Malaysia boleh! =)

ok, blogging on malaysia's 50th birthday.
to me, essentially its a day of public holiday for me to recharge myself larh.
however my house is now filled with a whole bunch of kids.
rarrr, some of them are still guai, but some... I just couldn't stand it.
somehow I start to think that being a parent is not a simple job.
well, and I absolutely peifu how my parents used to bring me up.
I mean like, how they used to ren and ren all my nonsense and still love me so much.
thanks dad! thanks mum!
haha,I am glad for that strict upbringing, because now I finally understand the importance of it.
looking at how some of my cousins behave, hai... *sigh* *shake head* *no eye see*

had an interesting night last night. whee...
I know its totally wrong to destress myself before I start work on assignments.
well, but since its a holiday today and its supposed to be a break,
haha, I do deserve some form of entertainment what...
chiong-ed out with dajie and erjie after money caps...
ok, went to pyramid with the intention of watching rat-a-too-ee...
but because of the laupok timings that we planned to watch,
there isn't a show at that time.
so *splash* and the plan was estinguished.

then went to gai gai... tried clothes and found one that is rather nice.
haha, esprit leh, one blouse also more than RM50... haizzz...
hand head a bit tight arh... (direct translation)
ah dak and tien lui and aiyeen came over to dine with us after that.
had genki for dinner!!!
ok I know the sushi there isn't that great larh, but still, better than nothing! =)

after dinner had baskin robbins!!! mint chocolate and butter pecan. *yum yum*
haha, bought that precisely because there's the 31% discount.
got inspired by ivy's picture and decided to take something that looked similar.
but I very lazy to take it out from the SD card larh, so leave it first... heh...
sent dajie and erjie back to apartment, then aiyeen and tien lui back to condo.
being a kind and nice girl, I sent ah dak to the curve.
pro leh, I dropped him behind the curve, because apparently the whole world is there.
I didn't ask if he reached the mac's in the end, but I shall presume that he's ok larh...
came back and then it was 2230. whoa... so late sia...

didn't count down because I was too tired.
didn't count down because I am not allowed to be out at night.
didn't count down because I can't be bothered.
didn't count down because I had to be home 'early'.
didn't count down because I just didn't count down.

wahahaha, work is piling and I am not preparing to do any of them.
lalala, I can bye-bye liao.
oh yar, and I figured out my money caps already! *claps*

k larh, my house gonna topple because of all those little kids.
have to go liao, before my house collapse.
rrrRRRrrr, my future daughter better be guai. if not I swear I will strangle her to death!!!
haha.

my cousin, with the name of weasley, is so irritating that I feel like skinning him alive!!!
rarRRRRRRRRRR...
kids being kids.
I want to be a kid lorh! but I will be a guai kid. =)

I just finished my HRM presentation. phew! *wipe sweat*
comments: focus on graduate trainee recruitment and not graduate trainee selection.
oops. haha, must do it more nicely in the assignment le worhhh...
ok, firstly, probably I should start by finding out what's the difference if both.
good job. well done. I am over and done with presentation. =)


going to start on the essay now. 2000 words.
'Using HRM theories and concepts, describe and critically evaluate how graduate trainee recruitment can impact positively on an organization.'
industry chosen is accounting firms. models chosen being harvard and guest.
RECRUITMENT and not selection.
die die have to come out with the structure by today.
start working on the parts by tml.

hopefully by this week I can get it done. *wish wish*
at the most next week die die must finish larh!
heading and sub-headings.
guess I should get work started.
oh my tian, I am stressed.


assignment 2 is going to screw me up. 2500 words. case study.
Atkinson General. haizzz...
worse of all, its due on 17th september. week 10 lorh!
and I have a law assignment due that time too. woohoo.

