I went browsing through youtube and imeem for videos and musics from appassionata XI.
but I ended up with this clip of appassionata X.
it was last year, in VCH.
I was there, in the audience.
anyway, this clip is playing persis.
combined band, that's why there are blacks among the chio uniform.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=q4J5vOUvqIw
yup, and here's the link to it. wanted to add the whole thing in de,
but then cannot.
haha.
memories.
they are just coming back.
I used to fake the last part of this song,
when I was still in the band.
but I like this song very much,
because its challenging and its fun.
I always like the horns part, because the melody is so nice.
remembering our passion for it last time.
its like you stand anywhere also can play one.
as long as got one horn, one trumpet, one trombone...
then can get the rough structure of the music out liao.
haha, so fun.
=)
ok, attaching an imeem stream onto this post,
just to let you listen to persis.
heh, of course, this superb version is some recording from some pro band larh.
if you want see the NYCB's version, go watch the video.
=)
Sunday, July 29, 2007
念书和兼顾课外辅助活动是每名南中女生必须学习的，
因此培养了我们坚强的个性，和自律精神。
在离开学校的那一天，我们都相拥而哭了。
毕业的脚步静悄悄走向我们，
谁都还没有准备好离开彼此的陪伴，
和这所培育我们四年的校舍、
及用心栽培我们的校长和老师们。
但人总要长大，
我带着南中的美妙回忆－－
甜甜的友谊、咸咸的的泪水和苦苦的啃书生涯，
向前迈进了。
我知道无论南中女儿走到哪里，
我们都不会忘记南洋女中的那一段单纯的求学岁月。
南中，已经深深烙印在每一位南中女儿的心中。
因此培养了我们坚强的个性，和自律精神。
在离开学校的那一天，我们都相拥而哭了。
毕业的脚步静悄悄走向我们，
谁都还没有准备好离开彼此的陪伴，
和这所培育我们四年的校舍、
及用心栽培我们的校长和老师们。
但人总要长大，
我带着南中的美妙回忆－－
甜甜的友谊、咸咸的的泪水和苦苦的啃书生涯，
向前迈进了。
我知道无论南中女儿走到哪里，
我们都不会忘记南洋女中的那一段单纯的求学岁月。
南中，已经深深烙印在每一位南中女儿的心中。
-郑诗慧 1997年毕业于4/6班
ok, probably I am being slow. but I just browsed through my mailbox and I came across this e-mail which asked me to leave a well-wish for Nanyang to wish her happy 90th birthday (http://www.nanyanggirlshigh.moe.edu.sg/90wishes/). and then I just happen to click onto this forum which was set up some time ago in attempt to gather information for the project entitled '90 years of nanyang' (http://www.nanyang.org.sg/HistoryBook/index.php).
the above words are kooped from the forum. I was so gandong-ed by those words till tears rolled down my cheeks. recalling all those good old days.
after graduation, then I realised how much Nanyang meant to me.
ok, I have my HRM textbook in front of me and I am clicking on the mouse and typing on the keyboard with my eyes glued to the screen of my labtop. wOw, what an effective way of studying. -_-"
***
thank you dajie for going out with me yesterday! walked the street market in the curve and we each got ourselves a belt! haha, gai gai-ed around in cineleisure for the first time and I realise that place resembles the cine that I always lepak last time. had sakae sushi for lunch, and surprisingly we sat there for 2 hours. drank uncountable cups of green tea and yacked around. oh yar, and waited for a chawanmushi for 30 mins. yes, and that's because I die die also want to eat my chawanmushi. haha.
hrm, I wonder if we have anymore weekends to slack off anymore. rough schedules are out and I have 3 presentations on the list. week 4 onwards I am picturing days with nothing else but school work. this semester is harder than what I imagined. scared to fail any units, unable to concentrate in studying. I just need motivation and determination. I need to do well.
going to move house on the 10th of august. that's another annoying thing. because moving in and out requires enormous effort and large amount of time. I start to wonder if I have any. once moved, I hope everything will settle down as soon as possible and I am able to concentrate by then. its so irritating to be moving from one condo to another, simply because there are so many administrative work needed to be completed before and after moving. apart from that, I think its irritating to be doing all these especially when there is school. simply because everybody thinks that I am free enough to run all the errands.
***
emo-ing like nobody's business nowadays. I think I am suffering from hormonal imbalance already. the school stress, family stress and the 'self-stress' is bringing me down, all the way down to the don't-know-where. I just don't feel good about it. its like, so what if I do well in my studies? will that gurantee a good job in the future? will that gurantee absolute happiness and no more sadness in my life anymore? and it all goes round and round.
I do understand that everybody have their own problems. but I am just tired and not having that extra energy to solve problems that I face lorh. I mean like, if I can live my everyday well enough, I am glad already. I really don't want to think of solutions to idiotic problems that surrounds me. running away? I wish that I can do that. but apparently I can't. because other people will say it in a way that I am throwing all the responsibilities to them.
I'm just emo-ing. totally talking crap here. I ought to continue on my HRM now. please ignore this post if you didn't get any meaning out of it. I'm just emo-ing.
***
thank you dajie for going out with me yesterday! walked the street market in the curve and we each got ourselves a belt! haha, gai gai-ed around in cineleisure for the first time and I realise that place resembles the cine that I always lepak last time. had sakae sushi for lunch, and surprisingly we sat there for 2 hours. drank uncountable cups of green tea and yacked around. oh yar, and waited for a chawanmushi for 30 mins. yes, and that's because I die die also want to eat my chawanmushi. haha.
hrm, I wonder if we have anymore weekends to slack off anymore. rough schedules are out and I have 3 presentations on the list. week 4 onwards I am picturing days with nothing else but school work. this semester is harder than what I imagined. scared to fail any units, unable to concentrate in studying. I just need motivation and determination. I need to do well.
going to move house on the 10th of august. that's another annoying thing. because moving in and out requires enormous effort and large amount of time. I start to wonder if I have any. once moved, I hope everything will settle down as soon as possible and I am able to concentrate by then. its so irritating to be moving from one condo to another, simply because there are so many administrative work needed to be completed before and after moving. apart from that, I think its irritating to be doing all these especially when there is school. simply because everybody thinks that I am free enough to run all the errands.
***
emo-ing like nobody's business nowadays. I think I am suffering from hormonal imbalance already. the school stress, family stress and the 'self-stress' is bringing me down, all the way down to the don't-know-where. I just don't feel good about it. its like, so what if I do well in my studies? will that gurantee a good job in the future? will that gurantee absolute happiness and no more sadness in my life anymore? and it all goes round and round.
I do understand that everybody have their own problems. but I am just tired and not having that extra energy to solve problems that I face lorh. I mean like, if I can live my everyday well enough, I am glad already. I really don't want to think of solutions to idiotic problems that surrounds me. running away? I wish that I can do that. but apparently I can't. because other people will say it in a way that I am throwing all the responsibilities to them.
I'm just emo-ing. totally talking crap here. I ought to continue on my HRM now. please ignore this post if you didn't get any meaning out of it. I'm just emo-ing.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
finished my HRM lecture. this is the second week, we were on the theories topic. damn sian. and I will be lying with my eyes wide open if I say that I hadn't doze off. ok, statement: I dozed off in yet another HRM lecture.
choosing the right path. this is so hard.I mean like, at the end of last semester I always had the thinking that management was suitable for me. but it seems not. or perhaps I am just not exposed enough? but if human resource is already this boring, then how boring can international management or strategic management be? and how many more units are there entailing the whole major leh?
making the right choice is just as hard as ever. I don't seem to make any correct ones in my life. to analyse and evaluate the situation and to decide based on all the internal and external factors. oh my goodness, this is just not my cup of tea. I do remember when we were young, our parents make all the choices and all we need to do is just to follow what they planned for us. life was easy then. as long as you walk along the pathway and don't wander off, then you'll be alright. and also according to them, you'll success.
haha, I didn't wander off too far. just a little but the road no longer seem smooth. challanges and obstacle, overcoming them and facing them. its tiring. its just so taxing. but we don't get a chance to rest, don't we? we just can't say that 'oh, I am going to take a week's break and just rest'. I mean like, yup, physically a week's break is possible. but a week's break in life? uh oh, I dont' think so. I mean like, you can't just demp everything and go away for a week and then come back expecting to see the same situation. it will just worsen by time lorh.
I don't have enough time to do everything that I want to do nowadays. not havign enough time to do the HRM readings, to read all the textbooks and not having enough time to myself for entertainment. where's all my time? did they just went ticking by and just disappeared? or did they just flowed away like the water? I don't know. I just know that I dont' have enough time.
