lalala... erm, just had maths lecture... sian... I feel that my blood is being sucked out from my body whenever I attend maths larh...
anyway, received yx's letter yesterday. shocked when I got to know that she had to pay $1.25 surcharge for the letter. erm, sorry heh... haha... coz my daddy just told me to put 30cents stamp on it. erm, and I didn't know that such a thing will happen larh.
aiya... nowadays not very the free to reply leh... must pardon me for that. erm, got accounting test tml... and I blardily havent' started revising or anything... so today must go back and read all the theory stuff... if not I think I will screw yet another test.
don't know what to write here le larh... still got one friendster blog to go... erm... I think I am running out of words... this is not a good thing to be happening... ARGH!!!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
erm, don't know how to start this entry. anyway, I hope that my bloody life will just go back to the normal way, because I don't like it to be screwed. I don't mean that my life is damn screwed now, but it is not what I expect.
what rubbish larh, I think I am really crappy nowadays. erm, if everybody's life is the way they expect it, then what's the fun in life? haha, kk, this is being redundant.
anyway, dreamt of many people last night. and most importantly, the setting was in RJ. yar, for some reason I was attending some bloody biology lecture. this is so farnie, I severed my ties with biology 3 years ago. and now I dreamt that I am attending some bio lecture at one school that I don't think I will be able to enter. oh man, this is ridikkulus...
hrm, and in that dream got a lot of ny people. yeah, got my pri sch friend too! haha... and of course, got my friends in college. and all of us attends biology!? haha, honestly speaking, I don't think many of these people that I dreamt of doesn't take bilogy larh!
heyhey, gotta go for english le. tataa!
what rubbish larh, I think I am really crappy nowadays. erm, if everybody's life is the way they expect it, then what's the fun in life? haha, kk, this is being redundant.
anyway, dreamt of many people last night. and most importantly, the setting was in RJ. yar, for some reason I was attending some bloody biology lecture. this is so farnie, I severed my ties with biology 3 years ago. and now I dreamt that I am attending some bio lecture at one school that I don't think I will be able to enter. oh man, this is ridikkulus...
hrm, and in that dream got a lot of ny people. yeah, got my pri sch friend too! haha... and of course, got my friends in college. and all of us attends biology!? haha, honestly speaking, I don't think many of these people that I dreamt of doesn't take bilogy larh!
heyhey, gotta go for english le. tataa!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
whoa... long time never come and write stuff here... busy these days... got to prepare the econs test... coz that will decide whether my fridays will be free next time. hahaha... but anyway, I have taken the test le, so now everything will be up to heaven's will... yup yup, hope that I can excape from the extra class le... hee... hope 75 and above is not very far away from me... haha... hee...
last week got a lot of the things happening all around me. don't know what should be stated here... because I start to not notice what exactly happen already. don't know why, just suddenly feel that whatever it is, it doesn't make a great deal of difference. haiyo, then coz of the heavy workload... I really don't want to care le larh.
whoa... very random... but probably that is what I feel most of the time. aiyo... don't know what to say... haha, this blog still better, I can go school and blog. luckily this blog don't have sensitive words, haha... I smart... I very very the smart... hee...
erm, shall set targets for this week. must study well for accounting test on friday. monday must finish accounting homework, do the theme study thing... then tuesday can come home early, but have to prepare for LAN exam. wednesday... don't know, nothing at the moment. thursday must make sure that I am well-prepared for econs. then friday can go and play le... haha... of course on the basis of not attending econs extra class.
haha... I wish for all my results to reach my expectations. I wish that I can see what I want everyday. I wish I can see everything around me clearly. I wish I can shine in my life... I wish for everything to be alright. kk... shall go le larh... tataa!
last week got a lot of the things happening all around me. don't know what should be stated here... because I start to not notice what exactly happen already. don't know why, just suddenly feel that whatever it is, it doesn't make a great deal of difference. haiyo, then coz of the heavy workload... I really don't want to care le larh.
whoa... very random... but probably that is what I feel most of the time. aiyo... don't know what to say... haha, this blog still better, I can go school and blog. luckily this blog don't have sensitive words, haha... I smart... I very very the smart... hee...
