never see her le. haha, and she looks very happy. she's studying in KL now, yar, so I guess it should be a very interesting life that she's leading there. she came back to celebrate kailing's b'dae. yar, then pauline came back also. yar, actually that day I saw pauline at vj open house larh, so erm, yar, then like that lor. haha, still very happy to see judy! yAy!

aiya, don't know what to say again. erm, suppose to go study le, have been in the computer lab for more than 30 mins. yar, now time is very important. cannot waste. haha, guess tonight not going to sleep again. yar, study CHINESE! my favourite subject by the way...lalala...

tataa!

Ps: haha, next week only got one paper, so a bit the must have self discipline, if not later I will waste all the time again. yar, so must always remind myself that 20 more days to go! haha!

erhem, okaiz, this should be a safer way to blog. yar, you know arh, the bloody com in the boarding school's com lab actually deleted my post larh, yar, so now I am damn pissed. yar, so now I am typing this one on my labtop in a word document, only to hope that I can upload this online.

erm, this post I think is quite long larh, cause got a lot of things that I want to say. yar, erhem, if you don't like then too bad lorh, haha...by the way, I find it very stressful to manage 3 blogs. yar, because somehow my other blogs are now snowing larh, then this blog gets updated most often. aiya, anyway, I don't know larh, aiya, now I also don't know what I want to say...gone case le...

yar, had chem prac today. actually not very hard larh, the paper was alright. yar, but somehow a lot of people got different answers from me, so I dare not say who's right and who's wrong. anyway, yar, please stop coming and trying to convince me that the correct answer is nitric acid. yar, because what I wrote is HYDROCHLORIC ACID. yar, and that's already written as my answer. so even if any of you are able to prove to me that it is nitric acid, I won't bother. because not as if I bother then I get the chance to change my answers what...

then hor, the lab stinks of ammonia all the time larh. yar, and I have been smelling ammonia for the whole one and half hours. so shuang right? until in the end when I went to the LT I felt like puking everything out of my body. yar, that is the actual situation. and hor, now I am thankful that this will be the last time that I am ever going to do chem experiment. yar, this means that I no longer have the nice opportunity to smell the 'nice-smelling' gases. hahahahahahahahahaha...

you know, once I took the RED litmus out of the can right, it started turning BLUE!!! argh, then I very pek chek lorh, so I trusted my skill and tested for hydrogen. haha, then I got the positive test for hydrogen!!! arh, I can't believe this! my QA skills actually works leh! hehe, then I happy happy go and confirm HCl lorh...hehe...so happy after getting the thingy. yar, then my titration results is very accurate! 25.2 cm3. yar, so I very very happy! yAy!

more happy things. yar, then I surprisingly know how to do the mole calculation and the practical planning part leh! haha, so happy that I can actually write larh. but then arh, I forgot to mention the kind of metal. yar, so I think maybe will lose one mark. but nevermind, yar, since I never had full confidence that my chem can do well. yar... then come the QA question. I tell you all arh, I wrote Zn2+ and Pb2+. yar, so stop coming to ask me...

yar, after doing the chem paper then very shuang. yar, coz very shuang lorh.yar...but then arh, actually hor, I a bit the scared for physics larh. yar, because I always mix up the significant figures. yar, then I think Mr.Chan also fed up with me. haha... nvm larh, anyway I will just try my best for physics. yar, I think that might be a more positive thinking that I should adopt. because actually I don't expect to do exceptionally well for my Os larh, maybe just a show of my efforts lorh, then can le lar...

aiyo, actually I can't really study nowadays. yar, not say totally cannot study, but anyway, means cannot concentrate lorh. yar, then I will either end up sleeping, eating or wasting time in all sorts of manner. yar, so I feel really bad. never study then still keep thinking that good results will fall from the sky. haha, I really think very simple lerh, as if miracles really happen to people that does not work for it leh.

anyway, ya larh, cannot study lorh, then don't know how. this thurs is formal dinner. that day vien is going to tutor me. yar, I hope that she will stay back for formal dinner. really hope that I can take a picture with her, just like the picture that I have with Sharon. actually I think that I would be the luckiest girl if I have them both as my closest seniors. but somehow I seem to drift away from them le. yar, and also next time if I go poly hor, then maybe will be different already lorh. how? I don't want leh, then I will be very lonely.