I should proceed on with life then. not wasting anymore moments. next agenda: to go to the cafeteria and to do finance tutorial. oh I'm so screwed academically. I can't screw up anymore.
ps: first time blogging from the library in the new campus. =)
choosing the right path. this is so hard.I mean like, at the end of last semester I always had the thinking that management was suitable for me. but it seems not. or perhaps I am just not exposed enough? but if human resource is already this boring, then how boring can international management or strategic management be? and how many more units are there entailing the whole major leh?
making the right choice is just as hard as ever. I don't seem to make any correct ones in my life. to analyse and evaluate the situation and to decide based on all the internal and external factors. oh my goodness, this is just not my cup of tea. I do remember when we were young, our parents make all the choices and all we need to do is just to follow what they planned for us. life was easy then. as long as you walk along the pathway and don't wander off, then you'll be alright. and also according to them, you'll success.
haha, I didn't wander off too far. just a little but the road no longer seem smooth. challanges and obstacle, overcoming them and facing them. its tiring. its just so taxing. but we don't get a chance to rest, don't we? we just can't say that 'oh, I am going to take a week's break and just rest'. I mean like, yup, physically a week's break is possible. but a week's break in life? uh oh, I dont' think so. I mean like, you can't just demp everything and go away for a week and then come back expecting to see the same situation. it will just worsen by time lorh.
I don't have enough time to do everything that I want to do nowadays. not havign enough time to do the HRM readings, to read all the textbooks and not having enough time to myself for entertainment. where's all my time? did they just went ticking by and just disappeared? or did they just flowed away like the water? I don't know. I just know that I dont' have enough time.
I should proceed on with life then. not wasting anymore moments. next agenda: to go to the cafeteria and to do finance tutorial. oh I'm so screwed academically. I can't screw up anymore.
ps: first time blogging from the library in the new campus. =)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I am here to blog about my dream last night.
I am not that kind of person that will remember every single one of my dreams. anyway, I don't even register the fact whether I had a dream or not the previous night when I wake up from my beauty sleep. but last night it was different. ok, this is not horror story larh. haha, its just something so funny that I don't know whether to laugh or to cry lorh.
I dream that I had a daughter. *wahahahahaha* and I was watching her from birth to approx 5 years old. everytime I see my daughter, she's just cute. surprisingly, I cannot name my daughter. whenever I have that intention of shouting out her name, nothing came out of my mouth. and my daughter will just run over to me. oh my shen, this is like so odd.
oh yar, and I dream of my parents as well. they were taking care of my daughter together with me. and its odd because they seem to live next door in my dreams and they would pop by everyday just to play with my daughter. one funny thing, I didn't see any house hext to mine in my dreams leh. sommor I was living in a bungalow and I have this very princess-y room for my daughter and I have a BIG house. I don't remember that my parents were staying with me and I know I am the only fellow staying there. hrm... weird...
anyway, I know that that girl is my daughter because the start of the dream is me going back to my house carrying her in my arms. I seem to just gave birth to her. haha, and everybody is just surrounding me trying to take a peep at my daughter. *wahahahahaha* then she was growing at an alarming age. it felt like less than a week and I saw her being a 5 year old playing around in the living room and telling me all sorts of kiddy stories about cinderella and snow white.
ok, and the strange-est part is that I never see the father of my daughter. as in it never occurred to me that this character 'existed'. it is not like being a single mother or something because I somehow know that my daughter has a perfect family. but I just didn't meet my laogong lorh... and somehow I only lived with my daughter and she's everything in my world. even my parents didn't appear anymore. and nobody else I knew came into picture. its only me and my daughter and some strange people which I totally don't know who they are.
hrm. funny and weird dream which is random. it felt real, heh, because my daughter was hyper cute!!! haha, but its not real because I woke up in the morning realising that I am still lying in my bed hugging my mao mao dog. and then I needed to go to school.
wells, just a dream... ok, and I wonder why can't I just dream of me getting straight HDs for all my units and I graduated with a first class honours leh? haha, then at least I know for sure that I will be high-ified in my dream marh... haha...
I am not that kind of person that will remember every single one of my dreams. anyway, I don't even register the fact whether I had a dream or not the previous night when I wake up from my beauty sleep. but last night it was different. ok, this is not horror story larh. haha, its just something so funny that I don't know whether to laugh or to cry lorh.
I dream that I had a daughter. *wahahahahaha* and I was watching her from birth to approx 5 years old. everytime I see my daughter, she's just cute. surprisingly, I cannot name my daughter. whenever I have that intention of shouting out her name, nothing came out of my mouth. and my daughter will just run over to me. oh my shen, this is like so odd.
oh yar, and I dream of my parents as well. they were taking care of my daughter together with me. and its odd because they seem to live next door in my dreams and they would pop by everyday just to play with my daughter. one funny thing, I didn't see any house hext to mine in my dreams leh. sommor I was living in a bungalow and I have this very princess-y room for my daughter and I have a BIG house. I don't remember that my parents were staying with me and I know I am the only fellow staying there. hrm... weird...
anyway, I know that that girl is my daughter because the start of the dream is me going back to my house carrying her in my arms. I seem to just gave birth to her. haha, and everybody is just surrounding me trying to take a peep at my daughter. *wahahahahaha* then she was growing at an alarming age. it felt like less than a week and I saw her being a 5 year old playing around in the living room and telling me all sorts of kiddy stories about cinderella and snow white.
ok, and the strange-est part is that I never see the father of my daughter. as in it never occurred to me that this character 'existed'. it is not like being a single mother or something because I somehow know that my daughter has a perfect family. but I just didn't meet my laogong lorh... and somehow I only lived with my daughter and she's everything in my world. even my parents didn't appear anymore. and nobody else I knew came into picture. its only me and my daughter and some strange people which I totally don't know who they are.
hrm. funny and weird dream which is random. it felt real, heh, because my daughter was hyper cute!!! haha, but its not real because I woke up in the morning realising that I am still lying in my bed hugging my mao mao dog. and then I needed to go to school.
wells, just a dream... ok, and I wonder why can't I just dream of me getting straight HDs for all my units and I graduated with a first class honours leh? haha, then at least I know for sure that I will be high-ified in my dream marh... haha...
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I watched Harry Potter already!!! *yay!*
oh my tian, and this is like the greatest achievement of the week. because I have been wanting to watch it since it came out but due to some reason was unable to do so. anyway, I watched it at mid-valley which is another achievement because this is my first time going to mid-valley with my friends and I drove there!!! haha, sounds suaku larh, but serious, this is my first time making my own way there and I didn't sesat jalan lorh. heh...
the movie was so-so larh. not exactly as good as the book. probably the books have the free space to develop the whole plot gua. but the movie didn't exactly tell everything as a whole story. its like missing this here and that there. honestly speaking, I think it would be a bit hard for people to watch the movie if they didn't know the link between events from the book. and the movie lasted 2 hours and 15 mins. previously it used to be longer if I hadn't remembered wrongly.
hrm, still thinking of ways to lay my hands on the last book of the series. kor kor keep saying that its a childish story to be read for mature people. but I don't think so lorh. I mean like, after 6 out of 7, its hanging there and not ended. haha, its still good to finish it up larh. just for the sake of the story and for the sake of HARRY POTTER. haha. and honestly, I cried when Dumbledore died in the 6th book. yuppp, haha, that's how I am addicted to this Potter fever. haha, so if you all finish the 7th book, can you be kind and lend it to me? *eyes big big*
ok, and I shall disclose some pictures that we took yesterday at pyramid's jack's place while celebrating weelian's birthday. this birthday hor, cost me and dajie millions of brain cells trying to organise and plan and coordinate lorh. and the worst thing is that JIMMY DIDN'T WAKE UO IN TIME!!! rar, and despite us having to book the birthday boy for harry potter movie, HE WENT TO WATCH IT BEFOREHAND!!! so these are the last to 'surprises' which blasted everything apart.
rar, now I realise that the hardest thing to do on earth is about controlling human. not exactly controlling larh, coordinating maybe. everyone of us have rather different schedules nowadays and we have different commitments. even though we are generally from the same course and the same intake, its still a different person altogether. haha, somehow this turned up to be a reflective session. heh, but overall luckily everything planned was able to be carried out quite perfectly. yup, so in the end still had a rather good time!!! =)
The birthday boy hugging his birthday present and holding his cake.
Cutting the 'mushroom'.
20 candles!!! (signifying his age...)