erm, shall set targets for this week. must study well for accounting test on friday. monday must finish accounting homework, do the theme study thing... then tuesday can come home early, but have to prepare for LAN exam. wednesday... don't know, nothing at the moment. thursday must make sure that I am well-prepared for econs. then friday can go and play le... haha... of course on the basis of not attending econs extra class.
haha... I wish for all my results to reach my expectations. I wish that I can see what I want everyday. I wish I can see everything around me clearly. I wish I can shine in my life... I wish for everything to be alright. kk... shall go le larh... tataa!
Friday, July 14, 2006
haha... I am like wanting to screw up my own life like that larh... don't understand why am I screwing it up, but just know that I screwed it up somehow or another. anyway, haven't done my econs assignment which is suppose to be due today. this is damn screwed up larh... as in I wanted to hand it in one... but then just very tired to do...
erm, sometimes when you want to do something really good. but then you don't feel right to do so... then in the end never do... because you don't want to do it physically. I think this statement is redundant. but that is what I feel. feel really guilty for not completing assignments on time. oh man, what is happening to me?
haha, I bet if it was last time, I will go and crap some excuse to the teacher... but now I just don't feel like doing so anymore... maybe this is some change in me ba... I don't know... RAR!!! what am I doing then? if I am suppose to be doing work, what am I trying to do right now? sitting in front of a computer and typing rubbishy sentences to be published into my blog...
hrm, don't know larh... just feel troubled... oh yar, datou! eh, not that everybody is leaving you... its just that each of us has went to realise our dreams. probably your dream doesn't require you to leave the place what... hey, don't feel sad... our friendship will always last larh... can always call me! then we can still go out one... at least this year I am still near Singapore...
ah ma! hey, feel sad... because you are one that is important to me... eh, you are like going to this far away place... and then I am being left in KL... aiyo... we'll be in two totally different places... sad sad... but anyway, if you come back must call me! then even if I am in Australia also will come back and see you!
haha... aud and yx... eh, sorry worh... the youth day agreement cannot come true le... well, I am the one that left... sorry. nvm larh, when you all are free, I will be in Singapore... then we go out lorh! haha...
erm, shifu now asking me to do work le larh... really got to go... tataa!
erm, sometimes when you want to do something really good. but then you don't feel right to do so... then in the end never do... because you don't want to do it physically. I think this statement is redundant. but that is what I feel. feel really guilty for not completing assignments on time. oh man, what is happening to me?
haha, I bet if it was last time, I will go and crap some excuse to the teacher... but now I just don't feel like doing so anymore... maybe this is some change in me ba... I don't know... RAR!!! what am I doing then? if I am suppose to be doing work, what am I trying to do right now? sitting in front of a computer and typing rubbishy sentences to be published into my blog...
hrm, don't know larh... just feel troubled... oh yar, datou! eh, not that everybody is leaving you... its just that each of us has went to realise our dreams. probably your dream doesn't require you to leave the place what... hey, don't feel sad... our friendship will always last larh... can always call me! then we can still go out one... at least this year I am still near Singapore...
ah ma! hey, feel sad... because you are one that is important to me... eh, you are like going to this far away place... and then I am being left in KL... aiyo... we'll be in two totally different places... sad sad... but anyway, if you come back must call me! then even if I am in Australia also will come back and see you!
haha... aud and yx... eh, sorry worh... the youth day agreement cannot come true le... well, I am the one that left... sorry. nvm larh, when you all are free, I will be in Singapore... then we go out lorh! haha...
erm, shifu now asking me to do work le larh... really got to go... tataa!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
RAR!!! I want half day also!!! angry... why the hell doesn't sunway give holiday like that larh... but anyway, not so much of sunway's fault ba... I angry because I got driving test tml morning... as a matter of fact, I don't even know why I am so angry about driving test larh... just regret that why didn't I pass it the first time, then I won't need to live with so much troubles and pressure... RAR!!!