actually I think that I treat them more than just seniors and friends larh. maybe just like what my dad say, I treat them as if they were my family members, and I trust them in helping me make decision. yar, how I wished that they can actually be my elder sisters larh. one of them already is better than my brother le lorh. haiz, so sad that is not the case. furthermore, I don't seem to feel the closeness with Sharon le. very sad larh, coz suddenly

remembered sec 2 that time those wonderful moments that we had together.
there's actually no point to look back. yar, at least now still got vien to care for me. hm, maybe also because she's in TJ arh, then I start to think that maybe I can aim for TJ. but still, I don't think so larh. according to her hor, I have to live a stress-free life. this one I totally agree man. coz after four years in secondary down here I start to feel really tired. its not that I regret coming here to study larh, I really liked my secondary life, even though I wasted my Sec 2 doing nothing much. haha, but still, I will always treasure this experience that I have. no matter in band or in NY, or even worst, in NYGBS.

honestly, I start to agree with my dad that if I enter poly right, my life will differ from my friends now. yar, because actually already very different, like I come from a Malaysian primary school, then after that now I am in NY. then arh, I go poly. this is like don't know what kind of life larh. sometimes I wish that my life would be similar to my brother's. he came from the same primary school, then he got into this premier school in JB. and after his SPM he continued with STPM, which is equivalent to As. yar, then he don't need to move out of the house.

I really think that because at age 13 I came out arh, that's why there is a gap created between me and my family. yar, coz I think that those are the crucial years where you have to bond with your family, if not then very wasted le. coz after that you missed the chance to really bond with them and also you start having your own thinking, then the gap created will enlarge. then arh, like now like that lar, I want to get close with my family also a bit the hard. sigh...

then you know what? people from TP tell me that there is no hostel there. then my dad say maybe get an apartment for me larh. wOw, then I start to wonder what my life after secondary school will be like. it seems so interesting. haha, then actually I start to look forward to that. yar, and I still think that hospitality and tourism management suits me a lot. even if I don't do business subjects, I still think that maybe I am really cut for these kind of service thingy.

aiya, start to don't know what to say le. haha, just now I went to friendster to update my profile. then arh, I wrote that I am that kind of friend that will be there for you no matter what, just stay at one corner to wait for the sky to drop down and protect you that kind larh. maybe I am really very very stupid, but I think this should be the kind of treatment that all my friends should get. because if people around me are happy, I will surely be happy! haha...

erm...really arh, I think that this entry is getting too lengthy. yar, so I seriously think that I should stop typing now. haha! kk, tataa! good luck for my physics prac! hee...

hey there! haha, cannot study, so came to the com lab.

lala, actually I think I never study lerh, coz I came online yesterday night also. oh yar, and I slept for more than 12 hours larh. haha, I salute to myself man!

anyway, slept so long because I slept at 330 on fri night. was doing cards for my classmates, so satyed up. but very zhi de lar, coz last time le, next time I think also very hard to make and give them. anyway, I did an 'in-depth' study about all the names in the class larh, coz its all pop-ups and I have to cut every letter out. actually if you ask me which is the hardest name and which is the easiest name, I don't think I can give you a good answer larh, because I gong already. yar, still haven do a few yet. will try to find time to do one larh.

yar, newaes, I got a lot of things to say, but don't know what exactly I want to write. haha, graduated yesterday...

of course arh, graduation means end le, then very sad lorh. yar, coz last time le marh, then I start to feel that actually I might miss nanyang leh, how arhs? don't know why but suddenly feel attached to the school, so very she bu de to leave.

anyway, I don't think I will follow the norm and get into a JC. very interested in going TP, take tourism and hospitality management course. of course, some people might think that I siao already, but I think somehow that place suits me more. yar, and I don't think I can cope with the stress in JC larh, I mean like you study for things that you don't need next time, what's the point man? yar, so maybe next time I will lead a very different life, and who knows, maybe its very hard for everybody to meet up le. yar, and I think that poly environment quite different from JC, yar, so maybe that place suits me more.

erm, just got to know some people from TP. I think that maybe I get in there I should try to find out what's there first. yar, haha, coz all the seniors that I know all come from good good JCs, then very hard to know how's it like to be in a JC.