All the guys present: Jimmy, David, *Weelian*, Yauchuan, Jason
All the girls present: Suchin, *WeeLian*, Me! =)
Sunday, July 22, 2007
in case some of you all wondered if you all landed on the correct blog for the previous post, I am here to clear your doubts. you are in the right blog and the chinese words that you were reading are from my previous post. and for those that didn't understand it, those were actually some free online predictions made based on my birthdate and my chinese name. got that from jiajun's blog by the way...
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appassionata XI ended last friday on a high note. I wasn't there. but I could feel the passion and the high-ness of it. well, good job, NYCB! read about many positive comments from audiences. =) you guys really rawks!!!
We are the music while the music lasts.
Nothing You Can Beat. =)
*
finally my mummy went back home. ok larh, not that I want her to go back quickly, but she niao-ed me for talking on the phone and also for MSN-ing. I understand her worries larh, she is scared that whatever happened years ago will repeat and I will face the same thing all over again. but one thing I don't understand is that why don't she see what's in my life now. I mean like, I go to school and I stay at home. totally no life lorh. unless she openly declares that she wants me to be a zi bi fellow having no friends to go out with and stay at home all day long facing the 4 walls and studying, then I will have nothing to say.
I just wish that she understands what I want and what I need. I can't be the person that she wants me to be totally. I mean like, I have my own personality and this cannot be set by her. she wants me to be quiet and be a nerd. sorry to say this but I can't. first thing, I cannot be quiet. I will feel that I am dead if I am quiet. I mean like the basic manners kind I will still carry in me larh, but if you don't even let me chat with my friends and talk to other people, I can't do it. I am just not those kind of people that can keep quiet as if they have gold bar in their mouth.
I totally cannot stand it when my parents say that I shouldn't treat friends the way I am treating them right now. well, I don't know if I am just being stubborn or am I just being childish. comment on anything about me but not a single thing about my friends. thank you, I will appreciate that. friends, they mean just so much to me that I don't know how to explain. I treat my friends nicely, in the hope that they treat me back the same way. even if they don't, its not up to me. but at least I am treating them the way I think I should. so I think that will be the perfect way. =)
I don't like to be alone. I mean like, even if when I fall, there's someone nearby that will help you up and guide you along. that's how important friends are to me. perhaps I trust others too easily, perhaps my parents just don't want me to get hurt, perhaps they are just trying to guide me to the correct and won't-commit-mistake path... but I don't know. sometimes I understand their efforts but I can't agree with it. most of the times I just do what they want. but there are just times where I think I should have some say in my life. I guess that's what I want. not entirely freedom but just a say about certain things in my life.
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one week into semester 2. I am not doing anything. I haven't done anything. I ought to do something. currently I have one assignment pending. marketing assignment. oh my shen. its only 1 week into the semester. I have tonnes of readings. oh my tian. =(
shall go and study now. jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!
*
appassionata XI ended last friday on a high note. I wasn't there. but I could feel the passion and the high-ness of it. well, good job, NYCB! read about many positive comments from audiences. =) you guys really rawks!!!
We are the music while the music lasts.
Nothing You Can Beat. =)
*
finally my mummy went back home. ok larh, not that I want her to go back quickly, but she niao-ed me for talking on the phone and also for MSN-ing. I understand her worries larh, she is scared that whatever happened years ago will repeat and I will face the same thing all over again. but one thing I don't understand is that why don't she see what's in my life now. I mean like, I go to school and I stay at home. totally no life lorh. unless she openly declares that she wants me to be a zi bi fellow having no friends to go out with and stay at home all day long facing the 4 walls and studying, then I will have nothing to say.