anyway, a bit the pissed with myself... just wondering why do I always let myself regret so much? Everytime when a choice is made, there is bound to be things that will make me regret on later... just like this driving thingy... if I hadn't been so scared, I would be happily driving on the road right now... and not sitting in the house waiting for the second round... oh man, and this is going to torture me right up till tml morning... till I get my license... oh man, this sucks damn lot...
hrm, not much people blog nowadays... I mean in my school now... all those who blog are those that I am not interested in larh... and I wonder how can one survive without having one output for them to vent their anger? or maybe they just have other ways to do so ba... hahaha, got very very shocked on the 7th of july... here's why...
erm, first thing in the morning, ruijing wore a skirt to school. yeah, it shocked me like hell... and I saw this auntie that I am suppose to know her coming in bright orange... whoa, people's clothing really does tell a lot... and then I was like jaws drop and stuff larh... nw, then miss how went to buy shao bao for us... erm, not exactly shocking larh... just a bit the surprising... hrm, the thing that happened next shocked me the most on that day larh... coz ruijing went out with this pregnant lady... and the most shocking thing is that the lady is just one year older than me!!! WoW!!!
haha, actually I think this is life larh... sometimes life's just like that... haha... but luckily the couple is married... and the girl married a rich guy... no wonder can just stop school and stay at home... haha... hope that she will lead a good life... at least her sacrifice is worth it... two months later and she will be a mother of someone... really hope that she is happy!
watching some taiwan serial now... it started with a kiss... quite nice... very special... then got this scene where the girl lit up sparkles and started hallucinating... haha, probably through something that will disappear, you will see what your heart wants... and you won't be able to see it clearly... because you are suppose to know it yourself...
oh yar, then the guy is trying to ask for his own freedom... he doesn't want to be controlled by his parents... haha, talking about planning for the future, I think somehow I haven't seen clearly what I want... maybe mba is just something that I use as an excuse ba... don't know leh... probably I don't do well in all other things except for doing business ba... so do mba lorh...
haha, as long as can do well then can le larh... at the most next time then do another degree... ryan quitted school... sad... because I always treat him like a brother to me... so now sad because somebody close to me left me... AGAIN... wish that he is happy lorh... that's the most I can do... hope that he really chooses his life correctly and does not regret... and hope that he will settle down soon... so that he can start facing whatever is coming his way...
kk, gotta go... blog again next time ba... tataa!
anyway, a bit the pissed with myself... just wondering why do I always let myself regret so much? Everytime when a choice is made, there is bound to be things that will make me regret on later... just like this driving thingy... if I hadn't been so scared, I would be happily driving on the road right now... and not sitting in the house waiting for the second round... oh man, and this is going to torture me right up till tml morning... till I get my license... oh man, this sucks damn lot...
hrm, not much people blog nowadays... I mean in my school now... all those who blog are those that I am not interested in larh... and I wonder how can one survive without having one output for them to vent their anger? or maybe they just have other ways to do so ba... hahaha, got very very shocked on the 7th of july... here's why...
erm, first thing in the morning, ruijing wore a skirt to school. yeah, it shocked me like hell... and I saw this auntie that I am suppose to know her coming in bright orange... whoa, people's clothing really does tell a lot... and then I was like jaws drop and stuff larh... nw, then miss how went to buy shao bao for us... erm, not exactly shocking larh... just a bit the surprising... hrm, the thing that happened next shocked me the most on that day larh... coz ruijing went out with this pregnant lady... and the most shocking thing is that the lady is just one year older than me!!! WoW!!!
haha, actually I think this is life larh... sometimes life's just like that... haha... but luckily the couple is married... and the girl married a rich guy... no wonder can just stop school and stay at home... haha... hope that she will lead a good life... at least her sacrifice is worth it... two months later and she will be a mother of someone... really hope that she is happy!
watching some taiwan serial now... it started with a kiss... quite nice... very special... then got this scene where the girl lit up sparkles and started hallucinating... haha, probably through something that will disappear, you will see what your heart wants... and you won't be able to see it clearly... because you are suppose to know it yourself...
