Lucky

it is a whole period of stress and pressure.
even though I found a way to relieve part of my stress (by watching show)...
there are times where I feel weak and helpless too.

this song is from Boys Over Flowers' OST.

it struck me the first few times hearing it in the show.
eventually when I listened to the OST it just made me feel the warmness.
instead of those romantic love love scenes from the show, something else got into my mind.
this song is entitled 'lucky', it is sung by a singer called ashily.
just like the name, it made me think of how lucky I am to know friends around me. :)




I miss you guys and I love you always. now and forever.
there are still a lot that I never put their picture here.
sorry for that but I just want you guys to know I feel loved knowing you!

꽃보다 남자

ok, I'm watching this series now. despite the fact that exams are SO nearby. ya, exams are going to end within 3 weeks, yet I'm spending time off studies watching show. its not like this is very very bad shape la, hang also need to breathe (吊颈都要透气）ma... anyway the best part is, I am so into this show that I'm listening to its OST at least 5 times a day. its that GOOD! :)

not going to like make this a movie review here. haha. suddenly felt like learning saxaphone, mainly because in one of the episodes there's this potter by the name of YiJung played saxaphone. and that very part melted me :) I think its really sweet to watch that part. its also very very sweet to watch the whole show, as it brought me back to those 'meteor garden' days when girls go gaga over F4. HAHA. I used to like them a lot too!

this show gives me the 'first love' kind of feeling. haha. its really worth watching despite the exam stress mounting every second. :P

shall head back to books now! *retreats*

Something, somewhere.

last time in secondary school, I used to visit the popular outlet whenever I felt sad.
as a result I collected these... over a few years, the collection just turned out to be these much.
they are all 'standing' on my desk right now, looking smart and happy!
another reason why I love them so much is because some of them are only available somewhere.



in this world, there are always the special something that are worth searching for.

have you tried driving to somewhere far for some good food that is really tasty?
like driving to penang for cendol, ipoh for chicken+beansprouts;
or going to hong kong for dim sum, beijing for roasted duck.
good food always make people run around the globe searching for them.
just because these food are worth the trouble, satisfying to the tastebuds.

soul mates, do you believe in them?
do you believe that somewhere on planet earth there's someone you ought to search for?
constantly searching for someone, standing by a spot waiting to be found.
when you have found the one, treasure him/her.
if you are being found, make him/her feel that you are worth his/her efforts.

so often you find it hard to tell if the person/thing is the special one, the special something.
the criteria is hard to set, not easy to follow suit.
for we are human, normal homo sapien that are easily influenced by environmental factors.
it would be easy if we can find something like a traffic light.
green for go, red for stop.
yellow always leaves a zone for confusion, but it does not light up for a long time.

so if you happen to be within the yellow zone, settle your thoughts quick and make your move.
even with traffic light there can be accidents.
but if you stay still and just look at others pass, you will be going nowhere.

On time

last night I was rushing through my lending thesis.
and I managed to print it out by 3am, which was a break thru for me.
good job for being able to sleep for the night, bad job done for the assignment.
I have to admit, this is one of the most nonsensical assignment ever done.
*no eye see assignment anymore*

despite the fact that I permitted myself to go sleep by 3am, I wasn't able to.
lying on the bed just not able to go to dreamland. its annoying.
ended up watching show till 5am, causing only 3 hours of sleep for the night.

it doesn't feel good knowing that people are putting tonnes of efforts in their assignment.
mine seems to be like a checklist for others, with the points but not elaboration.
that is, if all my points are correct. if not, tataa assignment.
I know I haven't done my very very best. but I just couldn't be bothered.

I am tired, yet I cannot rest.
for there is one more assignment to go, exams following.
*sigh*

Mr. Right

戴爱玲- 对的人

你問在我心中 是否還苦惱
那次受傷 否決了愛的好
謝謝你的關照 我一切都好
一個人 不算困擾

那次流過的淚 讓我學習到
如何祝福 如何轉身不要
在眼淚體會到 與自己擁抱
愛不是一種需要 是一種對照

愛雖然很美妙 卻不能為了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待 仔細尋找
感覺很重要
寧可空白了手 等候一次
真心的擁抱
我相信在(這個)世界上 一定會遇到
對的人出現(在眼角)

能願意為了一份愛付出去多少
然後得到多少並不計較
當我想清楚的時候
我就算已經準備好
放手去愛 海闊天高
喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~