I just wish that she understands what I want and what I need. I can't be the person that she wants me to be totally. I mean like, I have my own personality and this cannot be set by her. she wants me to be quiet and be a nerd. sorry to say this but I can't. first thing, I cannot be quiet. I will feel that I am dead if I am quiet. I mean like the basic manners kind I will still carry in me larh, but if you don't even let me chat with my friends and talk to other people, I can't do it. I am just not those kind of people that can keep quiet as if they have gold bar in their mouth.
I totally cannot stand it when my parents say that I shouldn't treat friends the way I am treating them right now. well, I don't know if I am just being stubborn or am I just being childish. comment on anything about me but not a single thing about my friends. thank you, I will appreciate that. friends, they mean just so much to me that I don't know how to explain. I treat my friends nicely, in the hope that they treat me back the same way. even if they don't, its not up to me. but at least I am treating them the way I think I should. so I think that will be the perfect way. =)
I don't like to be alone. I mean like, even if when I fall, there's someone nearby that will help you up and guide you along. that's how important friends are to me. perhaps I trust others too easily, perhaps my parents just don't want me to get hurt, perhaps they are just trying to guide me to the correct and won't-commit-mistake path... but I don't know. sometimes I understand their efforts but I can't agree with it. most of the times I just do what they want. but there are just times where I think I should have some say in my life. I guess that's what I want. not entirely freedom but just a say about certain things in my life.
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one week into semester 2. I am not doing anything. I haven't done anything. I ought to do something. currently I have one assignment pending. marketing assignment. oh my shen. its only 1 week into the semester. I have tonnes of readings. oh my tian. =(
shall go and study now. jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
命盤
姓名：陈惠鹃 生年干支：己巳年
生肖：肖蛇 生年納音：大森木
虛歲：19歲 周易卦象：地水師
天格：17（庚 陽金)
人格：28（辛 陰金) 陈 16劃字（部首阜部 納音白鑞金)
地格：30（癸 陰水) 惠 12劃字（部首心部 納音白鑞金)
外格：19（壬 陽水) 鹃 18劃字（部首鳥部 納音山頭火)
總格：46（己 陰土)
個性簡易分析
由倉頡造字的結構來分析您的個性，您雖然溫和，但是也有個性，您不輕易動怒，也不隨便發脾氣，但不代表您不會生氣，只是能不生氣就不生氣，就算該生氣時，您還會看時機、看場合。您是一位客觀的人，不會有很強烈的立場，對於您不認同的事情您多半可以考慮看看，不會全盤否定。一般人應該都覺得您還算是好相處。
感情簡易分析
由生肖來分析您的感情，您的異性緣還不錯，很容易認識異性朋友，而且異性朋友多數對您也都還不錯。您所交往的對象多半都會為您付出，您應該是屬於被愛的一方，愛人與被愛如果二者只能擇其一，愛人是很辛苦的事情，當然是被愛比較幸福，但是因為您還算容易找到喜歡您的對象，因此除非您也很喜歡對方，不然您往往不容易珍惜身邊的幸福。再來分析您所遇到對象的條件，單純以條件來看，您今生會遇到一位條件不錯的好對象，不僅擁有不錯的外在條件，也有家世背景，您的感情應該是許多人所羨慕的，您真是一位幸運的人，希望您一定要好好珍惜身邊的幸福。
財運簡易分析
由生肖來分析您的財運，您的財帛宮還不錯，屬於少勞多獲的類型，您今生的財運不僅有正財也有偏財，財富也比同年齡的朋友多，此外，您賺錢還算容易，不僅可以利用別人來幫您賺錢，有時還可以有利用錢來賺錢的機會。如果您好好理財，今生的財富是用不完的，而且每次您快要沒有錢的時候，自然就會有錢進來。錢財是要使用的，使用過的錢財，您的財富才有價值；錢財是要造福社會的，幫助別人的錢財，您的財富才有意義。您今生若是有破財的機會，最有可能就是投資過多或創業擴充太快，導致失敗。如果您投資謹慎，小心理財，適度花用，並樂善好施，那這輩子是不容易破財的。
由筆劃來分析您的財庫，您的財庫有漏縫，如果把財庫比喻成水庫的話，您財庫上的這個漏縫在某一個水位附近，因此您的財富每當累積到某一個水位，就會發生一些事情讓您破財，或是讓您把錢花掉，不是您自己花掉，就是別人幫您花掉。幸好漏縫不大，所以不會有大破財的情況。再分析您一生中獲得財富的機會，您今生獲得財富的機會多半是屬於小財以及中財，您不要期望可以很容易獲得大財，就算有機會來臨，還要您可以把握住，根據分析，您可以把握住，並且成功取得大財的機率僅有35%。此外，每個人一生當中都有所謂財運的轉折點，您的財運轉折點可能會發生在虛歲29、38、47、56、65、74歲的時候，這些時候是財運變化最激烈的階段，可能會賺到很多錢，但也可能會損失很多財富，因此在這些時候您需要特別小心謹慎，才能趨吉避凶。
事業簡易分析
由陰陽五行的結構來分析，您有才幹，工作能力也強，在工作初期，您的上司應該很欣賞您，但是隨著工作時間越長，您的上司會發現您雖然優秀，但是能力有時卻無法發揮，也許是對您的期望過高，因此也會有點失望。因此您要找到適合您發揮的舞台，才能將您的才能完全表現出來，這樣您的事業才會更加成功。
由生肖來分析，現代人的工作不論哪一行業都很辛苦，差別只在於辛苦的程度不同。平心而論，您的工作比起一般人，應該算是輕鬆許多。就工作內容而言，您可以輕鬆勝任，就工作時間而言，您在工作之中可能還會有些空暇時間，可以讓您悠閒地工作。這樣的工作型態雖然很幸福，但是容易懈怠，為了避免降低競爭力，到老年的時候才辛苦，您一定要為長遠的生涯規劃作準備。
由筆劃來分析您的運程，您一生的事業還算順遂，沒有遇到所謂的沉潛期，沉潛並不是壞事，而是充電的意思，沉潛期的磨練越紮實，準備越充分，未來的成就也越高。您並沒有遇到沉潛期，所以不會經歷那一段煎熬，但是因為如此，您遇到挫折的抵抗力也會比較弱，一旦碰到大風大浪就容易產生危機，因此您在事業上一定要保守，要步步為營，不要認為一路上一帆風順，就大張旗鼓，小心才能駛得萬年船。
人際關係簡易分析
由陰陽五行的結構來分析您的貴人運，您雖然有貴人，但是貴人對您的幫助不大，因此凡事還是需要靠自己，要自立自強。所謂：靠山山會倒，靠人人會老，靠自己最好。有貴人可以依靠，當然是一件值得高興的事情，但是也表示您居於比較弱勢的地位，才會需要別人的幫助。如果您不需要靠別人，就表示可以靠自己，靠自己所創造的未來才更有成就感。不僅如此，您未來還會是許多人的貴人，施比受更有福，您會幫助他們，為他們付出，在未來將會有許多人因您而受惠，因您而得到幫助，讓生活過得更美好。
由生肖來分析，在您的一生當中，會遇到許多平輩親友，雖然形形色色，各式各樣，但大部份都只是您生命中的過客，不會對您造成重大的影響，其中只有少數會對您造成重大影響，有可能是男性，也有可能是女性，您今生的平輩緣非常好，不論男性或女性對您的幫助都很大，當您遇到困難時，他們不僅可以助您一臂之力，還可以幫助您度過難關。
健康簡易分析
由陰陽五行，筆劃，生肖，以及倉頡造字的結構綜合分析，您先天體質各方面都還算健康，健康是人類最大的財富，您已經比一般人幸運許多，只要後天注重飲食、運動與保健，健康方面就不會有太大的問題。
此外，再由倉頡造字的結構分析，您姓名中的「心」字受到其他字根的干擾，「心」在甲骨文中代表心血管系統，因此您要特別注意心血管的保健，也要特別預防心血管方面的疾病。
此外，身體的機能也有自己的週期，在低潮期的時候，健康比較容易有狀況，這是身體在提醒我們，給我們的警告。您身體機能的低潮期，大約在虛歲29、38、47、56、65、74、83歲的時候，以及犯太歲的時候，在這些時候，最容易發現隱藏的疾病，只要多保重身體，並注意身體的警訊，就可以避免小疾釀成大病。
其他分析
由書寫筆劃來分析：您的姓名筆劃非常多，每次在書寫姓名時都要花費比別人更多的時間，因此從小在書寫姓名的時候，容易有挫折感，久而久之，這些挫折感很可能會造成學習上的障礙，也影響日後簽名的美觀。
姓名：陈惠鹃 生年干支：己巳年
生肖：肖蛇 生年納音：大森木
虛歲：19歲 周易卦象：地水師
天格：17（庚 陽金)
人格：28（辛 陰金) 陈 16劃字（部首阜部 納音白鑞金)
地格：30（癸 陰水) 惠 12劃字（部首心部 納音白鑞金)
外格：19（壬 陽水) 鹃 18劃字（部首鳥部 納音山頭火)
總格：46（己 陰土)
個性簡易分析
由倉頡造字的結構來分析您的個性，您雖然溫和，但是也有個性，您不輕易動怒，也不隨便發脾氣，但不代表您不會生氣，只是能不生氣就不生氣，就算該生氣時，您還會看時機、看場合。您是一位客觀的人，不會有很強烈的立場，對於您不認同的事情您多半可以考慮看看，不會全盤否定。一般人應該都覺得您還算是好相處。
感情簡易分析