law assignment 2. 1700 words. 2 case studies.
restaurant contract as well as a golf course thingy.
rubbish. and I just went to THOL library to get some resources.
a few hundred pages of readings.
@_@
the structure of this should be out by this weekend.
*wish hope pray*

the worse is next week my money caps assignment is due.
2000 words. loanable funds and cash rates.
oh my tian, and I don't even know what are these...
journals ain't going to help at this stage because I haven't even grab the concept of it.
I need some energy and eyes to help me read through and understand the textbook.
wahahaha, and I don't even know which part of the textbook talks about it.
I am so gone case.

end of day conclusion:
2000+2500+1700+2000=8200 WORDS!!!
oh my goodness... @_@
oh my tian... please unscrew me...
I am screwed!

work time work time work time work time...

shhh...

if there is one movie that you feel like watching this year, please go and support this show.
ok larh, I am not entirely a jay chou fan or something larh...
but after watching this movie, I am really gan dong-ed.
yup. and the sweet sweet part is really nice lorh...
even though the whole plot actually sounds illogical.
one thing for sure, the music from the whole show is enjoyable.
its good.
=)

surprisingly gui lun mei is rather pretty.
especially her hair.
I think it suits her face a lot.
and seriously, she's pretty.
the way she talks a bit the pattern larh.
those that wants to know more should just go and watch that show.

***
first night coming online in the new house.
streamyx just got in. *yay!*
ok. I feel connected. like finally.
without the world of www and .com, it didn't feel like a world.
probably a bit exagerated larh... but its kind of true.
I wasn't used to it.
and as a result of being greedy, I cacat-ed my system by attempting to run too may things.
as usual larh, being a not pro de user, heh...

a lot of work to do arh!
and I realise I seriously need to do my HRM slides.
because I HAVE PRESENTATION ON TUESDAY!!!
ok, its tuesday, 28th of August.
I need to give it a best shot as I have a feeling that if I don't, I can bye-bye HRM liao...
4 journals required. die.
I so hate that whoever that invented the thing called 'academic journals'.
*rarrr* feel like skinning whoever that is.
and I need to at least be clear of what I am presenting.
like be clear on the models and theories that I am going to use.
this is like so ... ... ...

HRM HRM HRM HRM HRM HRM HRM HRM HRM
I am managing stress level.
I am managing it right now.
I am effectively managing it.
RARRRrrrRRRrrrRRRrrrRRR.

***
before I forget, let me wish my dear senior with the name EE VIEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
ok. I sms-ed her but she didn't reply.
I wonder if she flew off to london.
hmmm...

***
I ought to get back to work.
if not I think I can bye-bye liao.
chao!
a lot og things haven't write yet.
not free ah...
and my wish is to have 30 hours a day with extra sleeping time.
=)
wait long long ba...

ok. so its another week that I haven't been posting.
as usual, busssssssyyyyyyyy...
argh, I can see my tombstone appearing right in front of me now...
and definately I am walking towards it.

I know that all of you all out there preparing for your As' prelims are very stressed.
well, just some words to say here:
hey peeps, you all did it once in Os (if not, sec 4 finals).
we've all been through it before.
I believe that you guys can do it.
hang in there! jiayou! jiayou!
all the best and look forward to the LONG holidays tagging after that! =)

haha, I am so going crazy... just read the money caps text and understood what's project finance.
next week I will be presenting on graduate trainee recruitment.
week after that will be my finance assignment due.
following that will be HRM report.
the last shot will be HRM 2nd assignment together with law assignment.
I think I mentioned this before.
whatever. I am yet so stressed up with all the work.

bless me.
everything else is fine and I am still playing my time away.
*guilty*
watched perfect stranger.
going to watch bu neng shuo de mi mi.
and all the other stuff to entertain me is on the way!
*whee*

***
perfect stranger.
somehow the movie sparked off some of my thoughts.
shall talk about it when I am really free.
anyway, stranger, definition?
people with completely no relationship?
what about the passer-by that walked passed your door 10 minutes ago?

strangers can do good and bad things to you.
good, if you dare to accept.
bad, if he/she is up to no good.
strangers... how many strangers have I met?
how many friends didn't start from being strangers?
haha. its just happens so miraculously.
life marh...

