I'm truly sorry for flying aeroplanes. I didn't mean it... seriously...

ok, I don't like to type on the keyboard when my palms are sweaty. in the first place, I don't even know why my palms are sweaty. hyperhidrosis, that's what the pros and the docs say I'm suffering from. I don't like it... as a result, this post is a bit late as compared to the other on the Friendster blog. anyway, haha, I blog at 2 sites. yup, that's quite true... haha, guess that's because I have so much crap to post that I think I should divide it into 2 sites.

anyway, 2 months to go for my 18th birthday. looking forward to it, even though I know that it will just come and go in the end. haha, at least put a bit of hope into it makes my life seem to be better marh. almost every year I tell myself that I want to have a special birthday next year, that's why at the beginning of every year, I tend to be excited over my upcoming birthday. I like this feeling of waiting for some surprise. heh, it just makes one feel excited. yay!

hrm, bought new year cards yesterday. decided to cut cost because the postal fee to get the cards to singapore is really expensive. well, and then I realise that I don't have the address of one of my bestest pal. oh man, how sotong can I get larh? my bestest pal's address also don't have. haiz... but nvm, hope that I'm able to find it. hee...

mummy want to mop the floor now... heh, be back again to continue my rants!

haha... actually wanted to blog 6 hours ago... and it was about something really saddening. but then, now I have something happy to tell all of you! ok, in fact both things are linked... and so the story goes...

when I came back from jap lesson, I was in the process of taking down my watch. first the buckle, then to remove the whole thing... and I was walking at the same time. as I was approaching the sofa set, I decided to walk slightly towards the side, so as to avoid banging onto the sides of the sofa. as my mind was trying to send the message across to all my body parts, my left hand was just out of the situation. yeah, and so I knocked the sofa with my left hand, the hand which is holding my franck muller crazy hours colour dreams.

*piang*

the watch fell onto the floor. oh my tian! I got a shock immediately and prayed very very hard for miracles to happen so that my watch is not spoilt. as I picked up the watch, I could feel my heart breaking into bits and pieces. I turned over and saw a huge scratch on the surface. to my surprise, the minutes hand fell out!!! oh my tian, this is bloody exaggerated lorh... and I held the watch close to my ears, just to check if it still works.

*tick tack tick tack*

ok, I admit that I was almost going crazy for the 5 hours following the entire incident. I was talking so loudly to everybody and at the verge of crying as I repeat the the whole process to my parents. haiz... of course, I was damn sad. hey, its my favourite watch lorh. sommor its the watch I was wearing during my MUFY end of year exam, I wore it to Shanghai, during graduation ceremony... all the important events, the watch always appeared on my left wrist larh... at that point of time, I was really lost. so lost that I just can't control myself. well, imagine that its your favourite thing that is being spoilt by you yourself...

and then... the happy thing happened. haha, the always-so-smart-and-capable daddy of mine manage to repair the watch! yay, and I was damn touched, because I got to see the minute hand in place again. well, even if the scratch on the surface can never be returned to the original, I would still like to say a big Big BIG thank you to my dad for helping me to repair the watch lorh. at least I can still wear it now. just treat the 'scar' as a reminder to be careful next time lorh.

ok... I think my words now a bit the cacat le... hee... too happy marh... and also too sleepy larh... heh, paiseh arh...

oh yar, to all the flood victims, hope that tml will be a better day! its good to hear from the news that the water is going away... believe in a better tml!

kk... going to tp open house. haha... shall write about it next time.

ps: I got a feeling that I will smile in my dreams tonight. because I got my watch working normally again! thanks dad! muacks muacks muacks!

haiz... its darn saddening to look at the flood situation in JB larh...

ok, its very rare that Johor snatched the headlines of papers nowadays. because normally the headlines will be reserved for states like Pahang and Kelantan which used to be heavily affected by the north east monsoon. but then this year, apparently things changed quite a bit lorh. anyway, Kota Tinggi and Batu Pahat are so far the worse. imagine, water level is almost two and a half times of my height... oh my tian arh...