由生肖來分析您的感情，您的異性緣還不錯，很容易認識異性朋友，而且異性朋友多數對您也都還不錯。您所交往的對象多半都會為您付出，您應該是屬於被愛的一方，愛人與被愛如果二者只能擇其一，愛人是很辛苦的事情，當然是被愛比較幸福，但是因為您還算容易找到喜歡您的對象，因此除非您也很喜歡對方，不然您往往不容易珍惜身邊的幸福。再來分析您所遇到對象的條件，單純以條件來看，您今生會遇到一位條件不錯的好對象，不僅擁有不錯的外在條件，也有家世背景，您的感情應該是許多人所羨慕的，您真是一位幸運的人，希望您一定要好好珍惜身邊的幸福。
財運簡易分析
由生肖來分析您的財運，您的財帛宮還不錯，屬於少勞多獲的類型，您今生的財運不僅有正財也有偏財，財富也比同年齡的朋友多，此外，您賺錢還算容易，不僅可以利用別人來幫您賺錢，有時還可以有利用錢來賺錢的機會。如果您好好理財，今生的財富是用不完的，而且每次您快要沒有錢的時候，自然就會有錢進來。錢財是要使用的，使用過的錢財，您的財富才有價值；錢財是要造福社會的，幫助別人的錢財，您的財富才有意義。您今生若是有破財的機會，最有可能就是投資過多或創業擴充太快，導致失敗。如果您投資謹慎，小心理財，適度花用，並樂善好施，那這輩子是不容易破財的。
由筆劃來分析您的財庫，您的財庫有漏縫，如果把財庫比喻成水庫的話，您財庫上的這個漏縫在某一個水位附近，因此您的財富每當累積到某一個水位，就會發生一些事情讓您破財，或是讓您把錢花掉，不是您自己花掉，就是別人幫您花掉。幸好漏縫不大，所以不會有大破財的情況。再分析您一生中獲得財富的機會，您今生獲得財富的機會多半是屬於小財以及中財，您不要期望可以很容易獲得大財，就算有機會來臨，還要您可以把握住，根據分析，您可以把握住，並且成功取得大財的機率僅有35%。此外，每個人一生當中都有所謂財運的轉折點，您的財運轉折點可能會發生在虛歲29、38、47、56、65、74歲的時候，這些時候是財運變化最激烈的階段，可能會賺到很多錢，但也可能會損失很多財富，因此在這些時候您需要特別小心謹慎，才能趨吉避凶。
事業簡易分析
由陰陽五行的結構來分析，您有才幹，工作能力也強，在工作初期，您的上司應該很欣賞您，但是隨著工作時間越長，您的上司會發現您雖然優秀，但是能力有時卻無法發揮，也許是對您的期望過高，因此也會有點失望。因此您要找到適合您發揮的舞台，才能將您的才能完全表現出來，這樣您的事業才會更加成功。
由生肖來分析，現代人的工作不論哪一行業都很辛苦，差別只在於辛苦的程度不同。平心而論，您的工作比起一般人，應該算是輕鬆許多。就工作內容而言，您可以輕鬆勝任，就工作時間而言，您在工作之中可能還會有些空暇時間，可以讓您悠閒地工作。這樣的工作型態雖然很幸福，但是容易懈怠，為了避免降低競爭力，到老年的時候才辛苦，您一定要為長遠的生涯規劃作準備。
由筆劃來分析您的運程，您一生的事業還算順遂，沒有遇到所謂的沉潛期，沉潛並不是壞事，而是充電的意思，沉潛期的磨練越紮實，準備越充分，未來的成就也越高。您並沒有遇到沉潛期，所以不會經歷那一段煎熬，但是因為如此，您遇到挫折的抵抗力也會比較弱，一旦碰到大風大浪就容易產生危機，因此您在事業上一定要保守，要步步為營，不要認為一路上一帆風順，就大張旗鼓，小心才能駛得萬年船。
人際關係簡易分析
由陰陽五行的結構來分析您的貴人運，您雖然有貴人，但是貴人對您的幫助不大，因此凡事還是需要靠自己，要自立自強。所謂：靠山山會倒，靠人人會老，靠自己最好。有貴人可以依靠，當然是一件值得高興的事情，但是也表示您居於比較弱勢的地位，才會需要別人的幫助。如果您不需要靠別人，就表示可以靠自己，靠自己所創造的未來才更有成就感。不僅如此，您未來還會是許多人的貴人，施比受更有福，您會幫助他們，為他們付出，在未來將會有許多人因您而受惠，因您而得到幫助，讓生活過得更美好。
由生肖來分析，在您的一生當中，會遇到許多平輩親友，雖然形形色色，各式各樣，但大部份都只是您生命中的過客，不會對您造成重大的影響，其中只有少數會對您造成重大影響，有可能是男性，也有可能是女性，您今生的平輩緣非常好，不論男性或女性對您的幫助都很大，當您遇到困難時，他們不僅可以助您一臂之力，還可以幫助您度過難關。
健康簡易分析
由陰陽五行，筆劃，生肖，以及倉頡造字的結構綜合分析，您先天體質各方面都還算健康，健康是人類最大的財富，您已經比一般人幸運許多，只要後天注重飲食、運動與保健，健康方面就不會有太大的問題。
此外，再由倉頡造字的結構分析，您姓名中的「心」字受到其他字根的干擾，「心」在甲骨文中代表心血管系統，因此您要特別注意心血管的保健，也要特別預防心血管方面的疾病。
此外，身體的機能也有自己的週期，在低潮期的時候，健康比較容易有狀況，這是身體在提醒我們，給我們的警告。您身體機能的低潮期，大約在虛歲29、38、47、56、65、74、83歲的時候，以及犯太歲的時候，在這些時候，最容易發現隱藏的疾病，只要多保重身體，並注意身體的警訊，就可以避免小疾釀成大病。
其他分析
由書寫筆劃來分析：您的姓名筆劃非常多，每次在書寫姓名時都要花費比別人更多的時間，因此從小在書寫姓名的時候，容易有挫折感，久而久之，這些挫折感很可能會造成學習上的障礙，也影響日後簽名的美觀。
您是夏天的太陽，閒不下來，受人景仰，普照大地，付出不求回報。熱情有禮，喜歡有智慧，守承諾的人。個性開朗，熱心大方，不會斤斤計較，具有領導特質，不容易接受他人的指揮。
根據命理來分析您的個性，潛意識，以及行為模式，您是屬於「太陽命」，因此您天生具有太陽的特質，開朗活潑，熱心大方，不會斤斤計較，也不喜歡搞小團體，對於公理正義非常執著。太陽在天空發光發熱，因此您天生具有老大命，也有領袖命，有表現欲望，但也有犧牲奉獻的精神。太陽不會依自己的喜好來照耀大地，每一個地區都會受到普照，因此您喜歡一視同仁，公私分明，不喜歡有人假公濟私，或搞小團體。太陽每天東昇西降，規律運行，沒有人能改變太陽的軌道，因此您也很有規律性以及耐心，極少半途而廢，而且您也不能接受有人命令您要做什麼，或不做什麼。此外，您喜歡老實誠信的人，不喜歡自以為是的人，而能讓您佩服的人，多半是有想法，才華與智慧的人，能夠在心靈上讓您提昇的人。您的一生，像太陽一樣，發光發熱，受到眾人矚目。但是陽光有時候也會被烏雲遮蔽，讓您覺得力不從心，有時候陽光炎熱，您善意付出，卻造成別人的壓力，也會讓您很無奈，這些都是您的磨練，只要您經得起外在的考驗，不怨天尤人，進而學習成長，一旦通過考驗，您的成就將不可限量，是領袖級的人物。
您本命五行火太旺，心血管機能比較弱，容易有高血壓，高血脂，心跳，婦科的問題。
根據命理分析，您天生心血管功能比較差，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是長青春痘，口舌生瘡，經期比較久，量比較少等問題，但是如果您現在不照顧心血管及內分泌系統，隨著年紀越來越大就很容易有高血壓、高血脂、心跳不正常、眼壓過高的問題，甚至容易導致心血管功能異常、內分泌系統異常、腸阻塞脹氣、心律不整、心室肥大、腦溢血、中風、視力病變、婦科疾病等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的心血管功能。此外，請您要定時檢查心血管功能，更要注意家族裡是否有遺傳性的心血管病史，由於體質偏向心虛血弱，所以盡量不要喝冰的飲料，以免傷了元氣。此外，所謂「病從口入」，人類大部分的疾病來源都跟飲食有關，根據中醫理論，食物可以分成金、木、水、火、土等五種五行。您似乎應該蠻能接受帶有苦味的食物，例如黑咖啡，巧克力等，應該都符合您的口味。因此，您的細胞中，充滿太多「火」的五行，會導致健康，財運與事業的不圓滿建議您平時最好能飲食均衡，菜色均衡，則陰陽五行調和，生活美滿幸福。
但是您八字缺金，呼吸系統機能也比較弱，容易呼吸不順，感冒咳嗽，或有氣喘等症狀。
根據命理分析，您天生呼吸系統功能比較差，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是容易鼻子過敏、流鼻水、咳嗽、感冒、胸悶、腹瀉或便秘，但隨著年紀越來越大，呼吸系統需要更多的照顧，不然很容易導致鼻竇炎、氣喘、肺炎、支氣管炎、大腸息肉、直腸炎等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，而且千萬不能抽菸，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的呼吸系統。此外，您是屬於比較隨性的類型，凡事方便就好，因此不會很注重居住空間以及工作環境的品質。您做事情也比較心急，缺乏耐心，所以您與其他人相處的關係並不是那麼的融洽，也缺少貴人的提攜。如果您想改變這種現象，要開始練習腹式呼吸，此外，要保持週邊環境的空氣新鮮，通風順暢，尤其晚上睡覺的時候，臥房千萬不可緊閉門窗。只要您體內的氧氣充足，那您的命運將會有很大的改變，身體健康，財運順利，事業圓滿，家庭幸福。
簡易愛情分析，您會有一個條件好的先生。您的愛情稱得上是兩情相悅，而且他不是大男人主義者，凡事都很尊重您。您們的交往，不僅有愛情美好的一面，也兼顧到愛情現實的問題。
您愛情的模式，根據命理分析，您對於心儀的異性，很容易心動，但對方常常沒有行動，您也不好意思倒過來追求，所以常常無疾而終。一般來說，異性對您的第一印象都不會太深，您是需要經過交往的階段，異性才會發現您的氣質，優點與內在美。換句話說，您很容易第一眼就喜歡上一個人，如果您剛開始不喜歡這個人，經過長時間相處也不會喜歡上他。相反地，您的戀愛對象不容易第一眼就喜歡上您，卻很可能經過長時間相處而喜歡上您。因此，如果您在等待美好的愛情，您可以試著把自己的內在美透過各種方式表現出來，多參加各種活動，多培養各種興趣，多接觸不同人群，如此您會在不知不覺中，讓您的內在美隨時展現，愛情才會更順利。在人生的旅程中，您的戀愛或結婚對象很有可能是先經由親友介紹或相親而認識，因為您對於愛情比較不太有經驗，也不善於包裝自己、行銷自己，有時更怯於表達自己的感情，碰到喜歡的人也多半停留在欣賞的階段，不僅不容易給對方一點暗示，更不會表白或倒追，因此不僅錯失許多機會，更在心中產生既期待又怕受傷害的感覺，反而更不容易擦出愛的火花。您若是對象還沒有出現，不要心急，在您身邊確定有人正喜歡著您，只要您真心誠意給對方一點暗示，幸福就在您身邊。
簡易財運事業分析，您不容易守財，也不容易儲蓄，每次累積到一定的財富就會發生一些事情讓您花錢。
根據命理分析，您不容易守財，也不容易儲蓄，每次累積到一定的財富就會發生一些事情讓您花錢。您對於生命比較達觀，因此不會對自己，也不會對家人或朋友太小氣。在您手頭比較緊的時候，該花的錢您還是會花，不會一毛不拔；在您手頭比較寬裕的時候，您花錢會很大方，不會對自己、家人或朋友小氣，正因為如此，您當然不容易存錢。此外，您很容易因為朋友的介紹而做了某些投資，而且常常虧本。這是因為您的個性交遊廣闊，也認識很多人，所以當朋友來找您投資時，您不容易分辨風險，也不容易拒絕，所以當然很容易虧本。如果以一生的時間來衡量，您今生大部份的財富會被您拿來做自己想做的事情，您會認為您使用過的金錢才是您真正擁有的財富。之後，這些財富大半會遺留給子孫。
根據命理來分析您的個性，潛意識，以及行為模式，您是屬於「太陽命」，因此您天生具有太陽的特質，開朗活潑，熱心大方，不會斤斤計較，也不喜歡搞小團體，對於公理正義非常執著。太陽在天空發光發熱，因此您天生具有老大命，也有領袖命，有表現欲望，但也有犧牲奉獻的精神。太陽不會依自己的喜好來照耀大地，每一個地區都會受到普照，因此您喜歡一視同仁，公私分明，不喜歡有人假公濟私，或搞小團體。太陽每天東昇西降，規律運行，沒有人能改變太陽的軌道，因此您也很有規律性以及耐心，極少半途而廢，而且您也不能接受有人命令您要做什麼，或不做什麼。此外，您喜歡老實誠信的人，不喜歡自以為是的人，而能讓您佩服的人，多半是有想法，才華與智慧的人，能夠在心靈上讓您提昇的人。您的一生，像太陽一樣，發光發熱，受到眾人矚目。但是陽光有時候也會被烏雲遮蔽，讓您覺得力不從心，有時候陽光炎熱，您善意付出，卻造成別人的壓力，也會讓您很無奈，這些都是您的磨練，只要您經得起外在的考驗，不怨天尤人，進而學習成長，一旦通過考驗，您的成就將不可限量，是領袖級的人物。