oh yar, then the guy is trying to ask for his own freedom... he doesn't want to be controlled by his parents... haha, talking about planning for the future, I think somehow I haven't seen clearly what I want... maybe mba is just something that I use as an excuse ba... don't know leh... probably I don't do well in all other things except for doing business ba... so do mba lorh...
haha, as long as can do well then can le larh... at the most next time then do another degree... ryan quitted school... sad... because I always treat him like a brother to me... so now sad because somebody close to me left me... AGAIN... wish that he is happy lorh... that's the most I can do... hope that he really chooses his life correctly and does not regret... and hope that he will settle down soon... so that he can start facing whatever is coming his way...
kk, gotta go... blog again next time ba... tataa!
Friday, July 07, 2006
haha... wondering why am I blogging again... because I am once agian in the freezing computer lab attempting to complete my report... very cold arh... I think I will probably be frozen when I leave my seat... kKkKkKk... cold...
anyway, today is an econs day... sian, but then luckily got shao bao to eat... haha... coz I think the last extra lesson they say want to eat, then miss how really went to buy for us... so nice of her... anyway, just now got to know that I am still in for the extra class... die... means on fridays I will still have to come for that pathetic 2 hours... actually now its 4 hours larh, since in the morning got extra class... but still, I don't think this term's time table differs very much from the previous one lorh...
rar, pointless to complain about the time table now, since everything is set and there is no allowance to be made... shall bear with it and just admit to fate lorh...
rar... really very cold leh... frozen sia... and I see some inconsiderate computer users in the lab now... sad... just my luck lorh... but then the noise level from his computer disturbs me damn lot... RAR!!! kk, shall be nice and not tell him off... RAR!!!
angry sia... the gmail page cannot be opened... so cannot sent the preface to ruijing... I wonder why must I be writing 2 prefaces when I am only suppose to write 1 larh... but nevermind larh, since she helped me so much...
oh yar, one thing arh, I think people nowadays are really bored to death... my house was just introduced to this card entrance thingy... and the whole area is surrounded by fence and stuff... looks like prison lorh... RAR!!! can't stand it, so ma fan if I go back home...
got my 2nd driving test on monday... hope that I will pass this time... k larh, gotta go... tataa!
anyway, today is an econs day... sian, but then luckily got shao bao to eat... haha... coz I think the last extra lesson they say want to eat, then miss how really went to buy for us... so nice of her... anyway, just now got to know that I am still in for the extra class... die... means on fridays I will still have to come for that pathetic 2 hours... actually now its 4 hours larh, since in the morning got extra class... but still, I don't think this term's time table differs very much from the previous one lorh...
rar, pointless to complain about the time table now, since everything is set and there is no allowance to be made... shall bear with it and just admit to fate lorh...
rar... really very cold leh... frozen sia... and I see some inconsiderate computer users in the lab now... sad... just my luck lorh... but then the noise level from his computer disturbs me damn lot... RAR!!! kk, shall be nice and not tell him off... RAR!!!
angry sia... the gmail page cannot be opened... so cannot sent the preface to ruijing... I wonder why must I be writing 2 prefaces when I am only suppose to write 1 larh... but nevermind larh, since she helped me so much...
oh yar, one thing arh, I think people nowadays are really bored to death... my house was just introduced to this card entrance thingy... and the whole area is surrounded by fence and stuff... looks like prison lorh... RAR!!! can't stand it, so ma fan if I go back home...
got my 2nd driving test on monday... hope that I will pass this time... k larh, gotta go... tataa!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
lala... now in the computer lab supposingly doing my english report... but somehow got distracted by so many other things... haha... kk, after blogging shall go and complete my report...
anyway, friendster is down for scheduled maintenance... so now in the lab also nothing to do... except to chat on ebuddy, do work and blog... haha, so paiseh, today I am using ebuddy for the first time larh... then a but the pok pok, coz don't know how to use marh... haha, then finally know that time nobody is there to chat with me... sad... haha...
hrm, don't know what to say leh, today like sian sian like that... later going to watch presentations... I think I will either fall asleep or chat around with my friends larh... haha, but some of them got put in effort worh... then cannot let them think that I am not appreciating their efforts... thus in the end I will have to resort to multitasking... haha...