***
k larh. need to go for lunch liao. chao!

ps: streamyx coming to my house by today. *claps* *yay!*

wahahaha...
the slightest intention of crashing macroeconomics lecture is dashed.
its because dr tee was being so efficient that she finished half the lecture 5.
ok, and I don't have the notes of lecture 5.

finished my law assignment liao...
not going to take a second look at it because I know for sure I will change something in it.
then as I was printing, I realise that I finished using the last sheet of a4 paper of my printer.
phew, luckily the assignment still complete, if not I will tear the house down.
but as a result of that, I was not able to print HRM slides.
and mana tahu today she will touch on it neh...
I mean like, normally she's one lectre behind de marh...
mana tahu today the job analysis and job design part she finish half way...

aiya, suppose to go and pei dajie for macro lecture...
haizzz... no fate gua... probably I am just so not fated with economics.
heh, now in the library blogging.
a bit lucky today because I get to sit in front of a comp right after I entered the library =)
and the feng shui of this place is like good, because I don't feel any air-con blasting at me.

tml got karnival.
due to the simplest fact that the karnival will be held in the car park...
I AM FORCED TO WALK TO SCHOOL.
ok, I got a coupon to park in the condo parking, but I will have to walk to school.
and that is saddd... because I am suppose to drive to school. =(

need to complete the marketing submission by tml as well.
solving the parking bay issue won't be an easy research to do.
a simple marketing research within 2 pages. wOw...
I wonder...

ok, and I have a lot of things waiting for me to complete.
HRM presentation + marketing test on week 7.
money caps assignment due week 8.
HRM assignment 1 due week 9.
HRM assignment 2 + business law assignment 2 due week 10.

this is week 5 and its ending soon.
I will have to be hardworking during the following times.
if not I will sure cry de.
jiayou for me! =)

I haven't been blogging for a week. *claps*
for a constant blogger like me, that's so abnormal.
ok, several issues to address... here goes...

first and foremost, I am terribly sick.
well, had the usual routine of fever and throat DISCOMFORT.
that was on friday.
luckily I finished my first round of presentations by that time.
money caps on friday.
it was alright larh, just a bit of ah-ee-eh-oh here and there lorh.

then on saturday, I LOST MY VOICE!!!
bloody hell. can like anybody imagine me without my voice???
its like open the mouth and nothing comes out of the throat.
and I thought my world is going to end soon.
it so did.

moved house on friday and saturday.
tired and exhausted at the end of the day.
then I realise the streamyx hasn't been shifted yet.
so the poor router is in the old unit.
and thus I wasn't able to come online as usual.
surprisingly the small 1000+ square feet unit has like tonnes of stuff.
was totally dead after moving everything.

on saturday, went back to ipoh to watch summer live concert.
ok, essentially the whole journey is a bit crap larh...
my mother drove me there specially and then the next morning we came back.
due to the simple fact that I was busy moving house, I didn't get JJ's signature.
oh my tian. I am suppose to be able to get it larh!!! *RRGHAARRRGGHH*

summer live concert was nice larh. being able to stand in the VIP box does make a difference.
because the moment we look back, its 'people mountain people sea' de lorh. =)
JJ was the 2nd last performer, hence I stood there and wait and wait...
zhuo wen xuan is preetttyyy... so as yong er...
and for once, I feel that sandy is a great performer.
her song, zhi shao hai you ni, sounds damn nice can...

after the concert went to eat nga choi kei... (tauge ayam, beansprout chicken)...
haha, direct translation which I still think sounds weird.
then on sunday morning had dim sum from ming court.
ok, honestly speaking, I do love Ipoh's food.
haha, and because of this fact, I am proud to be an Ipoh-rean. =)

sunday came back, rushed through my marketing submission.
totally didn't know what I was crapping about, sick till gong gong liao...
this week onwards I so must keep my promise to finish marketing on friday.
I hope I do, because I don't want to come back specially on monday just to submit it.
and I ngam ngam chuck in my submission like 2 mins before the tutor went to collect it.
haha, sommor it was ms IZIAN that went to collect, and she was smiling so widely... -_-"

my voice came back on tuesday larh.
still sounding sexy though.
and some people *points to david* say that its retribution.
eh, hello, I don't talk I will die de lorh.
and I didn't do anything bad by talking what...
not as if I cursed a lot or something like that.