您本命五行火太旺，心血管機能比較弱，容易有高血壓，高血脂，心跳，婦科的問題。
根據命理分析，您天生心血管功能比較差，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是長青春痘，口舌生瘡，經期比較久，量比較少等問題，但是如果您現在不照顧心血管及內分泌系統，隨著年紀越來越大就很容易有高血壓、高血脂、心跳不正常、眼壓過高的問題，甚至容易導致心血管功能異常、內分泌系統異常、腸阻塞脹氣、心律不整、心室肥大、腦溢血、中風、視力病變、婦科疾病等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的心血管功能。此外，請您要定時檢查心血管功能，更要注意家族裡是否有遺傳性的心血管病史，由於體質偏向心虛血弱，所以盡量不要喝冰的飲料，以免傷了元氣。此外，所謂「病從口入」，人類大部分的疾病來源都跟飲食有關，根據中醫理論，食物可以分成金、木、水、火、土等五種五行。您似乎應該蠻能接受帶有苦味的食物，例如黑咖啡，巧克力等，應該都符合您的口味。因此，您的細胞中，充滿太多「火」的五行，會導致健康，財運與事業的不圓滿建議您平時最好能飲食均衡，菜色均衡，則陰陽五行調和，生活美滿幸福。
但是您八字缺金，呼吸系統機能也比較弱，容易呼吸不順，感冒咳嗽，或有氣喘等症狀。
根據命理分析，您天生呼吸系統功能比較差，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是容易鼻子過敏、流鼻水、咳嗽、感冒、胸悶、腹瀉或便秘，但隨著年紀越來越大，呼吸系統需要更多的照顧，不然很容易導致鼻竇炎、氣喘、肺炎、支氣管炎、大腸息肉、直腸炎等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，而且千萬不能抽菸，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的呼吸系統。此外，您是屬於比較隨性的類型，凡事方便就好，因此不會很注重居住空間以及工作環境的品質。您做事情也比較心急，缺乏耐心，所以您與其他人相處的關係並不是那麼的融洽，也缺少貴人的提攜。如果您想改變這種現象，要開始練習腹式呼吸，此外，要保持週邊環境的空氣新鮮，通風順暢，尤其晚上睡覺的時候，臥房千萬不可緊閉門窗。只要您體內的氧氣充足，那您的命運將會有很大的改變，身體健康，財運順利，事業圓滿，家庭幸福。
簡易愛情分析，您會有一個條件好的先生。您的愛情稱得上是兩情相悅，而且他不是大男人主義者，凡事都很尊重您。您們的交往，不僅有愛情美好的一面，也兼顧到愛情現實的問題。
您愛情的模式，根據命理分析，您對於心儀的異性，很容易心動，但對方常常沒有行動，您也不好意思倒過來追求，所以常常無疾而終。一般來說，異性對您的第一印象都不會太深，您是需要經過交往的階段，異性才會發現您的氣質，優點與內在美。換句話說，您很容易第一眼就喜歡上一個人，如果您剛開始不喜歡這個人，經過長時間相處也不會喜歡上他。相反地，您的戀愛對象不容易第一眼就喜歡上您，卻很可能經過長時間相處而喜歡上您。因此，如果您在等待美好的愛情，您可以試著把自己的內在美透過各種方式表現出來，多參加各種活動，多培養各種興趣，多接觸不同人群，如此您會在不知不覺中，讓您的內在美隨時展現，愛情才會更順利。在人生的旅程中，您的戀愛或結婚對象很有可能是先經由親友介紹或相親而認識，因為您對於愛情比較不太有經驗，也不善於包裝自己、行銷自己，有時更怯於表達自己的感情，碰到喜歡的人也多半停留在欣賞的階段，不僅不容易給對方一點暗示，更不會表白或倒追，因此不僅錯失許多機會，更在心中產生既期待又怕受傷害的感覺，反而更不容易擦出愛的火花。您若是對象還沒有出現，不要心急，在您身邊確定有人正喜歡著您，只要您真心誠意給對方一點暗示，幸福就在您身邊。
簡易財運事業分析，您不容易守財，也不容易儲蓄，每次累積到一定的財富就會發生一些事情讓您花錢。
根據命理分析，您不容易守財，也不容易儲蓄，每次累積到一定的財富就會發生一些事情讓您花錢。您對於生命比較達觀，因此不會對自己，也不會對家人或朋友太小氣。在您手頭比較緊的時候，該花的錢您還是會花，不會一毛不拔；在您手頭比較寬裕的時候，您花錢會很大方，不會對自己、家人或朋友小氣，正因為如此，您當然不容易存錢。此外，您很容易因為朋友的介紹而做了某些投資，而且常常虧本。這是因為您的個性交遊廣闊，也認識很多人，所以當朋友來找您投資時，您不容易分辨風險，也不容易拒絕，所以當然很容易虧本。如果以一生的時間來衡量，您今生大部份的財富會被您拿來做自己想做的事情，您會認為您使用過的金錢才是您真正擁有的財富。之後，這些財富大半會遺留給子孫。
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
two days of new campus-ing.
three days into the new semester.
a new start. and work is piling up. I ought to work hard. no more play play and play. I have to be guai, at least have to be guai-er this semester onwards. harder syllabus, more effort needed. print out notes, do tutorial work, prepare for lecture and read ahead. first of all, I need text books. 2nd hand ones, preferbly, for business law. will buy management one gua, since will be majoring it. haha, actually last semester I bought accounting because I thought I will be majoring it. and now have to sell it off. RM20 depreciation, not a lot, because I didn't really use my book much. haha, what a superb student.
had business lecture as my first lesson of the semester. oh man, what a wonderful and interesting start. anyway the lecture sounds ok larh. guess that's an interesting but a bit wordy unit. phew, meaning that need to vomit blood in producing assignments and need to waste brain cells to digest whatever is presented. then hor, every assessment is going to be case problem. oh my tian, (@_@)...
then had marketing and business law tutorial today. shan't talk much about these classes. had the usual introduction. what's following it I can't remember. probably I haven't been attending any classes for so long, I don't seem to be receiving whatever that is being told. I just know that I have marketing presentation on week 2 tutorial, which is 2 weeks from now, I have an assignment on hand and I need to be doing my work in order to score well for this unit.
ok, at this moment have to thank one person. thank you, adam! heh, must thank him because he settled my business law text problem!!! sommor got notes, answers and bla bla bla... oh man, such a kind guy!!! wahahaha, fang xin, I will take good good care of the books and other stuff one! =) thank you once again and all the best for this new semester! =)
busy discussing about wee lian's birthday present. such a ma fan fellow. and I thought everybody has forgotten about it since its the first week of school and everybody is like kind of 'far' away... blame it on the new campus? or blame it on ourselves? I just feel that everybody is like so far apart that we are not that close anymore. I never get to talk to so many people that I suddenly feel lonely in that biggg campus. oh man, I am just being perasan?
the new campus hor, I shall continue about it the next time. this post is like staying on my screen for so long and I didn't type much. too busy MSN-ing. that's why I say, its not so easy to blog when you are signed into MSN. especially when you have something to discuss about.
kk, chao!