erm, my own presentation is still at scratch now... just started on the headings... and bloody hell, why did I choose to do mind map larh... its ten times harder even though it gives deeper impression... coz I will have to multitask AGAIN!!! haha, to talk and write at the same time... phew, hope that I don't screw it up...
hrm... got to go... blog again tonight larh... if not I really can pack up and go le... HAVEN'T EVEN COMPLETE MY STUFF YET!!! argh, I want to die...
anyway, friendster is down for scheduled maintenance... so now in the lab also nothing to do... except to chat on ebuddy, do work and blog... haha, so paiseh, today I am using ebuddy for the first time larh... then a but the pok pok, coz don't know how to use marh... haha, then finally know that time nobody is there to chat with me... sad... haha...
hrm, don't know what to say leh, today like sian sian like that... later going to watch presentations... I think I will either fall asleep or chat around with my friends larh... haha, but some of them got put in effort worh... then cannot let them think that I am not appreciating their efforts... thus in the end I will have to resort to multitasking... haha...
erm, my own presentation is still at scratch now... just started on the headings... and bloody hell, why did I choose to do mind map larh... its ten times harder even though it gives deeper impression... coz I will have to multitask AGAIN!!! haha, to talk and write at the same time... phew, hope that I don't screw it up...
hrm... got to go... blog again tonight larh... if not I really can pack up and go le... HAVEN'T EVEN COMPLETE MY STUFF YET!!! argh, I want to die...
Monday, July 03, 2006
5 more days to the seventh day of july. haha, I start to wonder, what will I be doing on the seventh night of july? I don't know... but I hope that on that day I will be happy. haha, I hope that everyday is a happy day. but sad to say, today is not a happy day.
firstly, I haven't got any reply. I think probably I will just have to accept the fact that I am being ignored. well, isn't that one situation that I have been expecting? don't know, just think that as long there is hope, I should try it... even if in the end the result is not the satisfying one... well, at least I have tried it... there should be no regrets...
secondly, today is a sad day because I think I wasted my day... went to help out with orientation in the morning, then went for class at 1115. went out to daya for lunch, then back to school... wasted my english lecture doing nothing but chatting. then paid totally no attention in maths lecture, coz no mood to do so... when I came back, kena niao by my mother... then went to wash shoes... and now, after dinner, I am here blogging... oh man, my day is just wasted like that...
thirdly, sad today because I am just sad. I don't like to hear my brother's sacarstic comments... he somehow don't agree with me on everything... the most important thing is that he forces his own thinking into me. he always looks down on the way how I figure things out, making me have no confidence at all. last time I would have let things stay the way it was. but I spent 4 years outside, learning for myself that I should stand on my own two feet and not let other's thoughts influence me. so now whenever he tries to attack my confidence, I will protect myself. I will prove that I am right... one day he will know that the world don't revolve solely around him.
hrm... don't know what to say le... anyway, this month got a lot of big things happening. I got my 2nd driving test on the 10th, english thesis paper presentation on the 11th and science centre trip on the 12th. 15th got dinner, I think... then 14th is my econs assignment due date. whao... very busy sia... haha... anyway, the science centre trip is crap larh... I am going just because zj might go... and I hope to meet some of my juniors there. haha, I want my band tee! hee... anyway not like I never go omnitheatre before... haha... but anyhow, I will still be going... and have to waste somemore money. RAR!!! I hate using money... I only like to earn and hold onto money, because that makes me high... lalala...
k larh, have to go and amend my reports le. if not confirm cannot work in time... tataa!
firstly, I haven't got any reply. I think probably I will just have to accept the fact that I am being ignored. well, isn't that one situation that I have been expecting? don't know, just think that as long there is hope, I should try it... even if in the end the result is not the satisfying one... well, at least I have tried it... there should be no regrets...