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很感人的一首歌。超有意义的，因为我相信每一个人都会遇到属于他们的另一半。
那一个对的人，会相信你，接受你，包容你，疼爱你，呵护你；
会因为遇见你而觉得幸福，会因为和你在一起而觉得快乐。
或许我看的偶像剧太多，我依然相信对的人会让你觉得一切都是值得的。
‘没有人值得你为他流眼泪，值得的那一个不会让你哭’ :)

刚看完《时尚玩家-兰卡威的蜜月之旅》。
被节目内容吸引到，好像和一个对的人到那儿享受享受。
可惜那个人还没有出现，嗨~

食饱卖包 (eat full sell bun)

adults are funny. especially when a relatively huge group meets up and express their opinions on creating a better community. on one hand, they are plain gossiping. to another extreme, they are talking about politics. the best part is, they all seem to think that they are doing work in one way or another but they never admit themselves wasting time and efforts. and they never find their own faults.

one of the most 'wonderful' thing I did today was to attend the resident's meeting of my condominium. utterly waste of my time can. these adults, thinking that they are always right, wasted 30-45 minutes going through 3 tables within the slides and drilling into the most insignificant stuff of the management. I wonder if they really have so much free time to sit around for the long meeting or not, since I cabut-ed early. even my finance lecturer covers stock indexes in shorter time frame can~

communal living is not working in malaysia. it is just not going to work in the near future. a bit slightly asian-centered culture of ours will not abide by these so-called 'house rules' to the maximum one. but if there are only less than 5% of the people are not cooperative, must they waste the other 95%'s time in listening to what they are/will/have done to the 5%? and I would say, people are generally more concerened with figures and tables rather than anything else.

ok, I stay in a condo. coming from a terrace house, I noticed and experienced the difference between these 2 types of residences. I abide by the house rules of my condo 99% of the time. if I would have spent my time down there listening to these adults who thinks that they are right all the time and quarrelling for the lousiest reason ever, I am really annoyed then. its so childish for them to argue those open ended discussions hoping to find a conclusion when there are a whole truckload of discussions are in the line. WASTE TIME can~

bah~ bleah~
sleepy. I should just go and sleep and not care about what the adults do, since they don't find any faults within themselves. RAR!

Updates

the smart me mistaken the date due for Lending Decisions thesis. its on the 29th May instead of 22nd. so effectively speaking I have 2 assignments due a week next to each other and then exams. worse of all, I haven't really started working on anything yet.

***
amidst the busy academic agenda, I agreed for a part time job today. its paying RM6 per hour. I know its not BIG money but I just felt that I wanted to slack some of my time away yet not waste it off by doing nothing. so working and earning some money might be the best alternative (?!).

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its cultural week for MonEX this monday, tuesday and wednesday. each day there will be different kind of food for sale over at the corridor right beside cafeteria. for the cultural experience side, there is an opportunity to expose yourself to chinese calligraphy that is FOC. alright, menu for the food items for sale are as follow:

monday: soya milk + 'you tiao'
tuesday: curry n bun + tomyam fried beehon + soya milk n grass jelly
wednesday: herbal egg + red bean soup + muruku

do come and support MonEX! *thank you*

Work done

I'm a little happy today. partly its because I have done some revision (even though not of significant amount in terms of the syllabus). I find it rather easy to set my study mood in the library nowadays, most probably because of the hardcore studying that I did last semester in Caulfield library. but its sad to find that libraries in Sunway closes in the afternoon.

weekend was rather well spent. with some studies being done and a good half of saturday spent at gardens + mid-valley. of course, the company matters as well! even though we didn't take any pictures, having this very special someone spending her day with me was memorable enough. and this very special girl turns out to be... ... ... *drum rolls*... ... ... su chin! :)

this semester has been so busy so far. I hardly have time for myself to chill at shopping centers. furthermore its rather hard to have girl outings now because everywhere is just so far and everybody is scattered everywhere. most importantly there is nothing like public transport which we can depend on to go everywhere. so most of the time I will just be in campus, pyramid and occasionally going somewhere else. aww... I miss melbourne! (as well as the people there!)

oh yar, eyed on two things during the shopping session today. just sharing them here~ :)


coach bag. madison, penelope and zoe. looks better in the shop than the website.

swatch watch. body n soul, steel n charm and pearly gloss. the first one is an automatic watch!