don't know what to say le lerh, anyway the bloody aircon in the com lab is facing me, so my fingers will be frozen in no time. very cool arh! oh yar, then I went to several juniors blog. actually I never been there before larh, coz I never had so much time to do so. but anyway, you juniors better don't grumble about choral nites, because it will be something that you will miss when you come upper sec. as for those sec 3s, must enjoy your end of year prog. oh yar, can anybody just tell me that is any bander in WEP? haha, nothing much, just feel like knowing. anyway, can learn a lot from WEP. hee, got money one also...haha...

erm, happy holidays for those that finished exams. 26 more days, yar, must jia you!

oh yar, by the way, I won't be around on the 20th onwards. november larh, as for december I will be coming back for grad night, then I don't know whether I will come back for anything else or not. keep me posted with all the band stuff, I will try and find time to come back.

erm, yar, I not playing for end of year concert le larh, and I think maybe I won't be playing anymore le, unless next year I land in band again. yar, the instrument that I brought back is just to keep me accompanied when I am studying...hee...so don't think that I am still playing for anything le!

lastly, I don't know when I will be updating the next time, maybe after Os, so take care! and tataa!

ps: I will be moving house straight after my Os! yAy!!!

Lost

Sometimes I wonder, if stars really can guide me, then why am I still lost in life.

*This post is not talking bad about somebody, just what I feel like saying...*

Well,maybe its because I don't dare to make choices, that is why I can't make choices. I don't know, it seems that every choice that I make is bound to be the wrong one. I will regret, even if I try not to...

Haha, just like in band. Kaez, actually I am not here to blame anybody except for myself.
When I was in Sec 1 and 2, I used to think that band is everything that I need. I used to quarrel with my parents over this issue again and again. Of course, during that whole period of time, I felt that I was a band member. Also, there were other members of the band that supported me. Not to say that now they don't, but its just that the feeling last time is very different from now.

I reckon that if I stay in Spore, there are many areas where I have to be good in. If not, for all you know, you might be rejected by your friends and those that 'know' you. Yar, just like if you are not good in your studies, some people might just treat you like a stranger. I have experienced this personally, and let me tell you, this feels horrible. Especially when you got to know that people are using you for whatever purposes, and they come and tell you that its YOUR responsibility to do so, this is totally heartbreaking yar...

Of course, maybe its only me that is such a dumb person to believe in fairytales that happen in real life, you all might not think so. Haiya, I don't know lar, some people just makes me have this stupid feeling that I was a fool last time. Anyway, I don't think I know how to 'hate' somebody, because somehow I believe that everybody has a kind soul in his/her heart. Well, at least I still believe in this. Aiya, this sounds a bit the stupid... Oh yar, by the way, don't come and ask me who this person that I am talking about is hor, because I still believe that she is not that bad, even though she really hurt me deeply before. Also, don't anyhow think that I am talking about you lar, I not so bad one okay?

haha, I think this is so stupid. but anyway, don't care larh, the last don't know how many paragraphs is just some random thoughts of mine. So really, don't bother about it lar.

=Okays, return to my normal thinking. =

TJC open house
Went to TJC open house on friday. A very very interesting trip.

Went there after history lesson. actually ended at about 315 that day, then waited for ahma, and later found out that she went away, so I started going down to Bedok at around 345. Reached TJC at 430++. haha, just in time to miss the band performance. nvm, then I went to look for vien.

She brought me around the school. walked around the field, and I think that school is considerably big larh. at least if I enter that school, I think I might get lost during my first week there lorh. haha, then she told me about the interesting process to mark attendence in the morning, like how to run across the field and get there in time. So funny!

oh then went to the band room. suddenly I like our band room in school. the band room there is small. really small. but I realise the instrument that they use is quite different larh, because its SILVER! so nice, how I wish I used a SILVER instrument before, but too bad, no point talking about it le. after visiting band room, I have decided to practise during this period of Os. haha, very funny, I actually didn't want to leave my skills to become rusty. yar, this sort of differs from what I was thinking before. anyway, I think maybe its good to practise larh, at least can help me relax when I am tired.