love and regards to all readers of this blog! =)
three days into the new semester.
a new start. and work is piling up. I ought to work hard. no more play play and play. I have to be guai, at least have to be guai-er this semester onwards. harder syllabus, more effort needed. print out notes, do tutorial work, prepare for lecture and read ahead. first of all, I need text books. 2nd hand ones, preferbly, for business law. will buy management one gua, since will be majoring it. haha, actually last semester I bought accounting because I thought I will be majoring it. and now have to sell it off. RM20 depreciation, not a lot, because I didn't really use my book much. haha, what a superb student.
had business lecture as my first lesson of the semester. oh man, what a wonderful and interesting start. anyway the lecture sounds ok larh. guess that's an interesting but a bit wordy unit. phew, meaning that need to vomit blood in producing assignments and need to waste brain cells to digest whatever is presented. then hor, every assessment is going to be case problem. oh my tian, (@_@)...
then had marketing and business law tutorial today. shan't talk much about these classes. had the usual introduction. what's following it I can't remember. probably I haven't been attending any classes for so long, I don't seem to be receiving whatever that is being told. I just know that I have marketing presentation on week 2 tutorial, which is 2 weeks from now, I have an assignment on hand and I need to be doing my work in order to score well for this unit.
ok, at this moment have to thank one person. thank you, adam! heh, must thank him because he settled my business law text problem!!! sommor got notes, answers and bla bla bla... oh man, such a kind guy!!! wahahaha, fang xin, I will take good good care of the books and other stuff one! =) thank you once again and all the best for this new semester! =)
busy discussing about wee lian's birthday present. such a ma fan fellow. and I thought everybody has forgotten about it since its the first week of school and everybody is like kind of 'far' away... blame it on the new campus? or blame it on ourselves? I just feel that everybody is like so far apart that we are not that close anymore. I never get to talk to so many people that I suddenly feel lonely in that biggg campus. oh man, I am just being perasan?
the new campus hor, I shall continue about it the next time. this post is like staying on my screen for so long and I didn't type much. too busy MSN-ing. that's why I say, its not so easy to blog when you are signed into MSN. especially when you have something to discuss about.
kk, chao!
love and regards to all readers of this blog! =)
Monday, July 16, 2007
tired.
something's going on. I start to realise that there's a limit to the extend which I can give in. but I chose to keep quiet. probably by kicking a big fuss certain things will be easily solved. but I choose to keep quiet. I choose to take a step back and look at things from a fuller perspective. but that doesn't mean that I am resigning to fate. I am just taking a slightly different approach.
keeping quiet. watching from different angle. looking at things from all points. hoping to get a different understanding.
school starts tml. I hope that I am changing for good.
this is yet a random post.
something's going on. I start to realise that there's a limit to the extend which I can give in. but I chose to keep quiet. probably by kicking a big fuss certain things will be easily solved. but I choose to keep quiet. I choose to take a step back and look at things from a fuller perspective. but that doesn't mean that I am resigning to fate. I am just taking a slightly different approach.
keeping quiet. watching from different angle. looking at things from all points. hoping to get a different understanding.
school starts tml. I hope that I am changing for good.
this is yet a random post.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
what an exciting 24 hours. in the end I am back in JB again. mwahahaha.
going to collect myKad today. that's the main reason why I travelled 800 km within 24 hours. perhaps I really don't want to go back gua, if not I don't know why I feel safer right now sitting at home blogging. oh my shen, I didn't know that I miss my home so much. is it tha or something else?
anyway, paid my school fees liao. not just because I wanted to 38 the new campus lorh. its because me and my parents were waiting for the kitchen cabinet person that is located in subang jaya. so shun bian go and pay lorh! haha, the finance is in a hidden corner right behind the reception counter. yuppp. and then I realise they accept credit card payment, with 2% card charges. haha, 2% is like RM250 lorh, I don't think anyody with the correct mind will pay by card. siao, you give me RM 250, I write you cheque arh!!!
so wasted 2+ hours in the kitchen cabinet shop. design, choose material, explore on all the different kinds of ding ding dong dong available. not to say waste of time larh, but then I really did nothing there. so I ended up reading MYC and AstroGuide. afterwhich I was so sian-ed that I started SMS-ing everybody. that's the extend of how sian-ed I am. settled that and went uptown for some lousy chicken rice. bleah, zao zhi dao go eat xiao long bao...
the air-con man came to take the measurements in the evening. settled that and finally confirmed one contractor. the only ma fan thing is that the compressors are not allowed to be mounted onto the wall. irritating management, waste my yard space... haiz, and my daddy was being a little pattern larh, he want to put 6 air-cons in a 1565 sq feet unit. oh my tian, he is just so pattern.
headed for dinner at san francisco. on the way received a SMS saying that results are out. bleah, from that point onwards I no longer feel that time is passing by. every single minute felt like a year. food was ok I guess, all the time my mind was just filled with the idea of finishing food as quickly as possible. haiz, damn kan cheong about my results. I mean like one semester's effort and all my precious time being dumped into getting good grades leh. moreover I was getting worried for my microecons.
literally 'flew' back to the house in order to receive the judgement. it turned out to be ok larh. as expected, what I am worried about got a little screwed. but the rest are still alright. I seriously think that its alright lorh. I mean like, I had results that are not alright before and this time I know its alright. kind of satisfied liao lorh, considering the amount of hard work that I put in. shan't expect for more.
oh yar, one thing to be excited and happy about, is that I NO LONGER NEED TO TAKE ECONS ANYMORE!!! heh, econs, please ke tepi!!! cleared my microecons. yay!!!
10pm onwards, travelling on the highway at a speed of 160 km/h.
1am, safely sleeping soundly on my bed! =)
and I forgot to check my malay results. stupid. and its not out yettt...
going to collect myKad today. that's the main reason why I travelled 800 km within 24 hours. perhaps I really don't want to go back gua, if not I don't know why I feel safer right now sitting at home blogging. oh my shen, I didn't know that I miss my home so much. is it tha or something else?
anyway, paid my school fees liao. not just because I wanted to 38 the new campus lorh. its because me and my parents were waiting for the kitchen cabinet person that is located in subang jaya. so shun bian go and pay lorh! haha, the finance is in a hidden corner right behind the reception counter. yuppp. and then I realise they accept credit card payment, with 2% card charges. haha, 2% is like RM250 lorh, I don't think anyody with the correct mind will pay by card. siao, you give me RM 250, I write you cheque arh!!!
so wasted 2+ hours in the kitchen cabinet shop. design, choose material, explore on all the different kinds of ding ding dong dong available. not to say waste of time larh, but then I really did nothing there. so I ended up reading MYC and AstroGuide. afterwhich I was so sian-ed that I started SMS-ing everybody. that's the extend of how sian-ed I am. settled that and went uptown for some lousy chicken rice. bleah, zao zhi dao go eat xiao long bao...
the air-con man came to take the measurements in the evening. settled that and finally confirmed one contractor. the only ma fan thing is that the compressors are not allowed to be mounted onto the wall. irritating management, waste my yard space... haiz, and my daddy was being a little pattern larh, he want to put 6 air-cons in a 1565 sq feet unit. oh my tian, he is just so pattern.
headed for dinner at san francisco. on the way received a SMS saying that results are out. bleah, from that point onwards I no longer feel that time is passing by. every single minute felt like a year. food was ok I guess, all the time my mind was just filled with the idea of finishing food as quickly as possible. haiz, damn kan cheong about my results. I mean like one semester's effort and all my precious time being dumped into getting good grades leh. moreover I was getting worried for my microecons.
literally 'flew' back to the house in order to receive the judgement. it turned out to be ok larh. as expected, what I am worried about got a little screwed. but the rest are still alright. I seriously think that its alright lorh. I mean like, I had results that are not alright before and this time I know its alright. kind of satisfied liao lorh, considering the amount of hard work that I put in. shan't expect for more.
oh yar, one thing to be excited and happy about, is that I NO LONGER NEED TO TAKE ECONS ANYMORE!!! heh, econs, please ke tepi!!! cleared my microecons. yay!!!
10pm onwards, travelling on the highway at a speed of 160 km/h.