I am sad. to see my home state in such situation. I don't know, maybe I am just being a bit too emotional... but then I really don't like to see so many people suffering from this stupid natural disaster larh... rRrRr... and forecasts says that it will continue to rain for the next three days... this is making things even worst.

anyway, I am leaving for KL on the 30th January. yup, that's the most updated plan... you know something? I am about to start my life all over in another piece of foreign land. even though it is just another repeat of the process... but will still feel sad lorh... haiz, sucks... don't like this kind of she bu de feelings... irritating one lorh...

ok. I don't know what to post about. hrm, let me see...

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ok, guess I am bored. its still raining today. rain rain, go away, come again another day! goodness, if it continues to be like that, all the flood affected areas will have to re-experience their nightmare again. that's scary. please stop! people have already been evacuated to balai rakyats in view of the fear that the place gets wet again. I think essentially people are not scared that they lose their lives, guess they are only scared that the flood crushes their properties and destroying their livelihood. oh man, situations are getting worse if it continues to rain. for goodness sake, please stop raining. thank you for your cooperation.

well, that's the only thing that clogs my mind now. thinking of all the victims of the flood, that's a sad picture. haiz, what rubbish, why must all these people experience this kind of crap? total nonsense. stop torturing them lorh, its hard for them to resume everything back to normal. courage, determination and endurance, you think its easy to possess all these qualities arh? rRgh, I don't even know who should be responsible of all these. fate ba, believe it or not lorh.

don't know larh. rubbish. should really stop raining. as in, stop right now!

ok, the house is still there, but then I can sense that my bro is very bu shuang over me. whatever man...

I still think that I deserve what I get. yar, if he is so bu shuang over me getting a new labtop, then get good grades larh! easy what. he always say that I only know how to sweet talk my parents into buying things for me, that is because he himself don't know what kind of performance will please them. well, I know it myself, for my parents to buy something for me willingly, I will have to perform up to standard. not exactly get good grades or get some award or other recognition, just achieve or slightly surpass their expectation, then they will reward me with something in return. such a simple theory, and my bro takes another thousands of years to understand it.

by the way, I know that I am getting a computer with features that I myself are not very clear with. but I will attempt to make full use of it. well, at least I know that my cousin bro aka shung will teach me something about all these complicated technological gadgets. unlike my bro that is always putting wet blankets on me just because he is jealous. he thinks that I only know how to use a computer for blogging, updating friendster, checking mail and doing word documents. haha, he don't realise that I know more and I will learn even more things.

by the way, he claims that it has been difficult for him to choose what he wants to study next. hello lorh, I went through the exact same process when I just graduated from nanyang larh. he thinks that business is just some simply take subject that is easy to study and easy to excel. ok, I get seriously bu shuang when he sees things like that. being narrow-minded and hyper arrogant, he just thinks that his STPM can get him to all the universities around the world. haha, and now with his lousy results, there's hardly any university that would want to take him in for degree course.

and he looks down on foundation courses. he thinks that as long as you pay the fees, then you will be guranteed a place in university. haha, that's like totally wrong larh. even though foundation courses are slightly expensive and easier, it doesn't mean that you don't need to work hard when you are in it lorh. guess he just gets that concept because he see me slacking at home and gaining a place in monash. don't care, if he don't get into university, that's his business. anyway he chooses to ignore me, just because I got my stuff and he doesn't get any.

haha, enough about my brother. I already predicted his extreme reactions what... anyway today is a hyper happy day. because I got my Dell XPS M1210. phew, after such a long wait, finally I am now blogging from my new labtop. anyway, this prize from my parents carries a lot of messages. it reminds me that I must not fail my parents in university, it tells me that I must make their days happy as long as I have the ability and it also acknowledges my efforts last year. well, I thank my parents a lot. and I will try, as hard as I could, to not fail you guys. love you all!

kk, enough about this. next tuesday going to redbox with shifu, jj and huiyee. haha, don't know who else to call because of the odd company and the complex human politics. haha, whatever it is, I am so going to enjoy my last days in JB. and on the 19th I will be in singapore! yar, go out that weekend lorh! haha, good... must make sure that we all spend the time fruitfully, if not next time I will miss you all even more!