today the whole respiratory system becomes normal again.
apart form the occassional coughs and stuff, its only the voice that I want.
its still sounds like a guy. its LOW... as in LOWWW...

now in the library blogging. suppose to be doing law assignment.
well, going to start soon larh. still got tutorial homework also.
haizzz... I seem like so busy larh. and I don't understand why I am so busy.

they're playing 'stand by me' outside the library now.
it sounded great as usual.
oh my tian, I missed this song and whatever memories that tagged along with it.

well, work time. =)

ok, after posting the previous post I went over to Ivy's blog.
and seriously, I do feel a lot when I listen to fate of the gods.

started by my C note, I remember how many times the lower brass practised for that entrance. haha, and I once felt damn pekchek-ed because I had to play that note over and over and over again. oh yar, when we went for exchange, I was so freaked out that my forth valve got stuck. haha, so in the end we borrowed somebody else's instrument. and my instrument went for a 2 weeks' repair after that exchange. if I am not wrong, that exchange happened to fall right smack on my birthday that year. secondary 2.

after everybody's slow entrance, it was wendy's solo. one horn, lonely? nope. her tone was so warm that even though it was her alone, it felt like the music had substance. then it was followed by xueping's drum solo. oh my tian, seriously, xueping is a wonderful percussionist. I mean like, she had so much strength and spirit in her sticks that every beat on the snare drum was forceful yet not noisy. haha, no matter it was during marching or in practise, her drums always gives us the 'energy' for the day. =)

then it was the bar 77 to 97. haha, the rhythm was so odd that my whole section was in a mess when we first tried that score. miss chong warned us that much time had to be placed into those bars. well, we practised so hard that the rhythm is still so strongly rooted in my heart now. and we can have it the fast and the slow version larh... haha. I liked the horn melody before this part. and I am still amazed by the harmonious effect that we were able to create. brass power. =)

the dramatic part follows. although almost everybody had things here and there, the whole music sounded just so nice. well, band music comprises of all the ding ding doink doink here and there what. different sections, different instruments, producing different sounds at different times. wOw. and then michelle's solo ends the drama. she said that she screwed it during SYF. I don't think so, I only felt that she played with her feelings. well, essentially nobody can judge how a piece is suppose to sound what. its how you play it, how you interpret it that matters.

then junjia's solo. the very very nice one also. even though after that oboe took over, junjia's solo was one of the irreplacable one. its not the instrument, its the heartfelt part that entails with it. well, I would say, junjia played it with her soul and her spirit. and certainly it touched the hearts of many. 2 breathes, and I am impressed by that melody. flute joining in after that, followed by charmaine on the horn.the following part was cut. it was supposed to be shiyun's trumpet. but because of overtime, ms chong took it away. well, its nice but too bad it didn't fit into the time frame ba...

oh, then it was shiyun, yanru and rochelle's 'dialogue'. heh, I like the part where they just come out of nowhere and break the calmness. its cool. especially the flutter tongue part, totally awesome. haha, then the building up of the ambience. to a point where everybody was there on the same time. and it sounded as if somebody has just climbed to the top of the mountain.

well, after all the climax and the dramas, melodious parts came by. it was like consolidating everything, placing everything into the picture. to me, this part was about reflection. flashes of memories, how we practised and how we cried for the competition. of course, other happy things as well. our experience as sec 2s, all the holiday practises, all the crossing overs between singapore and malaysia... countless memories.

grand ending. tears broke. there we were, NYCB, SYF'03. GOLD.