1am, safely sleeping soundly on my bed! =)
and I forgot to check my malay results. stupid. and its not out yettt...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
throughout this whole holidays, I have tried not only once seated in front of my labtop and not know what to blog about. time flies, and its now a time to round up my stay at home. wOw, such a short and yet long stay. not knowing what to blog about, most of the time is not knowing what exactly to type. so many things to be stated, so little energy and time that I have to note it all down. a responsible blogger? I don't think so. haha =)
anyway, this holidays passed just too quickly for me to sit down and think about everything. everyday seem to be filled with lots of lots of memories that is to be entered into my mind. no matter is out there with friends or just staying at home with mummy, everyday is just so meaningful! remembering I once said that my distance with my family has drifted apart due to my secondary studies, I now take back 60% of what is said.
but its never enough. I can never have enough time to meet up with all the long lost people. kylie, zhangwei, sharon, libing, elaine, alisa, fangxuan... ok, forgive me if I didn't mention your name here, but please believe that you are always in my mind. one thing to be glad, I managed to go back and take a quick look at the band. I may not be a part of it anymore, but I hope that I can just take a peep at their practise.
sorry to those people that expected me to play for alumni. I had to make a wise decision. I always wanted a win-win situation, but there's never such a choice open to me. wanting to experience that moment again, I start to think that it is impossible. suan le, anyway I am no longer in the band anymore and its no longer a commitment to me. perhaps years later if I can make it, then I shall be back lorh.
having too many things in my mind to think. suddenly I start to run out of what to write. wahaha, k larh, shall stop here. =)
anyway, this holidays passed just too quickly for me to sit down and think about everything. everyday seem to be filled with lots of lots of memories that is to be entered into my mind. no matter is out there with friends or just staying at home with mummy, everyday is just so meaningful! remembering I once said that my distance with my family has drifted apart due to my secondary studies, I now take back 60% of what is said.
but its never enough. I can never have enough time to meet up with all the long lost people. kylie, zhangwei, sharon, libing, elaine, alisa, fangxuan... ok, forgive me if I didn't mention your name here, but please believe that you are always in my mind. one thing to be glad, I managed to go back and take a quick look at the band. I may not be a part of it anymore, but I hope that I can just take a peep at their practise.
sorry to those people that expected me to play for alumni. I had to make a wise decision. I always wanted a win-win situation, but there's never such a choice open to me. wanting to experience that moment again, I start to think that it is impossible. suan le, anyway I am no longer in the band anymore and its no longer a commitment to me. perhaps years later if I can make it, then I shall be back lorh.
having too many things in my mind to think. suddenly I start to run out of what to write. wahaha, k larh, shall stop here. =)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Monday, July 09, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
pardon me, but I am going to blog about something sensitive.
*please do not get the wrong idea. nothing happened to me.*
Death. so near yet so far. nobody knows when exactly one will die. I guess nobody wants to know it. it limits our time, summarises a list of to-do and bring about various kinds of feelings. ok, some people knows that their time will come soon, that's why they enjoy having the right to complete things before they're gone. but what if those that don't have the luxury of time to complete things that they want to do?
everyone of us that is healthy and moving about will rarely think of death. mostly its because we are all too preoccupied with our daily agendas. having to complete daily tasks and to spend time resting ourselves, we simply do not have any more extra efforts to be spent on thinking about it.
read an article on sinchew this morning. and this post is more or less 'inspired' by it. =)
ok, will transfer some of what is printed in the papers here.
***
我叫李燕，女，今年29岁。从1岁起就得了'进行性营养不良症'，直到5岁才确诊。4岁至6岁双腿瘫痪，11岁坐轮椅，11至23岁右大臂小臂瘫痪，26至28岁全身瘫软加重，坐立比较困难。从10岁起就丧失翻身能力至今。
随着年龄的成长，病情越来越重，我的吃，喝，拉，撒，睡甚至一点一滴全都要靠父母来料理。父母在这28年来寸步不离地陪伴我，忍受着病魔带给他们身体和精神上极大的痛苦。可是，父母也已是花甲之年，老了抱不动我了，我的病情也在一步步加重，慢慢地，五脏六腑和吞咽功能都会丧失。我不想以后父母不在了，跟着哥嫂生活，更不想到孤儿院或福利院去生活，因为离开了父母我就是离开了天堂，生不如死。
所以，我想在我还能坐立，语言还没有丧失之前，申请安乐死，并把身体上能用的器官，如角膜，肝脏，肾脏甚至是心脏全都无偿地捐献给需要的人们，遗体也无偿地捐献给国家进行医疗研究。
我不怕死，但我怕痛苦的活着。
为什么要死？
"因为我现在的身体情况，这样的生活是种耻辱。"
"死亡是不会今天就来的，但是最后它是要来的，而且它就在那儿。"
"为什么要来质问我？是因为我说过我想死？好像我是个疯子一样？"
"我没法把手伸向你，更没法碰到你。这是不可实现的历程，是个妄想，是个梦。所以我期待死亡。"
雷蒙，你为什么总是笑呢？
"我不能逃避要依靠别人的时候，我就要学会面带微笑。"
"我想的是将来。"
你的将来是什么？
"死亡。和你的将来一样。最后面临的都是死亡。"
***
劝你好好活的人，也是爱你的人。
***
living and being dead. what is the difference? I don't think anybody can make that comparison. death is so vague a word that nobody can define it accurately. often when we are dead then we will start to appreciate life in a way that we don't when we're alive. but there's no chance of turning back. therefore I think that when we're alive, live with no regrets.
as for the girl in the news that expressed her stand for opting an euthanasia, I hope that before she dies off she can live the best out of her life. despite not being able to stand and not able to be like a normal person, I hope that she doesn't waste her time living. most importantly, I think she should really let her parents know that their care for her is not for nothing.
because we all care. being alive or dead, there's somebody out there that cares.
*please do not get the wrong idea. nothing happened to me.*
Death. so near yet so far. nobody knows when exactly one will die. I guess nobody wants to know it. it limits our time, summarises a list of to-do and bring about various kinds of feelings. ok, some people knows that their time will come soon, that's why they enjoy having the right to complete things before they're gone. but what if those that don't have the luxury of time to complete things that they want to do?
everyone of us that is healthy and moving about will rarely think of death. mostly its because we are all too preoccupied with our daily agendas. having to complete daily tasks and to spend time resting ourselves, we simply do not have any more extra efforts to be spent on thinking about it.
read an article on sinchew this morning. and this post is more or less 'inspired' by it. =)
ok, will transfer some of what is printed in the papers here.
***
我叫李燕，女，今年29岁。从1岁起就得了'进行性营养不良症'，直到5岁才确诊。4岁至6岁双腿瘫痪，11岁坐轮椅，11至23岁右大臂小臂瘫痪，26至28岁全身瘫软加重，坐立比较困难。从10岁起就丧失翻身能力至今。
随着年龄的成长，病情越来越重，我的吃，喝，拉，撒，睡甚至一点一滴全都要靠父母来料理。父母在这28年来寸步不离地陪伴我，忍受着病魔带给他们身体和精神上极大的痛苦。可是，父母也已是花甲之年，老了抱不动我了，我的病情也在一步步加重，慢慢地，五脏六腑和吞咽功能都会丧失。我不想以后父母不在了，跟着哥嫂生活，更不想到孤儿院或福利院去生活，因为离开了父母我就是离开了天堂，生不如死。
所以，我想在我还能坐立，语言还没有丧失之前，申请安乐死，并把身体上能用的器官，如角膜，肝脏，肾脏甚至是心脏全都无偿地捐献给需要的人们，遗体也无偿地捐献给国家进行医疗研究。
我不怕死，但我怕痛苦的活着。
-摘自星洲日报副刊(050707)
***为什么要死？
"因为我现在的身体情况，这样的生活是种耻辱。"
"死亡是不会今天就来的，但是最后它是要来的，而且它就在那儿。"
"为什么要来质问我？是因为我说过我想死？好像我是个疯子一样？"
"我没法把手伸向你，更没法碰到你。这是不可实现的历程，是个妄想，是个梦。所以我期待死亡。"
雷蒙，你为什么总是笑呢？
"我不能逃避要依靠别人的时候，我就要学会面带微笑。"
"我想的是将来。"
你的将来是什么？
"死亡。和你的将来一样。最后面临的都是死亡。"
***
劝你好好活的人，也是爱你的人。
***
living and being dead. what is the difference? I don't think anybody can make that comparison. death is so vague a word that nobody can define it accurately. often when we are dead then we will start to appreciate life in a way that we don't when we're alive. but there's no chance of turning back. therefore I think that when we're alive, live with no regrets.
as for the girl in the news that expressed her stand for opting an euthanasia, I hope that before she dies off she can live the best out of her life. despite not being able to stand and not able to be like a normal person, I hope that she doesn't waste her time living. most importantly, I think she should really let her parents know that their care for her is not for nothing.
because we all care. being alive or dead, there's somebody out there that cares.