I really don't want to miss you so much after I leave.

almost fell asleep during jap lesson today. so maluating!!! anyway, its the ninth lesson, meaning that the level of difficulty is increased and that the course is ending soon. ok, anyway, one big Big BIG discovery made. my ex-classmate's little brother, ang something something is in the same class as me! and I only know it today! oh man, how blur can I get larh... heh, also nothing happen after I realise that he's who he is, since he don't know and won't know who I am. but still, a bit the surprise to find out this amazing discovery.

hrm, got very angry in the morning. because the rubbish guard didn't let me go into campus. she say I didn't have a tag, so cannot go in. but then I graduated le, so I don't have a tag marh. then I tell her that I am passing a book to one of the student, and she stared at me as if I commited some kind of crime like that. anyway, I told her that it was sekejap sahaja and I just walked in like that. actually I am not angry at her not letting me into the college larh. because I can understand her need to maintain the security of the campus. but then arh, something is seriously wrong with her attitude lorh. if I am some potential student then I think I turned back and walked away already lorh. imagine being greeted by some security guard with the lan-est attitude on your happy day. this is rubbish!

enough about all the crap. came back from KL yesterday. waited for my parents to pick me up at one u after lunch. and by the time I sit on the car, its ald near 4. haha, went to the paddington house of pancakes for lunch with my cousin aka wy yeen. firstly, this place has nothing to do with the paddington bear. yar, I thought it has some kind of relationship with it. but anyway, pancakes here are superb. there are more than a 100 kinds of pancakes. sweet ones, savoury ones, big ones, small ones, flat ones, thick ones, round ones, 'dollar' ones, filling ones, plain ones... so much that I actually spent 10 minutes just browsing through the menu and deciding on what I should get. haha, decided to try on 'treasure box' since its highly recommended. and the serving is arty... the way they serve makes you drool and the serving proportion is rather scary. essentially I think that 2 Asians can share one dish and still be full at the end of the day.

this trip to KL cum short visit to Ipoh is totally exhausting. in fact I just went up there with one item on my agenda, that is to pay my enrolment fees so that I can be fully enrolled into the U. ok larh, not exactly one item on the agenda only. another half might be the job of submitting accounts to the auditor for audit. heh, last time when I was young, I never understand why my dad goes to that office every year without fail. and now I do. haha, even participated in the process of preparing all the documents to be submitted. such high sense of achievement. hee.

you see, my parents went there for another reason. that is to look for a school that will take my brother. they attended education fair and went to enquire at KBU, just to ask about information on engineering course. imagine needing auntie joyce to even accompany him to KBU for enquiries, that's called da4 pai2. anyway, at first we were all thinking that he is aiming for engineering. then suddenly after all the hassle, he says that my parents are trying to force him into engineering and that his real interest is in the IT sector instead. *doinks* suddenly everything is changed larh.

sometimes I don't understand how my brother see things. well, I understand that people have different views over different matters. but then arh, people expresses their views respectiely and hope that an agreement can be made eventually. but then arh, my brother is just so narrow-minded that he believes only in what he thinks. he never even hear other's opinion, and then he jumps into conclusion. worst of all, he has a bad temper. and then he will try to make everything around him look as if they are all forced into his life and he never had the chance to choose them. he will try to make everyone feel guilty of not letting him have his way. and that's his ultimate aim.

thinking narrow-mindedly, well, is it only showing certain sides of matters? or is it thinking to simple? don't know. all I know is that my brother is trying to have everything and not leaving space for people to choose. he's trying to make my dad even sadder, because he knows that my dad tries very very very very hard to make us happy.

hrm, don't know if the house will be brought down tml when I receive my XPS M1210. don't care, I worked hard for that present. and its my reward for the year as well as my gift from my dad. I thank him and I love him a lot. I promise never to fail his hopes. and I will stay happy because I know that he will be happy that way too!