hmm, oh yar, then attended the principal's talk. very interesting principal. I think she very very nice, because she looks nice. but anyhow, I have a feeling that she is the sort that really cares for people that kind larh, makes people feel good. haha. oh yar, then her speech... I actually didn't care about what the speech was about larh, just talked and talked with her. then got the modern dance performance. it was GOOD! very very nice, haha, at least it appeared to me that the have used their hearts to put up the performance. and their costumes is they ownselves cut one! so cool!

haha, oh yar, then after that got mass dance performance. also very very nice! they are like so together lar, as soon as the music came then almost all the students there went to dance. very uniformed. haha, that was really an eye-opener for me larh. haha, and I realised that vien actually dance not that bad larh, even though she cheated during some movements. they all looked very happy when they are dancing, making the whole atmosphere feel very family-like. haha, guess I am much impressed by them larh.

then the thing ended. and ahma didn't come in the end. so sad. but anyway, vien brought me to v hall. that place is very nice too! ya lar, maybe its because its very quiet there, then I like lorh. but anyhow, I can imagine the hot weather in the afternoons. haha, so sad, its because you all get the sea breeze, so better don't complain. hahahaha...

hmm, then as I was waiting for her to put her stuff, the woman in the office thought that I was some PRC that came to report. I was like what the hell larh, which part of me actually looked like a PRC??? aiya, don't understand lar, but I guess no matter what, the faded hongzi that I was wearing that day should tell her that I am not a newly-arrived PRC. yar, then I wanted to laugh my head off...

after that went to parkway for dinner. ate chicken rice, cause got financial restrictions. haha, so sad, then went back alone lorh. reached hostel at about 920, very very late larh... so in the end never even go and attend the whatever farewell party that the boarding school organised. yar, went back to my room and realised that ivy wanted to watch wang zi. so watched with her and slept from 12+ onwards.

aiya, didn't understand why, but I keep having headaches nowadays. sleep until halfway then I started sitting up in my bed, don't know do what. the most crazy thing is that I cried out of a sudden. yar, and I start to regret about not doing well in my studies since sec 2 and stuff lorh. so stupid,my mind go very funny thinking at very odd times. yar, so that's the whatever me larh.

haiyo, I better stop blogging le. mummy just finish cooking lunch for me. shall blog about more things next time, which is I don't know when. hahaha...

tataa!

wOw, this is the 80th post of this blog!

lalala, just trying to be lame, nvm, kaez, back to normal...

haiz, actually i was quite happy yesterday, coz somebody came back to teach me a maths. yar, even though i think i didn't do much work but somehow i felt that i like suddenly learn differentiation again le! haha, so now my target is to do at least 5 questions on differentiation everyday.

integration i don't know what happened to it already lar, maybe because i was relying too much on the powderful calculator, now i no longer know how to write out anymore. haiz, nvm, shall wait for her to come and teach me next time. i wonder if i should have got her for tuition like since last year larh, since whatever things that she taught i also understand and i get to listen to her piano when i am done with my work. shuang rite? but anyway, what's the point of figuring these things out now?

aiyo, actually i wanted to chiong for every JCs open house one. but i realise that it is rather impossible. yar, because this coming weekend is a busy one for me. anyway, yar, and she's not releasing me for TJs open house this coming friday. what the hell rite? I am really very troubled larh, i thought maybe i can go and look around lorh, then even if she release me early also no use le larh, TJ is so far larh! and i don't think the open house is untill very late lorh, if not i can just ask for permission slip and go out and play. stupid right? so now i don't like her le!

argh, so stupid, then this saturday have to go VJ larh. actually i don't know why i go there lar, since i cannot even enter a JC. anyway, just go there and look see look see lorh. oh yar by the way, RJ's open house is like next friday larh! and some smart pig want to make me gong gong and go there is it? aiyo, yar, this saturday going SA's open house too! lalala, i hope that i cna go there and look for her, but not him larh, don't like to see his face! haha!

aiya, today got no mr chan again, sad right? actually I very very sad, coz i think he's one of the best physics teachers on earth. and he is very responsible, like he came to school that day just because of our one and a half hours lesson lar. i hope that he will get well soon, if not he cannot cheer for us when we get back our wonderful results. haha, that remains a mystery since i am not even sure whether he is going to cheer of cry...

i don't know what kind of feeling am i having now larh, i like very happy and very sad at the same time. i think i am going crazy ler, how? you know arh, somebody just told me that i was quiet these days, and she wondered what happened to me! haha, actually i am a quiet girl by nature larh, i don't like to talk but i prefer to listen. yar, so when i don't talk doesn't mean that something MAJOR happened to me!