I am sick.
I did my marketing presentation.
I haven't started on my law assignment.
I am totally lost in money and capital market.
I have money and capital market presentation on friday.
I don't have the extra time and energy to fall sick.
I am going to move house on friday.

every part in me is disintegrating.
its very xin ku to be sick.
and I totally hate to have sore throat.
because I will continue to talk even though my throat hurts.
but now my throat is sore.
and I am still talking as per usual.
haha, surprisingly I survived today's marketing presentation.
I hope my voice is still there on friday.
if not, hrmmm... I wonder.

printing slides and all the class materials now.
its a ma fan thing to print double-sided.
but as time pass I am just getting pro-er and pro-er at doing it.
being a guai student, I have my handouts for every lecture nowadays.
haha, and that shows that I really try to treat studies seriously.

oh yar, did an impromptu presentation today during marketing.
kena tembak by some people regarding the difference between transaction and exchange.
so pissed. I merely asked him one question last week.
wth... make me feel that my presentation is a total failure pulak.
rrrRRRrrr...

business law assignment. I have to start it soon. real soon.
sommor this week's marketing submission must be completed before friday.
well, I am moving house on that day what, so must empty my time slots.
daddy and mummy will be here. I guess its a busy weekend ahead.
might not be able to attend summer live concert le. haizzz =(

seriously, I need to either go and rest or start work.
I don't understand why I am so busy.
24 hours a day is simply not enough.
can I like just have 30 hours a day?
I wish.

heh. chao!

I just found a BIG sotong in myself.
well, that literally means that I am being blur.
its not exactly the blur-ness larh...
just that I don't remember stuff.
those that I am suppose to remember,
I don't keep them in my mind.
those that I am suppose to forget,
somehow I just couldn't.

some things are just meant to be placed elsewhere.
I know where its supposed to be,
I know its not suppose to be there,
but I can't move it.
I get rid of it,
in the end only realising that it has been covered up by some other stuff.
I don't actually put it in my heart,
but some things just stay there.

I mean like, in life, we move on right?
but how the hell do we move on without putting some stuff behind?
however, if we don't, we just have not enough space to put in new memory what...
forgetting? uh-oh...
is there like some kind of compressing function that I can perform?

a hard disk upgrade?
more organised memory?
probably just defragment all the broken files.
I just need some more memory.
more space, more chances.
more and more.

there's still a long way to go... for me...
thank you all for all the support.
I love you all. =)

this is random.
it is random.
me? random.
haha.
the last part, its not random.
it means A LOT.

I screwed up, again.
I didn't manage to chuck in my marketing submission on friday.
on top of that I haven't finish it yet.
and I am going out for dinner today.
screwed, isn't it?

by the way, its shung shung kor kor's birthday today.
happy 21st birthday ya!
yet another of my cousin is celebrating his 21st birthday.
next year will be my kor kor.
and in no time, I will turn 21. =)

these days, as usual, emo-ing like nobody's business.
just don't get the mood to get HIGH.
to be exact, quite LOW nowadays.
because I haven't find any interesting manner for presentation.
and I have to present on this week's submission.


Write a brief definition of each of the core marketing concepts and terms discussed in the lecture. Illustrate your definition using both of the following two examples (you may find putting the answer in a table easier).
i. The purchase of a branded T-Shirt
ii. Choosing and starting a major

oh my tian, tell me what to talk about and what to write about.
stuck on this question for quite long already.
seriously, I need to get it done.
die die today also must print.
so that I can proceed on to law assignment.

and funnily people are just so hardworking these days.
they literally EMPTIED all the BUSINESS LAW books from the library.
leaving me with no other choice but to source for it from tun hussein onn library.
argh, haven't even read the question.
I wonder if I can ever finish it beforehand.
so that it won't be that scary.

I wonder how.
I wonder why.
and I wonder.

kor kor is checking out phones for me.
I insisted for a W850i. heh.
all the best for me in hoping that I can change a phone real soon.
and I realised that my phone is a bit cacat nowadays.
bleah.

k larh, have to go and continue work liao.
if not later tak boleh keluar ah...
haha. =)
cheers!