secondly, today is a sad day because I think I wasted my day... went to help out with orientation in the morning, then went for class at 1115. went out to daya for lunch, then back to school... wasted my english lecture doing nothing but chatting. then paid totally no attention in maths lecture, coz no mood to do so... when I came back, kena niao by my mother... then went to wash shoes... and now, after dinner, I am here blogging... oh man, my day is just wasted like that...
thirdly, sad today because I am just sad. I don't like to hear my brother's sacarstic comments... he somehow don't agree with me on everything... the most important thing is that he forces his own thinking into me. he always looks down on the way how I figure things out, making me have no confidence at all. last time I would have let things stay the way it was. but I spent 4 years outside, learning for myself that I should stand on my own two feet and not let other's thoughts influence me. so now whenever he tries to attack my confidence, I will protect myself. I will prove that I am right... one day he will know that the world don't revolve solely around him.
hrm... don't know what to say le... anyway, this month got a lot of big things happening. I got my 2nd driving test on the 10th, english thesis paper presentation on the 11th and science centre trip on the 12th. 15th got dinner, I think... then 14th is my econs assignment due date. whao... very busy sia... haha... anyway, the science centre trip is crap larh... I am going just because zj might go... and I hope to meet some of my juniors there. haha, I want my band tee! hee... anyway not like I never go omnitheatre before... haha... but anyhow, I will still be going... and have to waste somemore money. RAR!!! I hate using money... I only like to earn and hold onto money, because that makes me high... lalala...
k larh, have to go and amend my reports le. if not confirm cannot work in time... tataa!
Sunday, July 02, 2006
lalala... here to blog again!!! haha... and I think I screwed another accounting test... even though according to the figures I was suppose to be correct... yeah, this is me, never ever confident about my own answers...
aiya... maybe because I always fail my tests and exams... like quite used to getting 5 out of 25, or 3 out of 25... and I never scored any outstanding marks... then now suddenly I am in the different category... haiyo, really not used to it lorh... but then, at least I have the ability to help others... just like how others helped me last time... so this makes me a good person!!! haha, this is total rubbish...
hrm... I think somehow I have to go through the same thing in sec 3 again... yeah, always in halfway during my education time, then somebody that is close to me will have to leave... first its audrey... then now ryan. haiz, don't get the wrong idea hor, ryan is not as close as audrey to me, but still, he is one of my classmate and one good friend to me... obviously I will feel a bit sad lorh... haiz, don't know why he has to go, but whatever it is, hope to hear from him soon... and I wish that he is alright...
hrm... did stupid things on friday. mistook that the whatever planned dinner is on that day when it is suppose to be in two weeks time... don't know what happened to me that day, but just feel not right... probably I was left that day ba... oh yar, then that day my brother took me to off-road after my lesson. whoa, freaked my soul out, coz the road is damn dirty. but come to think of it arh, quite fun larh... haha...
haha, and yesterday I went for spa. did almost everything, including jacuzzi... felt very relaxed, till the person came to massage me. yeah, and my hand feels blardie painful... coz that day I was doing work on the floor... then suddenly my hand just felt tensed... aiya, don't know how to express larh... just want to say that if you are tired in one position arh, make sure you go and rest until you feel comfortable. yeah, don't force yourself, if not you will definately regret.
hrm, probably friendship also cannot force one ba... haha, nothing larh, just referring to another stupid thing that I did last night... hrm, but cannot elaborate, coz very personal... haha... talking about last night, RAR!!! damn angry at the referee for the england vs portugal match!!! he is like anyhow do work one larh... simply blow his whistle... RAR!!! and I think crouch should go for basketball, not soccer... my parents thought he came to the wrong field... haha... coz his limbs too long... then always kena warn by the referee...
hrm, c.ronaldo quite good. but still, I think all portugese players are very rough... yeah, from the previous two matches they always go their own way... quite babaric... quite sad for england... since they always go law by law... didn't watch the brazil and france one... but then quite sad, since semis won't have brazil and england... sad sad... and actually from the start then I kind of lost interest le, coz rooney was out... haiz... the beckham came out too... and then I just lost interest in watching...