but anyway, something did happen to me. I SCREWED MY PRELIMS larh! can i be not sad? and in fact these days i have been concentrating my work in history. odn't understand what's the point, just feel that it has became a habit to do all the work and not owe her anything. honestly speaking, i feel like dropping history, at least i get to concentrate more on the other subjects that have a room for improvement, better that concentrating on a F9 subject right? aiyo, now i don't know larh, its making my head burst le. I am so enough with history!!!

oh yar, and i have history test everyday larh! such a perfect revision plan right? i noe that people has been telling me that she's a good teacher. but i don't see a point why i should work harder on my history when the results does not show. this is really torturing, coz i am like working hard for nothing. aiya, then people will start telling me to work a bit more only, since Os are reaching and I might score rather well. yar right, as if it really works that way larh.

i am damn frustrated over work nowadays. everybody around me appears to know almost everything and I don't know anything. please, help me!!!!!!!

kae larh, libing wants to say something now:
EH where got you dunno anything?! nonsense lah. Your chinese so pro everyone asks you about chinese. Bu yao xiao3 kan4 zi4 ji3 lah... haha. Ok we got lit now we have to go to mrs westvik's lesson. BYEBYE!!!!!!

yar, just as libing said, we have to go back for lesson now. anyway, next time i tell you about how i screwed my stuff up.

kae, tataa!

heyhey everybody!

haha, erm, I actually finished all those marking schemes! wOw right? haha, anyway, yar, now I only owe her the prelims modern world section. actually arh, i find it quite wierd lerh, like i am pia-ing her work every day and night larh. hrm, must change, die die also must change.

anyway, todya sbd's coming down to ny to teach me larh. then i think i cannot waste time doing nothing le! argh, hope she treats me to some food larh. oh yar, eating in comp lab now again, sushi. so sad, the bloody canteen is left with a few pathetic stalls. then i don't get to choose the food i want. anyway, I AM DAMN HUNGRY NOWWW!!!

argh, recess about to end le! i have to go first, if not later cannot find food! haha, kae, bye!

tataa!

erhem, I know its quite bad for me to eat in the comp lab, but heck larh, anyway its not as if I am staying in this school for any longer than 2 months.

Anyway, yar, just finished my packed rice, some kangkong with fish in sweet sauce. haiya, so sad, now even though the lower sec people are suffering, their hard time is about to end soon. then Os will reach me, and this sucks. I think actually my studies are not good at all, and I think at this rate of revision, my Os are not going anywhere far from 25 pts.

Kaez, everybody around me, please motivate me to study lerhz. you must teach me my pantang subject can? all my hopes lie in you le lar. then also must encourage me to practise a maths. I know that I have failed her terribly, I promise that Os will be different, hence you must help me!

haiya, I didn't dare to tell her about my prelim results. I failed her expectations lar, and I did worst than I expected. This is not like very encouraging, but for her sake, I shall try as hard not to fail her. She's so busy nowadays, had'nt been talking to her recently. hope I can see her real soon. oh yar, maybe i can tell her my results now, since there will be MODERATIONS!

wOw, the school is so good! wait, stop, I love Mdm Mak! I think she saved my life lerh, cause now my results are not that bad anymore, at least I never fail so many subject. haha, she's going to add 10 marks to a maths and combined, and 5 raw marks to my Chem! ahahaha, at least now I can tell sbd that I didn't do that bad for chem. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

oh yar, I am sick! can you like just accept the fact that I amd sick like before Os? so, I am now in a half conscious state of mind and not doing things right. anyway, yesterday I told her that I wasn't feeling well. that her larh, not the one just now. arh, yar, then she said that I can go back and rest. aiya, but still have to see her on monday.

oh anyway, suppose to end recess le, I reckon that I should go and change my settings back to 5 entries together, if not my archive now very long arh.

tataa!

heyhey!
haha, prelims are over le, act a bit the long time ago larh, but yar, very long nv blog le marhs...

haha, oing to change this blogskin, starting to get rather sick of initial D larhs.

haha, the next skin is simple, and got stars! yay!

erms, okeiz, I shall go do it really soon. tataa!