lalala... me in KL now! heh, coming here to pay my fees and to complete my U enrolment.

well, well, well, so now its approx 1 month more to end of holidays. what's my feeling right now? I don't know, just don't want holiday to end so soon. but somehow I am rather excited for school to start. oh man, how? going to move up to KL in 3 week's time. so now have to get all the furniture in the new house done and then have to migrate all my things here. heh, sounds familiar, because I am just repeating the whole process marh.

anyway, will be in singapore on the 19th weekend larh. meeting up with all my friends and visiting vivocity and the new IKEA. hope that I can buy things for myself and to celebrate the fact that school is reopening. so suan... *sobs* I don't want to go to school!

ok, I did my nails today! heh, so now got butterfly and flowers on it. and thanks to auntie joyce for doing it for me. haha, dad says that we should go to titiwangsa and look see the Malaysia Eye. heh, so exciting. but then now rotting at uncle Sony's place because my bro went to enquire for course in the respective colleges. sian-ed. and now its after 5, so I am wondering why they are not back yet. growing roots le lorh.

hrm, had a great time in school doing orientation. haha, going to sell my books away. lalala... so much to say, but then suddenly lost at words. oh yar, by the way, new dell XPS M1210 is coming only on thursday. exciting... shall blog using that next time!

kk, have fun doing everything! chao!

Phew. so today is the 3rd day of 2007. time flies.

went back to school yesterday for some meeting about orientation activities. and the school was quiet. not much people there actually, as we went back during lunch hour. and basically the car park was empty! haha, the 'once-in-a-while' rare scene. anyway, collected my student ambassador cheque. 70 bucks. contented? no. but I guess at least my hard work for the past year was recognised. should have worked for more hours. then at least will get a bit high to receive cheque of higher amount. haiz...

anyway, this friday I will be in school to help in the station games. hope that people will enjoy themselves during the games. I know its sian one larh, but then must show that you all are having a great time lorh... since people spent time and efforts in preparing it. yeah, I didn't realise this when I was a participant last time. but when I was involved in the planning part, then I know why people get sad over it.

completed my dad's accounts. haven't do the filing yet. but then it should be completed any time from now larh. filing only marh, not very hard one lorh. anyway, cash received upon completion of job. haha. so happy. sometimes I don't deny the fact that I am money-minded. heh, I get completely high over receiving money. and my day will be wonderful whenever people give me cash. that's me. money-minded leh... haha...

once again, I am stuck in a situation where I don't know what to post. ok, shall leave it as this first larh. if I still got other things to blog then I come again lorh. haha... tataa!

lalala... hi 2007!

heh, so today is the 1st day of 2007. erm, actually nothing much happened today as I just stayed in the house and went out for food. haha, essentially I reckon the fact that people live for food. yeah man, totally agree with this. you see arh, why you want to earn so much money? that is because you want to eat better. other than that, why you want so much money to buy house? that is because a house provides you with the space called the kitchen so that you can prepare food. yar, thus we live for food. ok, I am not saying that we ONLY live for food. but we need food to survive, isn't that true?

today is my mum's birthday. actually she don't really like to celebrate. haha, because she say now that she's one year older. hrm, come to think of it arh, my mum has been living for a long 50 years already leh. whoa, haha, so pro... a rough count arh, 300 days*50 years= 15000 days. oh man, so long... rrrRRR... and research showed that we sleep one third of our life away. ok, that will be roughly 5000 days. whoa, sounds really long. ok, should stop all these crap. guess I am really rotting le, this kind of thing also can post... haiz...

now watching tele with my mum. didn't give her anything as birthday present. ok, I know that at this time I don't have the ability to earn money, so no matter how much money I spent on getting a present for her, the value won't be that significant. well, I think that as long as I spent more time with her then she will be happy le ba. at least this is what I can do before I go to KL. oh my shen, I wonder what will happen if I am not around. she will be lonely leh, how?

ok, the show now climax. talk again next time larh. haha, actually this is just a hi-hi post since today is the 1st day of the year larh. haha... chao!