hmm... went to test drive bmw today!!! 7 series is so damn bloody porsh larh!!! oh man, don't know why my father is just bringing us to look at cars... but then I think he has the thought to get a car for me!!! yay! satria enough lorh!!! haha, but then have to learn how to maintain and repair if I want the old version... coz all of them are at least 2 years old... yeah... but still, I WANT A SATRIA! haha, one farnie thing arh, my dad is having the thought of getting a bmw for my mum... and then I will take over the volvo cross country... bleah, such a HUGE car... don't want lorh... hard to drive, scared to bang, sad to pay for petrol...
aiya, my dad won't be so good larh... I think... a volvo for a student leh, sommor its the kind of top range of cars larh!!! aiyo... think this won't happen... haha... hope that this won't happen and I WILL STILL GET A SATRIA in the end... haha... I wish for a star...
kk, enough for today... connection got a bit the problem... shall stop here!!! haha... chao!
aiya... maybe because I always fail my tests and exams... like quite used to getting 5 out of 25, or 3 out of 25... and I never scored any outstanding marks... then now suddenly I am in the different category... haiyo, really not used to it lorh... but then, at least I have the ability to help others... just like how others helped me last time... so this makes me a good person!!! haha, this is total rubbish...
hrm... I think somehow I have to go through the same thing in sec 3 again... yeah, always in halfway during my education time, then somebody that is close to me will have to leave... first its audrey... then now ryan. haiz, don't get the wrong idea hor, ryan is not as close as audrey to me, but still, he is one of my classmate and one good friend to me... obviously I will feel a bit sad lorh... haiz, don't know why he has to go, but whatever it is, hope to hear from him soon... and I wish that he is alright...
hrm... did stupid things on friday. mistook that the whatever planned dinner is on that day when it is suppose to be in two weeks time... don't know what happened to me that day, but just feel not right... probably I was left that day ba... oh yar, then that day my brother took me to off-road after my lesson. whoa, freaked my soul out, coz the road is damn dirty. but come to think of it arh, quite fun larh... haha...
haha, and yesterday I went for spa. did almost everything, including jacuzzi... felt very relaxed, till the person came to massage me. yeah, and my hand feels blardie painful... coz that day I was doing work on the floor... then suddenly my hand just felt tensed... aiya, don't know how to express larh... just want to say that if you are tired in one position arh, make sure you go and rest until you feel comfortable. yeah, don't force yourself, if not you will definately regret.
hrm, probably friendship also cannot force one ba... haha, nothing larh, just referring to another stupid thing that I did last night... hrm, but cannot elaborate, coz very personal... haha... talking about last night, RAR!!! damn angry at the referee for the england vs portugal match!!! he is like anyhow do work one larh... simply blow his whistle... RAR!!! and I think crouch should go for basketball, not soccer... my parents thought he came to the wrong field... haha... coz his limbs too long... then always kena warn by the referee...
hrm, c.ronaldo quite good. but still, I think all portugese players are very rough... yeah, from the previous two matches they always go their own way... quite babaric... quite sad for england... since they always go law by law... didn't watch the brazil and france one... but then quite sad, since semis won't have brazil and england... sad sad... and actually from the start then I kind of lost interest le, coz rooney was out... haiz... the beckham came out too... and then I just lost interest in watching...
hmm... went to test drive bmw today!!! 7 series is so damn bloody porsh larh!!! oh man, don't know why my father is just bringing us to look at cars... but then I think he has the thought to get a car for me!!! yay! satria enough lorh!!! haha, but then have to learn how to maintain and repair if I want the old version... coz all of them are at least 2 years old... yeah... but still, I WANT A SATRIA! haha, one farnie thing arh, my dad is having the thought of getting a bmw for my mum... and then I will take over the volvo cross country... bleah, such a HUGE car... don't want lorh... hard to drive, scared to bang, sad to pay for petrol...
aiya, my dad won't be so good larh... I think... a volvo for a student leh, sommor its the kind of top range of cars larh!!! aiyo... think this won't happen... haha... hope that this won't happen and I WILL STILL GET A SATRIA in the end... haha... I wish for a star...
kk, enough for today... connection got a bit the problem... shall stop here!!! haha... chao!