I survived

I survived the battle of assignments.

today was a day where I woke up at 2pm, watched series and movies, went to the gym, watched teevee and did no academic-related work at all. ok I wished everyday can be like that but apparently this might be the one last day I'm allowed to procrastinate within the next month or so.

sadly speaking, I'll count down to June's birthday on the 18th of june to officially taste the sweetness of liberty. this is worse that O-levels because I have assignments due prior to exams. furthermore my papers are so crammed that I don't know which to study first. :(

I have a lending thesis due next friday, investment report due I-don't-know-when.
Exams date are like s***. 4 papers within 3 exam days, 4 calender days.
will I survive then?!

想你

人与人之间的相遇，
证明了老天爷的安排，
不论多九没联络，
只要内心存着彼此的一片天空，
有空偶尔一声问候，
那就会带来开心的一笑。

朋友刚传了三封一样的简讯给我。
突然好想你...

David's 21st!

celebrated at mont kiara, d'empire brasserie.
good restaurant, good food, good ambiance.
*ok, I'll do a restaurant review some time later...*

MAIN POINT of this post is... *drum rolls*

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY david!

I hope that the child within you stays forever young and may we all live long enough to celebrate more and more and more birthdays to come and next time meet up with each other after work and have multiple dates and attend each others' wedding and celebrate birthdays for each others' kids and grandchildren!

have a great day, week, semester, year, life! =D

Happy MAMA day!

Happy mother's day mummy!
thank you for everything you've done for me. :)

Curse of the bloody assignments

ok, its week 8/9 now. everybody is sooo busy with their respective assignments.

I'm not complaining, just trying to express my grievances because I am sick and is rushing for 2 assignments due on monday. furthermore my mind is almost blank and I attempted applying for extension but the lecturer just told me off by saying, 'this assignment was given to you all since the start of the semester. you shouldn't be rushing it off now.'

okay thank you.

so at the end of the day I haven't got any extension which makes me a bit panicky because I'm on medication and I don't have the focus or concentration to complete my work. and date due is on monday, meaning that I am quite screwed. I told myself to make it through this weekend and I will be done for these two units' assignment. I tried to believe in myself, still believing...

Sick again?!

this semester has been one of the busiest ones. I am now working on two assignments due next monday (and it happens to be on david's 21st birthday!) and yet I fell sick! *pengsan* with the H1N1 A influenza spreading across the globe, I am actually worried about the sore throat and cough symptoms that are surfacing over the past few days. and this worry part has caused insomnia together with unproductive-ness within me. this makes me think that I am just wasting time away not working on assignments not sleeping but just doing nothing. ok, bad shape~

getting weaker and weaker as semesters zoom past. I start to wonder how did I survive last year without all the 'ho yan hor' tea and those funny-looking chinese herbs. I ought to go to the pharmacy to grab some antibiotic to boost my immune system. and at the same time I NEED SOME ENERGY AND CONCENTRATION ON MY ASSIGNMENTS! like oh my goodness, cannot sleep then cannot do work also. waste of my time man~

kind of busy these weeks, with the assessment period starting in may and exams coming up right next. do look forward to 18th of june and I foresee myself looking like a zombie till then~ ok, pray hard for the best this semester. *prayyyy...*

Warehouse sales

over this labour day weekend every commodity seem to be getting cheap. either it is responding to government's effort to boost spending or sales has been so bad that every season so much are left unsold that they have to do such bulk sale. whatever it is the only statement made across to the public is that things are cheap and we are to shop more at warehouses instead of boutiques/brands' outlets.

being a typical girl I am, shopping has never exited my to-do list. I ended up spending half my day on a public holiday going to 3 warehouse sales when I planned to spend my time working on my assignments. ZARA, MPH and Adidas. all within PJ area and since my cousin ajak-ed me along, I went ahead and splurge on myself with some 'very good deals'. 6 tops, 1 book, 1 backpack, 3 belts concluded my day.

there is this particular sales that I went which totally shocked me. I was there half an hour before the opening and there were actually a 1km-queue in front of the shop. waited and waited, just to enter this hall that is almost 3 tutorial rooms with clothes scattered everywhere. even the floor clothes are found lying everywhere and people just ignored them despite almost tripping over them. that was the extreme extend of the crowd. luckily I got stuff from the sales, if not it would have been a complete waste of my time going through the long queue and almost suffocating in the tiny place.

now that I have new additions to my room, the assignment marathon continues! *sigh.*